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First you're going to want to check out this site http://www.ryanoreilly.net Then this is my friend Tom, from Richmond, TX., and me Ryan, hanging out at the local pub here in Bar Harbor, ME. On my birthday and I'm basically just the same as everyone else, it's all in the eyes of the beholder. Here I am, and there you are. I became a member of the Song Writers Guild in 1999 as a lyricist, and composer. I have a very large family, and a wide base of friends. I've traveled all over the USA except for Hawaii, and Alaska. Now as far as the "Inner Wars", stuff it really is all about the inward struggle of one's own observed life. If you look up in the dictionary number I. Arcane through number VII. The Acuity's you'll see that I'm talking about coming of a beginning of nothing and going through changes to be that special someone. I know this website looks a little evil, but I'm not an evil one. It's not about that at all, it's all about finding one's self, and on top of that being totally comfortable with the self that you find. So check out everything, as well as the Blog's and leave a comment or become a friend so that we can get to know each other's self. And when I can think of more things to put down here on this web site I will. OK. Now Ive found out what to put down here, I have a friend that just came out with everything and it was nice to read. I am what you have already read but there is more to me than just that. Most of the time you could say Im one lazy person, but Its the medication that I take that makes me lazy, and no I do not like it but as well I dont like the alternative. I take six different medications for being bipolar, having seizures, and being schizophrenic. They are: Tegretol, seroquel, risperdal, clonazepam, clomipramine, and temazepam. I dont like to take them but like I said I dont like the alternative of not taking them. So down below when it says that I take drugs these are the drugs I take. I as well about ten years ago was in a big wreck were I lost a little over half my left leg. I bought myself a brand new motorcycle and two and half hours later got hit by a truck. Which believe me doesnt bother me. Its the other stuff that gets in my way. So needless to say Im pretty much of a recluse and very rarely go out with friends to socialize. Lets see, I believe in God tremendously some say I can be scary about it, even priest but Im only trying to get to the root truth of the whole thing and yes that can be scary at times. My sisters call me their philosopher because I can sometimes get to deep on things and a little lost. As Im writing this Im thinking of other things and another thing is that I dont eat all that well, not because of anything about eating I just dont get hungry like Im suppose to. Im not dirty thank goodness but I know I dont take care of myself as best that I could. Like Ive already said I Liked to travel, yet dont really like to anymore. Ive done so much of that Ive worn myself out on it. Lets see if I have any good stuff here, I absolutely love my family. My dad Kyle, has been married three times and is still with his third wife, and I think he is finally satisfied with someone. I was raised by him and his second wife Greta who is as much as my mother as the mother that birthed me who is Terry. Now my real mother and I are getting along fantastically. I have three brothers and three sisters that Im really close to but as well I have other brothers and sisters because my mother Greta who raised me has been remarried to Tom who has children but I dont really know them. I as well have other sisters that I dont know that much from my dads third wife. I have finally taken on having my own pet which is a cat that I named Tbo, pronounced T-bo. And Ive had her for about three years now and she is great. And as Im writing this oddly she has jumped up on my lap to be petted. OK. Now she has jumped off and is playing behind me. I have found that if I start liking someone I actually really like them and start caring and a lot of people dont want to actually have someone that really cares for them. I find that a really odd thing, for I enjoy it when someone opens themselves up and becomes vulnerable and starts caring. So if you dont want me to care for you dont be my friend, Im in no popularity contest here. I do want to share my music with everyone, yet Ive already been popular growing up and its not at all what its cracked up to be. On that I didnt finish High School, not because of anything to do with school mind you it had to do with me and who I was and I just left home for I was of the age to do so and I just did. I couldnt wait for it. I have really only had a few girlfriends that I have really loved yet they didnt really love me it turns out or lets say they cheated on me. Im still in contact with all of them but Ive learned my lesson on getting any closer to them by their actions of the past. Which by the way has maid me somewhat not able to trust a girl in a so-called girlfriend type of way. Plus Im called to nice, and I say, What? I dont get what that means. But from what I get Im a person that the ladys dont need to change and the ladys if you ladys dont mind me saying need a little challenge in their relationships. They want the bad boy that they can change into their own liking, and Im already a good guy so I hold no challenge to them. I know not all ladys are like this but I have yet to meet one. Plus for some reason there is a competition in the relationship and Im in no competition with the one I love, and they in my experience dislike that I dont argue or compete with them when theyre in the mood. So over time Ive become somewhat blaaa on having a close relationship because I keep running into ladys that are like this and just dont want to get involved. And Im not going to be a bad guy just so I can have a girlfriend or get laid. Ive been told play the game, play the game, and for me life is no game, plus I have enough to deal with already and would think that everybody else has enough to deal with without playing the game but I still see the majority of people playing the game. I dont mind really its their life, but its not mine. Now my friends that I do have, Ive known them ever since I was little. My dad, and my mother think Im lucky on that because I have so many real friends that will be life long friends. The only reason that is, is because like I said I dont play games and when I care, I care, maybe to a fault sometimes but people know that I actually care about them. I as well know that my real friends actually care about me too. But all in all about all this stuff is the biggest thing about being a friend is being able to be venerable and putting yourself out on the line with that person and knowing that your friend youre putting yourself out on the line with will not take advantage of that and will hold you gently, as they too are just as venerable as you are. If you have actually read all of this and are still interested in being a friend then you are someone that is real to yourself, and will be able to be real to me and I would be pleased to know you. BUT NO BULLSHITTING LITTLE TEENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ryan Brady O'Reilly
Birthday: August 16, 1971
Birthplace: Houston, Texas
Current Location: Bar Harbor, Maine
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Sandy Blonde
Height: 5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: None
Your Weakness: My mind
Your Fears: God
Your Perfect Pizza: Meat lovers
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I have no goal.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I don't like to use a instant messenger.
Thoughts First Waking Up: I need a smoke.
Your Bedtime: Any time
Your Most Missed Memory: I don't remember
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: No dates, just socualizing.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both
Chocolate or Vanilla:
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: Not every day
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: No
Do you want to get Married: No
Do you belive in yourself: It would be hard not to, but sometimes I don't.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Not really
Do you think you are Attractive:
Are you a Health Freak: Not at all.
Do you get along with your Parents:
Do you like Thunderstorms: Sure
Do you play an Instrument:
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Medication drugs.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Any time that I take a bath or shower.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Sadly yes
Ever been Beaten up: Yes
Ever Shoplifted: When I was kid
How do you want to Die: Death is death so long as it works.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A human Being
What country would you most like to Visit: I like the one I'm in.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: I'm not interested.
Favourite Hair Color: I'm not interested.
Short or Long Hair: I'm not interested.
Height: I'm not interested.
Weight: I'm not interested.
Best Clothing Style: I'm not interested.
Number of Drugs I have taken: I'm not interested.
Number of CDs I own:
Number of Piercings: I'm not interested.
Number of Tattoos:
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I'm not interested.
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