About Me

I've been made new. I look at the world in bright-eye wonder. I'm so happy I can hardly contain myself. I want to laugh and to love and spread the Lord's goodness all around!I'm a newborn in my faith, so please bear with me! Come talk to me, I want to know you. I want to see your smile and I want to make you laugh! Come! Stay with me a little awhile and let me tell you some good news!

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My Interests

Oh, wow, I dunno. It seems my eyes have just been opened. Everything seems so new again!

I'd like to meet:

My name is Cristal. At this point in time, thatâ€™s all you need to know.
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24 years

I saw a star fall and I ate it.
I stayed up with blood shot eyes to watch the sunrise.
I walked many miles to nowhere.
I heard the woman with the reeds weep.
I left the hangman alone, his sorrow, profound.
I felt the weight of the sky.
Iâ€™ve watch a blade of grass grow.
Iâ€™ve seen my puppy die and I buried it.
Iâ€™ve seen the tragedy of a laugh stifled.
I danced til my foot bleed.
I sang until my voice left.
Iâ€™ve listened until I was deaf.

But I still havenâ€™t found you.

I drank until my throat was dry.
I screamed until I heard no more.
I slept until I could sleep no more.
I cried out until my tears dried up.
I wished until there wasnâ€™t anymore stars.

And I still Haven't found you yet.

Manga Wanga

I have a fascinatation with Manga and Manwas. I hope to collect more soon. I currently have:

[Absolute Boyfriend, vol. 1-4]-
-[Alice 19th, vol. 1-5]-
-[Alichino, vol. 1-3 (Which I think is discontinuedâ€¦ )]-
-[Animal Paradise, vol 1-2 ]-
-[Arcana, vol. 1-5]-
-[Catergory Freaks, vol. 1-3]-
-[Crescent Moon, vol. 1-6 complete!]-
-[Devil May Cry, vol. 1-3]-
-[Fruits Basket, vol. 1-3]-
-[Immortal Rain, vol. 1-8]-
-[Les bijoux, vol 1-5 complete!]-
-[Tenshi Ja Nai, vol 1-8 Complete]-
-[The Queenâ€™s Knight 1-9]-
-[Trinity Blood, vol 1-3]-
-[Vampire Knight, vol. 1-3]-
-[Wallflower, vol. 1-4]

I have a few more but there are 2 books or less. Anyway, if you have the books Iâ€™m missing and are willing to sell them to me, hit me up with a message!

Stuff that tickle me silly

Movies

My favorites are Terminator 1,2, Aliens, The legend of minh., Unico (still searching for that elusive tape!), Forrest Gump, Princess Monokokeâ€¦ umâ€¦ Iâ€™ll have to add more.

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In my spare time and when no one is around, I turn on my sirius and dance. I love to dance.
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Sometimes, I even pull out the cape, "whooosh!"
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My favorite candy is Gummy bears, Nerds and sour skittles.
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Despite what one may think, I do not have a drinking problem.
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Some may laugh at my lofty ideas of romance... but I'm waiting for that "one". Hell I might end up like this.
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My favorite animal in the whole world is the cat. Although I know that they are out to get me, I can't help but love them.
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FURTHRMORE....
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My Blog

the big move

So I'm heading out to Mesa today. I can't believe the day is already here. I plan to stay with my brother for about a month, then find a new place. I plan to work a little before heading off to s...
Posted by Pathos on Sat, 17 May 2008 12:45:00 PST

The missing and recap

Sunday was full of fun, tragedy and surprises. I was finally able to tithe which I was hellbent of doing since I screwed up last time. That's a long story. Anyway, the sermon was good and felt, I dunn...
Posted by Pathos on Tue, 06 May 2008 11:10:00 PST

Slide show of the birds

It's kind of hard describing the birds, so you have to see their cuteness to fully understand my excitement. ...
Posted by Pathos on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 06:02:00 PST

Join me in lala-land.

The weeks here have been flying by. I'm starting to feel like I'm playing Catch up with my Garden. Now that we have three finches, I feel that the house is more homely. They chirp and sing constantly....
Posted by Pathos on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 01:01:00 PST

depressed, but unsure as to why

Before, I used to put a lot into my dreams, in that I used to believe that they actually "meant" something. Now I’m not so sure. Like for instance that, I dreamt that a family member died under ...
Posted by Pathos on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 10:07:00 PST

I need me some nethicite

So I finally got around to playing FF12, so I can cross that off the list. It’s been fun, frustrating and heart warming. However, I feel that there is a staleness to the game. I miss using items...
Posted by Pathos on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 09:55:00 PST

My green thumb might be broken

My Garden is going slowly. I was working on my garden today but the ground was semi-frozen. Damn weeds made it hard to carve through the roots to get even a bit little of dirt free. Looking at the gro...
Posted by Pathos on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 09:19:00 PST

I need a moment of silence

It's always amazes me about how people think- for instance, those people who fear the government. It's made up of individuals like you and me. Yep, those same people who love, laugh and even fart- the...
Posted by Pathos on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 04:45:00 PST

bitter like dark chocolate

I'm thankful for bishounen anime guys. They make my dreams sweeter. Have a good one everyone!
Posted by Pathos on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 08:47:00 PST

My toes are cold

So when are they going to come out with the A.I. people? Kind of like the Chobits deal. I want a walking, talking computer to help me out. I'll get my fashioned after Jared leto or maybe get two, and ...
Posted by Pathos on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 05:03:00 PST