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I am Jack's smirking revenge

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About Me

Anyway the same old shit each day gets boring faster then you could imagine. Take away a man's hope, his light, his dreams and lock him away in a dark cell leaving him with no company but himself, for most people that isn't very pleasant company at all. I don't think much anymore never thought i would miss times when i used to lay flat on my back and stare at the ceiling wondering if i was doing the right thing, wondering if there was something i could do better, praying that every choice i had made everything that i had based my life on was the best choice. Then the slow sprial of everything going down the shitter started to appear and i smiled, i knew that deep down inside i was only gonna come out better and stronger then ever. A wise man once said "that which does not kill us only makes us stronger" i used to believe it. Now i've found that if it doesn't kill you then you should consider yourself lucky.

My Interests

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Oh shit i knew i should have stuided for this....umm does it have something to do with the moon's orbit?

My Blog

Grown older and so much colder

My eyes try to pierce this thick fog that is engulfing mefear comes and goeslonging for contact comes and goeswhat will my future holdhow long can it remain unknownat some point the future will be now...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 02:08:00 GMT

Eating Me

I was eating. Eggs I think.Cold and scrambled.Red mixed in.Is that my red?Might be.I keep eating.That chewing sound filling my brain.The room gets a little darker. Is this my room?Might...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 23:56:00 GMT

Follow this

Lots of Heartachewith some sorrow too much lonelinessplenty of uncertain no wait just enough uncertaintyof course trust and lovewhich change to pain and angerand again change into guilt and regrethone...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Nov 2005 01:41:00 GMT

Untitled

i've foughtfor so longthe monsters and nightmaresall have gonestill youwon't come outbut youstill smile at mei'm so tired nowi think i'll takea much needed sleepall the wounds have closedthey've stopp...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 23:25:00 GMT

Bleed

How on for just a second or two longerI promise to be back againI'm not that far from youStill gone, just like that old sayingout of sight and out of mindIt's just so wrongFor every day that fadesThe ...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 00:13:00 GMT

Sweet Dreams

Sweet dreamsdo you remember my saying that?do you care to?I remember much of what once wasand how much i have grown sinceI remember the breakingand how much i have changed sinceI look into the mirror ...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 00:09:00 GMT

Wow that stings

Well today i was a huge asshole to a friend of mine. Why? I honestly couldn't tell you. I don't let things bother me so much anymore. It's funny what happens to a person when they no longer have inhib...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Jun 2005 14:31:00 GMT

PSSH!

So life is eh ok i guess. I'm rolling in the dough working full time. Have lots of money saved for my tattoo (5,400,000,000,000,000 Tons) and my car. I can't wait till i move out. It's coming up here ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Sep 2004 16:04:00 GMT

Regrets

So one day you wake up and you realize your not who you wanted to be. You realize that the person you think you are isn't who you are. I stared at the ceiling thinking until the early hours last night...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Aug 2004 17:16:00 GMT

Glycerine

Must be your skin, I'm sinkin' in. Must be for real, 'cause now i can feel. I didn't mind, It's not my kind. It's not my time, To wonder why. Everything's gone white, Everything's gray. Now you'r...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Jul 2004 16:05:00 GMT