im so scared |
well, i am terrified that i have done something to myself that i can never change, and that i have done some things to someone he can never forgive me for, i love him so much, and i dont want to see h...
Posted by MOnstER†MAdneSS on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 04:42:00 PST |
well well well |
okay, i am in one of those moods to just randomly type away about crazy shit, so here goes....
I am so damn bored, and i need to sleep but i cant cause i have someone on my mind, and i think i ...
Posted by MOnstER†MAdneSS on Sun, 20 May 2007 03:10:00 PST |
poetry |
After all the promises I gave you saying the mutilation would end, I gave in.
The knifes edge was calling to me, beckoning. I gave in.
The blood dripping down my wrist convinced me that I am pains add...
Posted by MOnstER†MAdneSS on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 09:43:00 PST |
poetry(again sad) |
My tragic existance plagued by heartbreak.Your voice echoes throughout my mind shattering every piece of me. Everytime I close my eyes, I see your face. Its tragic how you are burned into me, there fo...
Posted by MOnstER†MAdneSS on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 09:39:00 PST |
more depressed poetry |
I needed someone to talk to, cause I just cant put the knife away.
Its an addiction, I addded a new cut today.
You say its dangerous and you say its stupid. well so is loving you. I
mutilate myself w...
Posted by MOnstER†MAdneSS on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 09:32:00 PST |
poetry(depressed fuck off) |
I wanted you,
you wanted me.
To bad love and lust
are different things.
I was a pawn,
in your little scheme.
Now all I can
do is scream.
You hurt me so
when you let go.
Now its your tur...
Posted by MOnstER†MAdneSS on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 09:28:00 PST |
poetry |
Untitled
The pain grows, though it never shows.
But eventully everyone will see whats wrong with me
I am always filled with hate,to die, i cannot wait.
Maybe if my life ends i can make amends.
I hope ...
Posted by MOnstER†MAdneSS on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 07:23:00 PST |
