o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!]

About Me

my name is crystal. and i'm in love. ♥ i couldn't be any happier. i have the best husband in the world. and the best family anyone could ask for. my friends are pretty damn great too. ♥ i live in *germany* with my boobear. i love it. + our apartment is awesome.
i hold grudges over nothing. and get mad too easy.
i break things and spill stuff on an everyday basis.
sean calls me clumsy crystal because of it.
i'm completley random and just clueless.
i love to sing when no one else is around.
and i'm always dance around like crazy.
-always jammin-
nothing ever makes me happier than when i see his smile. ♥ we have HUGE plans for our life.
it doesn't matter how long you'v known him;
all that matters is that he's had you SMiLiNG since day 0NE....my fairytale...
♥
sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. you have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. what is meant to be will end up good, and what is not won't. relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. at times, people need to fight for you. if they dont, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. always fight, until you cant anymore, and then be fought for.
flatter me, and i may not believe you. criticize me, and i may not like you. ignore me, and I may not forgive you. encourage me, and i will not forget you. love me and i may be forced to love you. before you speak, listen. before you write, think. before you spend, earn. before you invest, investigate. before you criticize, wait. before you pray, forgive. before you quit, try. before you retire, save. before you die, give. do more than belong: participate. do more than care: help. do more than believe: practice. do more than be fair: be kind. do more than forgive: forget. do more than dream: work.
people are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. forgive them anyway. if you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives. be kind anyway. if you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies. succeed anyway. if you are honest and frank, people may cheat you. be honest and frank anyway. what you may spend years building, someone may destroy overnight. build anyway. if you find serenity and happiness, people may be jealous. be happy anyway. the good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow. do good anyway. give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough. give the world the best you have anyway.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

love is when you miss him even before he leaves, when you could listen to him talk all night and never get tired of hearing his voice, when the sound of his name sends chills down your spine, and you see his smile the second you close your eyes. ♥

this is sean. he has my ♥. he is my world . and everything in it. he is my mr. forever. i love everything about him. his smile. the random nicknames he gives me, that never make any sense. how he holds my hand. ♥ the way he wears shower shoes with socks to go outside. the way he looks at me when i say something funny. just everything. i wouldn't change even a single thing about him. he is my happiness. even thousands of miles apart, his voice would always be the highlight of my day. i could live forever just to hear him say 'i love you' everyday. and ever since i heard him promise to love, honor, and cherish me no matter what, for the rest of our lives, well its been pretty much all i can think about. because i know we have that 'thing' everybody else wants. and nothing will ever change that.

sean & crystal martin
12//18//06 - always.

our love is a journey.
starting at forever && ending at never.

i don't want to be your whole life
just your favorite part.

there's only one smile that makes you stop in your tracks. one shoulder your head can fit p-e-r-f-e-c-t-l-y on. one look that makes you melt. one voice that makes you [smile]. one name that makes you turn around. one kiss that sends you *flying*, and never lets you come down. one touch that creates static. when you find it. don't let it go. no matter what.

Music:

Movies:

Television:

Books:

♥ t0p friends ♥

sean. ♥
[my one && only]
bR00kE.
cee jayy.
[mr. magic city]
bigg C DOGG.
k*LANi
breezy.
oh snap!
[lil' mizz nikki!]
mary jane.
butt tuck.
lil' H0PP.
killa C.
laceyface.
angela.
lacee alyssa
jennyyyy.
M'RIE.
[keno's girl]
jana banana.
MADiLEE
lUCiE P00.
gonzo.
stephaniee
[jeff's girl]
AMANDUHHH.
j. nicole
STASiAK!
MARiSSA.

♥ t0p family ♥

lil 2 raww.
mrs. kim.
mr. mike.
beans/jeffro.
uncle matt
bigg T R0YY
kristie.
ADAM
brittany.
justin
desiree.
kane
rhondaaa
marciiaaa
ppaaammmm
jenniferrr
debbb
shellbyyy
jack
maryyyy
audrey
robin
granny.

Heroes:

My Blog

too badd//soo sadd [bitches!]

so here's the deal.i find it to be ridiculous the way certain people act these days. its ever so obvious that people don't understand what MARRIAGE means.and despite what these particular people say,i...
Posted by o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!] on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 02:33:00 PST

quotessss

I just want to be honest with you... more that anything I want to be honest with you. But, do you think we're ready for that honesty? Because honesty is a big word and it changes things, and it compli...
Posted by o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!] on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 05:32:00 PST

quotes

knowing is better than wondering,walking is better than sleeping, & even the biggest failure beats the hell out of never trying. you ever wonder how long it takes to change your life?what measure ...
Posted by o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!] on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 03:13:00 PST

only the start..<<...33

me. i overreact. small things bother me. even the things that shouldnt bother anyone. i let things get out of control. because i cant even control myself. i do things i know i shouldnt. and then...
Posted by o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!] on Mon, 14 May 2007 03:45:00 PST

that one person..

we all spend our entire lives looking for that one person. that one person makes us complete. ..because youre just not you without them. that one person that always treats us how we deserve...
Posted by o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!] on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 12:50:00 PST

soulmate.

a soulmate is like a best friend. but so much more. the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. someone who makes you a better person. actually they dont make you a better pers...
Posted by o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!] on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:23:00 PST

its because..

iTS BECAUSE 0NCE UP0N A TiME.. S0METHiNG HAPPENED T0 ME.. iT WAS S0METHiNG THAT WAS DESTiNED T0 BE.. iT WAS A FANTASY.. A DREAM C0ME TRUE.. iT WAS THE DAY i MET YOU.iTS All BECAUSE THE FiRST TiME i SA...
Posted by o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!] on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 05:51:00 PST

i promise you.. <3

I promise you my love.I promise you my heart.I promise you my life.I promise we'll never be apart. I promise not to hurt you.I promise to never make you cry. I promise to always trust you.I promise no...
Posted by o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!] on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 07:06:00 PST

a christmas story.

Body: I was walking around in a store. I saw acashier hand this little boy his money back saying"I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buythis doll."Then the little boy turned to the old woman...
Posted by o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!] on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 01:10:00 PST

this is for you.

This is for you..This is for all the times you broke your promises...This is for all the times you kept me wondering...This is for all the times you kept me up at night...This is for al...
Posted by o0h lawd! its ya girl [k*dawg!] on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 09:45:00 PST