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About Me

this is
memarta agnieszka rusiniak
I play piano
I love music
I am studying biology at the university of guelph
I have amazing friends
I care a lot for everyone i meet
I am very indecisive; i need to fix that
I am a perfectionist
I am very self conscious
I am kind of shy
I like watching Disney movies
I like lowercase letters
I wish I was happy all the time
I’ll do anything for you
I don’t get to see my friends nearly often enough
I am not interesting or fascinating
I have changed a lot
I am my own worst enemy
I always care; ...always
I am trying to find my place or purpose
I find simple things the most beautiful
I write to express my thoughts sometimes
I like exclamation marks
I take things to heart, unfortunately
I love photography
I never know what the right thing to do or say is
I will listen to what you have to say
I need to stop believing in people
I am not who you think I am
i do not give out my msn on myspace,
to people i don't know in real life
so please don't ask!
Upcoming Stuff:
May 3 - DD/MM/YYYY, Battle Creek, Lets Build a Boat, Still Life Still, The Music Box @ The Shadow (Guelph)
May 8 - first day of summer course
May 14 - Panic at the Disco, Phantom Planet, Motion City Soundtrack, The Hush Sound @ The Sound Academy (Toronto)
May 17 - Peter's Birthday!
May 17 - Cousin's Wedding!
May 19 - Dad's Duathlon Race
June 6 - City and Colour, Sleepercar, Black Lungs @ Massey Hall (Toronto)
June 7 - Death Cab for Cutie, Stars, Rogue Wave, Young Galaxy @ Toronto Olympic Island (Toronto)
June 8 - Magda's Birthday!
June 8 - Wonderland!
June 17 - One Year!
you are listening to:
Seaside - The Kooks

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Music:


..Number
[♥]30 Seconds to Mars
[♥](+44)
A
[♥]Acute
[♥]The Age Of Rockets
[♥]A Main Street Marvel
[♥]The Academy Is
[♥]The Album Leaf
[♥]Alexisonfire
[♥]The All-American Rejects
[♥]The Almost
[♥]Anathallo
[♥]Anberlin
[♥]And Then I Turned Seven
[♥]Angels and Airwaves
[♥]Aqualung
[♥]The Arcade Fire
[♥]Armor For Sleep
[♥]As Cities Burn
[♥]As Tall As Lions
[♥]The Ataris
B
[♥]The Bad Mood Bears
[♥]Badly Drawn Boy
[♥]Battle Creek
[♥]The Beatles
[♥]Ben Folds
[♥]Ben Kweller
[♥]Ben Lee
[♥]Between The Trees
[♥]Billy Talent
[♥]Blink 182
[♥]Bloc Party
[♥]Bluebirds and Bright Lights
[♥]Blue October
[♥]Boxcar Racer
[♥]Boy Kill Boy
[♥]Boys Like Girls
[♥]Brand New
[♥]Brandston
[♥]Bright Eyes
[♥]Broken Social Scene
C
[♥]Cain And Abel
[♥]Cartel
[♥]Casey Baker & The Buffalo Sinners
[♥]City and Colour
[♥]Clap Your Hands Say Yeah!
[♥]Coconut Records
[♥]Coheed and Cambria
[♥]Coldplay
[♥]Cool Hand Luke
[♥]Copeland
[♥]Cute is What We Aim For
D
[♥]Damien Rice
[♥]Daphne Loves Derby
[♥]Dashboard Confessional
[♥]Days Away
[♥]Deas Vail
[♥]Death Cab for Cutie
[♥]The Decemberists
[♥]Denison Witmer
[♥]Dignan
[♥]Doves
[♥]Dustin Kensrue
E
[♥]The Early November
[♥]Eisley
[♥]Emery
[♥]Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton
[♥]Everlea
[♥]Evermore
[♥]Explosions In The Sky
F
[♥]Fall Out Boy
[♥]Foo Fighters
[♥]The Format
[♥]The Fray
[♥]From Autumn to Ashes
[♥]Frou Frou
[♥]Funeral for a Friend
G
[♥]Get Cape. Wear Cape. Fly
[♥]Goo Goo Dolls
[♥]Great Lake Swimmers
[♥]Greenday
[♥]Gregory and the Hawk
H
[♥]Head Automatica
[♥]Hedley
[♥]Hellogoodbye
[♥]The Honorary Title
[♥]Hot Hot Heat
[♥]Howie Day
[♥]Hundred Year Storm
I
[♥]I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business
[♥]Imaginary Baseball League
[♥]Immoor
[♥]Imogen Heap
[♥]Ingrid Michealson
[♥]Interpol
[♥]Iron and Wine
J
[♥]Jack's Mannequin
[♥]Jack Johnson
[♥]James Blunt
[♥]Jason Mraz
[♥]The Jealous Sound
[♥]Jenny Lewis and the Watson Twins
[♥]Jeff Buckley
[♥]Jets to Brazil
[♥]Jimmy Eat World
[♥]John Mayer
[♥]Jonathan Rice
[♥]Jonezetta
[♥]Josh Moore
[♥]Joshua Radin
[♥]The Junction
K
[♥]The Killers
[♥]The Kooks
L
[♥]Lifehouse
[♥]Lifestory:Monologue
[♥]The Long Winters
[♥]Lovedrug
[♥]Luke Pickett
[♥]Lydia
[♥]The Lyndsay Diaries
M
[♥]The Maccabees
[♥]Machete Avenue
[♥]Mae
[♥]Margot & The Nuclear So And So's
[♥]Mark Wilson & The Last Dinosaur
[♥]Matchbook Romance
[♥]Matthew Good Band
[♥]Matthew Thiessen & the Earthquakes
[♥]Mew
[♥]The Mile After
[♥]Minus The Bear
[♥]Mobile
[♥]Modest Mouse
[♥]Moneen
[♥]Motion City Soundtrack
[♥]Mugshot
[♥]Muse
[♥]My Chemical Romance
[♥]My Favorite Highway
[♥]The Myriad
N
[♥]Neko Case
[♥]Neverending White Lights
[♥]The New Amsterdams
[♥]The New Pornographers
[♥]Nizlopi
O
[♥]Oasis
[♥]Ohbijou
[♥]Our Lady Peace
[♥]Owen
P
[♥]Paper Route
[♥]Pat Robitaille
[♥]Pedro The Lion
[♥]Phantom Planet
[♥]Phoenix
[♥]Plain White T's
[♥]Play Oliver
[♥]PlayRadioPlay!
[♥]The Postal Service
Q
[♥]Queen
R
[♥]Radiohead
[♥]Relient K
[♥]Rise Against
[♥]The Rocket Summer
[♥]Rocky Votolato
[♥]Rogue Wave
[♥]Rooney
[♥]Rosie Thomas
[♥]Rue Royale
[♥]Ryan Adams
S
[♥]Sam Roberts
[♥]Say Anything
[♥]Scary Kids Scaring Kids
[♥]Sherwood
[♥]The Shins
[♥]Shout Out Louds
[♥]Sigur Ros
[♥]Silverstein
[♥]Snow Patrol
[♥]Something Corporate
[♥]The Spill Canvas
[♥]Stars
[♥]Stations
[♥]The Starting Line
[♥]Story of the Year
[♥]Straylight Run
[♥]The Streets
[♥]The Strokes
[♥]The Subways
[♥]Sufjan Stevens
[♥]Sugarcult
[♥]Sullivan
[♥]Switchfoot
T
[♥]Taking Back Sunday
[♥]Ted Leo and the Pharmacists
[♥]Tegan and Sara
[♥]Ten Second Epic
[♥]Three Days Grace
[♥]Thrice
[♥]Thursday
[♥]Turin Brakes
U
[♥]U2
[♥]Umbrellas
[♥]Underoath
[♥]The Used
V
[♥]Viva Voce
W
[♥]Waking Ashland
[♥]The Weakerthans
[♥]We Are Scientists
[♥]Weatherbox
[♥]The Weepies
[♥]Whence He Came
[♥]The Winston Jazz Routine
[♥]Wintersleep
X
none
Y
[♥]Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[♥]Yellowcard
[♥]Youth Group
Z
none

Movies:

[♥]Pride and Prejudice
[♥]Garden State
[♥]The Notebook
[♥]Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
[♥]The Science of Sleep
[♥]Tristan and Isolde
[♥]The New World
[♥]A Walk to Remember
[♥]POTC
[♥]LOTR
[♥]Harry Potter
[♥]Chronicles of Naria
and many more...

Television:

[♥]The OC
[♥]CSI
[♥]America's Next Top Model
[♥]Grey's Anatomy
[♥]Lost

Heroes:

heroes:

My Blog

a list of cds!

this is just a list of cd's that i want to own in my lifetime! haha. most of these i have on my computer already, and just want to own the hardcopy version aswell. some of them i do not have on my com...
Posted by paperdoll. on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 09:43:00 PST

name!

leave it.i'll answer.
Posted by paperdoll. on Mon, 07 May 2007 08:10:00 PST

numbers! find yourself!

alright, so i gave in, and wrote a numbers blog. try to find yourself! this has been sitting here for weeks, but i think it's finally done haha!if i know you a lot, or just met you, you are probably i...
Posted by paperdoll. on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 09:54:00 PST

what would you do if?

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:1. I died from natural causes:2. I kissed you:3. I lived next door to you:4. I started smoking:5. I stole something:6. I was hospitalized:7. I ran away from home:8. I got into a f...
Posted by paperdoll. on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 04:40:00 PST

still photography...

if only one moment could be capturedand held forever in this spot.the raindrop crystals hanging in the air,the setting sun shining through them like diamonds.the blades of grass bent over from the sti...
Posted by paperdoll. on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 02:57:00 PST

memories.

leave one memory (or more, haha) that you and i had together. it doesn't matter if you knew me a little or you know me very well, anything you remember will do! please leave it as a comment on here. ...
Posted by paperdoll. on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 02:47:00 PST

Dawn...

Its on nights like thisThat I imagine the world completely different.A night where its completely quietExcept for the soft strumming of a guitar.Where the moon is full and so brightThat it could just ...
Posted by paperdoll. on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 11:15:00 PST

what you think about me!

do this! thanx!001. Who are you?002. Are we friends?003. When and how did we meet?004. Do you have a crush on me?005. Would you kiss me?006. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.007. Descr...
Posted by paperdoll. on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 07:53:00 PST

Sooner or Later...

Has it always been a rainbow after the rain?After any hard day, comes one of complete joy.Keep this in mind because your future cannot be foretold.After freezing in the rain for hours,You dry quickly ...
Posted by paperdoll. on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 07:52:00 PST

Hope...

Faith has taught me one lessonTo always hold on to what you knowBut to never lose trust in what could be more.You cannot see what is aheadAnd fear may take your courage and lay it at restBut hold on a...
Posted by paperdoll. on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 06:15:00 PST