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Welcome to my page. My name is Daniella and my nickname is Bobbit. Please do not call me Dan unless I say it's alright. Well where to begin? I grew up in a small town in Arizona where I remain today. Someday I really hope to get away because there is bad karma all around and the people here are just insane. I hope to move to Ireland or New York or somewhere... Any place away from here would be amazing. After years of hoping and wanting I finally managed to get a car which is my pride and joy; a 2008 Kia Spectra. I am graduated from high school (FINALLY!!!) and am working at a place called Fry's... again! It's alright though because I made assistant manager but it's tough and there are still a lot of things that are going on that I have to learn about for the job.
I am 19 years old and my hair color at the moment is red. I seem to change it a lot though so it may be brown again. I have 2 tattoos and 6 piercings and am hoping to get more of both. I am short (5'2 to be exact) and I am usually a bubbly, smiley person ;). I have many pets including two chihuahuas a bunch of random fishies and a Venus fly trap; which I am hoping it won't die D: When it comes to my love life I guess you could say it's a mess but I am content for where it is at the moment. Maybe one day it will go further or maybe it will crash into a thousand pieces... I seem to have bad luck with that but only time will tell. Yes I do live with my parents right now but I see nothing wrong with that. I hope to save up enough money to move out someday soon. I love hanging out and just walking about getting to know people but now that I have a car I guess I won't be doing much walking so if we ever meet you would have to tell me if you wanted to walk or not lol.
I am a very simple minded person who is entertained easily. Do not however mistake me for being stupid because I am relatively smart. I may not know everything but I enjoy learning and watching and observing. Let's see... I could sit all day at a restaurant, or in a store even, and just sit and talk. I love to laugh if I am not laughing usually something is wrong but I won't tell you what. I have a decently mild temper and it's hard to really make me mad. I do get upset but what woman doesn't? When it comes to my looks I am not very pretty but I refuse to really do anything about it. People love when I put make-up on and when I dress up but if you can't except me for who I am and judge me on just my looks then you know what... FUCK YOU :) I have a lot of acquaintances and very few actual friends. I have trust issues so I tend to not want to make friends and every time I do it backfires or they spread shit you know? Currently I am not going to school and I think it will be a while before I can. I really want to become a pilot someday and am crossing my fingers that some day it will happen.
Um as for family what can I say there? My father left when I was little and I don't talk to him much. My grandmother on my father's side is a drunk... which is no surprise why my father is! YAY! On my mother's side my grandparents are deceased and I miss them like hell. I remember the happiest time of my whole life was the year I spent up there and I would give anything to go back to that time. I am really close to my mother and my brother. My mom, however, got remarried. This would be fine except for my step-father and step-brother. I love my step-brother to death but lately it seems as though that the both of them are against me. I have no clue what I did wrong and I don't think I ever will quite know. I love talking and having conversations but I am learning that it's not always a good thing to talk because a lot of things are taken out of proportion.
In my life there are a few things I do regret and I wish I could take back but you know that is probably what makes me... me. One day I would like to have a family and possibly a husband but if that doesn't happen I wouldn't mind just having a kid that I could raise by myself. My mom did an excellent job I believe at raising me and my brother. I just wish that I could show her better at how much I really do love her and appreciate her.
On other random notes... I have a pink room! Haha! Don't you dare make a comment about it because I will killllll you D: haha jk. I have pictures and cards all over the place and memories of things that I love and don't want to forget. The people in my life who I care for the most are usually always there to help me through the bad times. I just wish that some people were here more because it's hard not having them around. Now if you were wondering about my nickname I got it back in like 7th grade. You see I used to be like hardcore into LOTR (if I have to explain what that means then you aren't a fan) so one day I was like hrm nick name.... Hobbit...Bobbit! Bobbit the Hobbit! Oh Yeah!.... ( Yeah I am strange) but anywho I wasn't going to keep it forever until I found a different meaning for it and for those of you who are older you probably already know what I am talking about. Needless to say it stuck and now I am Bobbit ;).
I am not into girly things much. I don't get manicures, or pedicures, or anything that really resembles a dress. I used to dress up on occasion for people but it doesn't seem to make a difference so I just kinda stopped trying... If you haven't guessed my favorite color is pink. I have a pink teddy bear that is more precious to me than anything! I know objects can be replaced but this is really something dear. You see I got it when my mom had to go to the hospital when she was 6months prego with my brother. They gave her to me and I named her none the less after my mom... so her name is Billie Bear. I love to do things for people and just give and love but it's becoming harder and harder to do anything like that because I just don't get anything in return. I am beginning to get the feeling that I am not really needed or wanted by anyone except my family and even then it seems like I am being pushed away... Anyway I am dealing with it and am getting used to it once more. I am slowly growing up more although I think I used to be more mature as I was younger than I am now lol.
I have a few habits that annoy a few friends like belching in public and the occasional nail biting :P I guess I am just trying to make up for a sort of non-existent childhood. I had to grow up fast with everything that went on you know? I did in my childhood have epilepsy ((For those who don't know: (Epilepsy is a common chronic neurological disorder that is characterized by recurrent unprovoked seizures. These seizures are transient signs and/or symptoms due to abnormal, excessive or synchronous neuronal activity in the brain.))Which is what I think is part of the reason why I am sorta messed up in the head to put it nicely. So yeah! My life in a nutshell would be... Fun, eccentric, boring, entertaining, depressing, exciting, up, down, left, right, tragic, amazing and just plain crazy. If this isn't enough info for ya then add me fool! Talk to me and ask questions! I will be glad to answer!
♥ Daniella