beaches, bathing suits and booze in a coconut. and real cowboys...
*MY LIFE* ..
Jonas. Because, he's carrying the wheel. and the otter that stole my heart... and my bud light.
A dream is a wish your heart makes...
A place that you have always wished your life to never be. A time when dreams come to life. A life that isn't yours but for those two hours you're sucked in. And as if it were you hiding in a closet, screaming as the most disturbing being comes to rip your organs out... still, you smile...
If I were to turn and never look back... would you cry a grandios sigh of relief? Would your glare flicker back at me with an insolent stare.... A deafening disdain from your speakers... Would your entertaining ways feel as I feel when I've finally taken a three year old back home? A job well done, my old friend. Thanks for the terrible eye sight... the brain tumor? The memories... the A.D.D? Thanks for the imagination... and the countless hours of nothingness that I've earned. I only hope I wasn't a burden.
Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black And the dark street winds and bends. Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow, And watch where the chalk-white arrows go To the place where the sidewalk ends.
A day at the lake. A long walk/climb in the mountains with nothing but our conversations of life. The feeling you get in your gut that says, "I should call her and see how she's been". The sparkle in your eye when we've first set eyes on eachother after years. The beer you bought me that's gotten warm because we've spent so much time catching up on old times. The smile from across the room at random when we're both talking to someone else. The hug that is more than just arms, it's everything in our being intertwined until it hurts to let go. A long weekend spent boozing it up together in some crazy city. A quiet night spent watching movies in comfortable silence... or uproarious fun!! To all my friends that have made a difference. You know who you are. You know what you mean to me. I make sure to tell you every chance I get. Not only because I appreciate you so much, but because I've missed too many last chances in the past. I refuse to ever have that regret again.