I'm currently living in Oshawa, Ontario. I depend on music like a little kid depends on her toys. I learned that you shouldn't depend on anyone but yourself unless you're in for getting let down. I am seventeen but I act as if I'm 8. School is a nightmare for me. I give everyone a fair chance until they fuck it up. If you're special you'll get a second chance. I have many secrets, but no bestfriend to tell them too. Trust is a huge issue for me after many friends fucking me over. I'm short and get made fun of for it constantly by the people I hang around. I give any music a chance to like, because who knows if you're gunna like something you've never heard? I don't like to live as my life is as normal as everyone elses. I want to cherish my life until it is over doing what I want, going where I want, seeing who I want, Loving who I want. I have low self esteem, when I get complimented I never believe it. I like to read, as odd as people think it is for me. I'm normally shy around people I just meet, or starting to get to know, either then that I'm regularly hyper and happy. I love to just sit around and watch movies, or just dance around the house with my music blasting. I don't do drugs, but I drink.
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com
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Relationship Status ATM, I am currently single and looking. I dont think a relationship would be something like meeting the person once and saying oh let's date, after my experiences like that i want to talk to the person first. I love meeting new people so who knows maybe we'd become a couple in the near future. ANYWAYS, I am bi but im more into the male gender.
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Cheating All i can say is its retarded, honestly if your stupid enough to cheat there is really no point in being with the person you are with at all. All cheating dose it hurt people and disapoint them. I have cheated in the past and i regret every minute of it. I lost a sweet guy and a bunch of friends over it. if you're willing to hurt someone you really love you might as well stab them in the chest because that pain wouldnt hurt as much.
Sex HONESTLY, i dont think you should need to be a curtain age to start being sexually active as long as you play it safe and not give in to peer pressure. I think sex is something you should share with that one person you know you want to. I wouldnt want to plan sex, id just want it to happen but that way you may forget to play it safe.
Drugs No offence to people who do drugs, but to me its a turn-off. Id rather be with someone when their sobar then trippin ballz' it would just feel like it means more to me when we hug and kiss and cuddle. Honestly i have no problem being with a guy or girl who dose drugs but i'd rather not be around when someone is high.
Have Faith in your dreams and someday, Your Rainbow will come smiling through
i love chu ^.^
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