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megan

...here's to smashed dreams and ruinned crushes.

About Me

Usually when things are looking up, I trip and fall becasue I've forgotten to watch my step...
I LOVE BRANDY!!!
I LOVE RILEY!!!

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My Interests

beaches, bathing suits and booze in a coconut. and real cowboys...
*MY LIFE* ..

I'd like to meet:

Jonas. Because, he's carrying the wheel. and the otter that stole my heart... and my bud light.

Music:

A dream is a wish your heart makes...

Movies:

A place that you have always wished your life to never be. A time when dreams come to life. A life that isn't yours but for those two hours you're sucked in. And as if it were you hiding in a closet, screaming as the most disturbing being comes to rip your organs out... still, you smile...

Television:

If I were to turn and never look back... would you cry a grandios sigh of relief? Would your glare flicker back at me with an insolent stare.... A deafening disdain from your speakers... Would your entertaining ways feel as I feel when I've finally taken a three year old back home? A job well done, my old friend. Thanks for the terrible eye sight... the brain tumor? The memories... the A.D.D? Thanks for the imagination... and the countless hours of nothingness that I've earned. I only hope I wasn't a burden.

Books:

Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black And the dark street winds and bends. Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow, And watch where the chalk-white arrows go To the place where the sidewalk ends.

Heroes:

A day at the lake. A long walk/climb in the mountains with nothing but our conversations of life. The feeling you get in your gut that says, "I should call her and see how she's been". The sparkle in your eye when we've first set eyes on eachother after years. The beer you bought me that's gotten warm because we've spent so much time catching up on old times. The smile from across the room at random when we're both talking to someone else. The hug that is more than just arms, it's everything in our being intertwined until it hurts to let go. A long weekend spent boozing it up together in some crazy city. A quiet night spent watching movies in comfortable silence... or uproarious fun!! To all my friends that have made a difference. You know who you are. You know what you mean to me. I make sure to tell you every chance I get. Not only because I appreciate you so much, but because I've missed too many last chances in the past. I refuse to ever have that regret again.

My Blog

If this is what life will always be like...

...a series of song titles to commentate my life, and make perfect sense to me but no sense to anyone else... I'm in. And I'll leave you with one more song that makes all the sense in the world to me ...
Posted by megan on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:26:00 PST

If only....

...I could make this "life" thing work to my advantage. "Living well is the best revenge." has always been my motto and it's now kicking me in the ass. The one and only person I've ever truely believe...
Posted by megan on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 10:56:00 PST

My, my... how things change in four months...

I'm slipping and I don't care. I know I'm supposed to care. That's the right thing to do.... is care about yourself, right? I'm just not feelin' it. So instead I go on binges of "bad" ideas and sleepl...
Posted by megan on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 01:01:00 PST

So yea...

I'm SO done with this town. Pack me up, get me the fuck out. I can't take these people anymore. Jack, Coburn, Nathan. you're the last of the genuine people in Detroit. I'm done worrying and wondering ...
Posted by megan on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 12:34:00 PST

I gotta get outta this place....

...if it's the last thing i ever do. in some people's lives friendship has a price... and it's not worth it. so i'm leaving those people's lives for good. it is funny how after almost a year, all i h...
Posted by megan on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 08:58:00 PST

Goodbye Colorado, Hello morning...

Dear Sun, I see you peaking over the hills... inviting me "home". But leaving this place is killing me and your slight orange glow over Castle Rock feels like more of a warning than a welcome. You see...
Posted by megan on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 06:21:00 PST

Car windows icing over...

...speaking steam with your breath. through the floating strands of your hair. am i just like the rest? say you don't want anyone or anything. say this hurts you too. i wouldn't bother but, this means...
Posted by megan on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 06:58:00 PST

Dear friends, I owe you big time...

Thanks for being awesome Thanks for being fun Thanks for being sympathetic Thanks for listening Thanks for talking Thanks for everything you do Thanks for all of the laughs that we share until our sto...
Posted by megan on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 09:24:00 PST

Dear gravity, please set in?

Life's been throwing me in some crazy directions lately. Which is nothing new for me, but opposed to the past few months everything is just... off. One day I'm flying high and the next I'm ready for i...
Posted by megan on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 08:17:00 PST

extraordinary thoughts in ordinary places.

One day when you're sitting at home alone, probably listening to some sad music that makes your heart sink to the bottom of your stomach you'll think of me and everything I've done for you. You'll for...
Posted by megan on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 06:00:00 PST