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About Me

I recently resigned my position as a medical assistant / procedure tech for an affliate of St. Johns Hospital and now work for Tulsa Bone and Joint with specialty physicians of rheumatology. I miss my old job and the people I work with, but I stll see them since I am still in the same building. I like to hang out with a few friends or what have you. Moved to a more fun part of town about a year and half ago ago, where I can walk to a pub or just have a cup of coffee and seem to enjoy it very much. I get accused of being too "flirty" at times,like I really care, but its in my nature, I can't help it! I like being a bit bad! LOL. I am fun to hang around with, I'm crazy! No.. really, I am, well...bi-polar anyay! You never know what I may do at times, especially if I see that your down, I want to make you smile or laugh. Hear you say "I can't believe you did that!" I am not a partying type of person, been there, done that, but I do occasionally go out when I feel the urge. I would much rather stay at home or watch a movie with my partner Robert or with friends.
Rafael. You're most like the ArchAngel of Healing. You want people to shape up, and you nag. But you mean well, and you're well loved despite it. Or because of it. You bring the donuts even as you tell people to eat more veggies.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet and talk to just about anyone, you never know if you may need to have someone to talk to, or vice versa. I think of it as therapy. I am willing to be there for anyone that needs a friend, just the way I am. I have met some of my myspace friends and some I have already known before then which is great, but love to meet more of them. Just be honest, if anyone should know this, its me. Karma does come back and bite you in the ass when you least expect it.

My Blog

Is it time?

You know what it takes to hurt someone That someone is meIt does not take much, and it feels like eternity.I may be the blame, it may be my faultBut I have been trying to do betterIt may not look like...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 18:23:00 GMT

Going back into hell and returning to talk about it

Hurt..............What can I say, what can I do? This past week has been very stressful.......Let's start back a few weeks back, say around the holidays. Thought what I had was just the holiday blues,...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 15:25:00 GMT

Emotional Rescue

There have been a lot of stressful things going on this past month, just hope it will all soon pass. Tears have been shed, accusations thrown, and emotions running amuck. All I can do is pray about al...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 00:52:00 GMT

Aren’t you even going to kiss me goodbye?

We have had our problems, things we could work through But, could never go a day without one of us saying "I love you" Things seem to be drifting, and I don't know why Something is out of balance, it'...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 02:26:00 GMT

Running through my head and they arent visions of sugarplums...

I am scared as I am writing this, as everytime I turn, I see someone looking back at me, I don't know who they are, what they are wanting, but its scary. I called Robert since he is at work and told h...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 02:53:00 GMT

Just be honest.......

Ok, have a friend that keeps telling me he is coming over to tell me something important, only to have him cancel and not show up. This has happened at least five times. I have even asked him if it ha...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 03:33:00 GMT

The blood shall run...........

Every have one of those nights where all your dreams seem so real? I had one of those last night......The really creepy dreams where no matter how you try to make it stop, you cannot seem to wake up, ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:43:00 GMT

See what happens when you tell me not to get upset......

I can tell you I love you but you just want to toss it aside. I can tell you I need you but you don't understand You tell me your there for me give me some bullshit line You hurt me when you do that, ...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 13:07:00 GMT

P.I.A.B.

Ever wake up one morning feeling all good only to have it shot down in a second? Well this is one of those days. It happens when the other wants something, but you have no desire at that moment ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 07:00:00 GMT

Trying not to give up

It’s been awhile since I have actually "BLOGGED". Most recently I have been writing some poetry. Allows me to get a few things across when I want to just yell and scream and just give up. This t...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 20:26:00 GMT