:drinking coffee&tea/ sleep/ good loud music/ creativity in all its forms/ unselfishness/ listening&talking to real people/ alcohol/ travelling/ clubbing/ dancing/ absinthe&fruit cocktails/ solitude/ the sky/ biscuits/ clever movies/ art/ good books/ winter/ lipstick on mirrors/ being photographed well/ skin/ the subconscious/ musicians/ silence/ finding beauty in simple things/ intelligence/ originality/ decadence/ affection/ individuals/ empty desolate spaces/ ice/ dreaming/ androgeny/ obscurity/ living in an oblivion/ post-apocalyptic urban settings/ my future:
people with a sense of humour that start conversations by accident, but end them somewhere wonderful
:nine inch nails/ frontline assembly/ velvet acid christ/ slipknot/ korn/ the prodigy/ rotersand/ silverchair/ skinny puppy/ :wumpscut:/ hocico/ ministry/ garbage/ and one/ filter/ clan of xymox/ fiona apple/ apoptygma berzerk/ covenant/ funker vogt/ icon of coil/ depeche mode/ joy division/ type-o-negative/ london after midnight/ radiohead/ assemblage 23/ 36crazyfists/ einsturzende neubauten/ opeth/ das ich/ tool/ hole/ my bloody valentine/ black tape for a blue girl/ god module/ republica/ no doubt/ massive attack/ pitchshifter/ project pitchfork/ soundgarden/ spineshank/ scarling/ sneaker pimps/ nirvana/ mazzy star/ combichrist/ pj harvey/ tapping the vein/ virgin black/ a perfect circle/ joy divison/ marilyn manson/ vnv nation/ placebo/ theatre of tragedy/ new order/ diary of dreams/ the cure/ new gary numan/ vnv nation/ cruxshadows/ suicide commando/ dimmu borgir/ xpq-21/ jackoffjill/ bauhaus/ queen adreena/ myruin...:
:the doom generation/ requium for a dream/ girl, interrupted/ gia/ the labyrinth/ fear and loathng in las vegas/ castle in the sky/ gas, food&lodging/ american history x/ ichi the killer...:
:what i loved - siri hustvedt/ chuck palahniuk/ caitlin r.kiernan - silk/ matthew lewis - the monk/ elizabeth wurtzel/ come closer - sarah gran/ poppy z.brite/ elaine showalter - the female malady/ wasted - marya hornbacher/ edgar allen poe/ sylvia plath - the bell jar/ oscar wilde - the picture of dorian grey/ guy de maupassant/ bret easton ellis - glamourama...:
:my mother, pioneers of the music i listen to and jack daniels: