L'amour est aussi long que vous faites le durer. Et je vous veux à jamais. Le bébé je vous aime et theres sans aucun doute de cela... Love is as long as you make it last. And I want you forever. Baby I love you and theres no doubt about that...
Hello World!! If you didnt know by now my name is Jessica aka Da Real Suga Honi Iced Tea, baby. Im 19 right now, goin to Community College of Denver gettin ready to graduate in May with a degree in Psychology. I dunno world.. there's a lot too me. I'm a student of enlightenment, thats my current occupation. Just striving off life and learning as much as possible; everything God wants me to know I wanna learn in this life. I'm on a journey of literature, so if you see me walkin and writin or talkin to "Jessica", have no fear I'm not waiting for the looney bus to roll around I'm just releasing the thoughts that flow through my head out on paper to end the madness("Think Thoughts out of mind into you"... name of one of my pieces hopefull you'll read it one day). I want a lot out of life. Soon I will graduate and then from there I'm workin towards heading to a HBCU to get more in tune with myself as an African American literary, and more ethnic cultures - let me not play the race card - I wanna include other ways of life in my words. Art is my passion; every form. I'm a dancer, I sing, I WRITE, I draw, mess around with paint, I create, design and build as much as I can. I want to be creater ultimately (not creator), someone who can get a creative feeling and live on it, make something wonderful.
*Update Update*
As of the beginning of this year I learned that Aaron and I are expecting! At the time it wasnt as exciting, of course because finding out at 19 that you're getting ready to perform the most important facet of life is frightening, but at this point we couldn't feel more blessed. May 27th we found out that we were having a boy, Aaron jr., which makes the excitement all the more. We are expecting littel AJ to arrive sometime between the beginning of September and the end, lol, hopefully not before and not after, but we'll except him whenever he decides to get here. I probably should have posted this "update" a little bit sooner, but I'm doing it now. I've reached the point in this pregnancy, 31 weeks, where I'm sick of being pregnant, but I want him to grow more, but I do want to see him as well. I can't wait you all, its been a rollercoaster of emotions. My life feels like its crumbled and grown all at once. I've seen a new side of myself that's not as selfish and "me" anymore, maybe the motherly thing kicks in around these days. I feel him move in body, I'm growing a being in my skin, and finding feet in the most uncompromising places, yet and still I feel his love mingling with my love and creating a newfound love that is one of the most foundational loves known to life and I'm at peace. At peace with the feelings of shame, nausea, and pain.. at peace with the activities of my own will that I could no longer partake in because ha means so much to me I would do anything for him. I want to give him the world and loose my balance, while breaking my back to do right by him. I hope he has the ability to dream AND achieve. To him I say, I do love you, I can't wait to meet your face, hold your fingers and toes, dry your tears, comfort your fears, and who kows make you the man to save this world maybe even, and like Bassey Ikpi, I want to "pass down to you the only thing I see fit, the heart of a dreamer". I'll keep you posted...
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