ida

im just some girl who's really good at embarassing herself and being silly. im always cold and get sleepy way before anyone should. i love dancing and singing along to songs, even though im absolutely horrible at both. i daydream entirely too much and always seem to say and do the wrong things. friends and family are my favorite. i love music beyond all reason. sometimes, random things will make me extremely sad. im a nerd. i love running and being outside. i worry all the time and care too much. i love just hanging out with peoples, laughing and having a good time. even though i can be kinda shy sometimes, all you have to do is give me a smile and a nice word and ill love you forever. so go ahead and do it :] --- im trying hard not to lose hope for people, for everything. but its tough. the more i see and experience, the sadder things seem. and i know ive seen so very little compared to what all's out there. i was so naive, and though i probably still am..i think maybe i understand a little bit more. its already so hard to think of last year, or the year before, or even last summer.. and know that somehow i was that person. i cant imagine what it'll be like a few more years from now. its scary. theres so much, so very much ahead. i just hope im up to it. and that someday, whoever i am and whatever i do.. it'll be enough. for once. ♥♥♥