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someday i..m hoping to close my eyes and pretend that this crumpled up paper can be perfect again

About Me

I'm scilla. i test people. if you're my friend you'll see i go through constant shit. i'm usually happy, but once i'm depressed, i'm wayyyy down. i have no self esteem, but i hide it well. i'm a total different person when i'm with you rather than by myself. i don't know who the real me actually is. i have a split personality. i do things consciously without realizing i've done it or said it. i work at a day camp with 30 little kids all day. they save me from my own insanity. i didn't have much of a childhood, so these kids are the world. after reading this, if you still wanna get to know me.. you got some fuccen balls. pieces.
aim- BloodLustBeauty6
all my other friends are so "fluffy" i guess. theyre all too nice. i miss your nice, cute bitchiness... -tina. =]
InLuvWitMryJane7: you are one of the greatest people i have ever met in my life, you ahve a piece of my heart scilla, and you always will.
InLuvWitMryJane7: we grew apart, and for that im sad, but i love you
InLuvWitMryJane7: and any guy you are even remotly into, is pretty damn lucky
InLuvWitMryJane7: you are one of those people who i will never forget, and theres not many.
InLuvWitMryJane7: but you, i will remember till the day i die.
yeah, i love tj. MyGen Profile Generator
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My Interests

singing, dancing, WRITING, drawing, watching games, playing football, going out with friends, watching scary movies, sneaking into places, sneaking out of places, discovering new bands, listening to music...

I'd like to meet:

Someone who can actually put up with my shit. who will scream back, who will BE there through everything. good fuccen luck.

You can..t fall out of love until you fall into someone else...

Music:

I listen to lots of music. I especially like trance and rock. Thrash metal is my favorite. :) I like alot of soundtracks. I..m not into the modernday rap because it..s degrading and doesn..t ever really make much sense. I pretty much will listen to anything that..s not on the radio. =]

Movies:

I..m really into comedy and horror films. I..m not much of a chick flick person I guess. I didn..t get into The Notebook like everyone else did, sadly. I love Lord of the Rings. Movies that have no purpose kinda piss me off. If there..s no twist to the ending or something, it..s not much worth watching. One of my all-time favorites is Labyrinth. =]

Television:

invader zim, family guy, futurama, south park, mad tv, animaniacs, the warner bros., pinky and the brain, beavis and butthead, grounded for life. I like really stupid shows that make me laugh. I miss liquid television!

Books:

Cut
A Clockwork Orange
Brave New World
Speak
Take A Walk On The Dark Side
Basically, Steven King Books. Big Book Of Urban Legends
Scary Stories To Tell In The Dark
Dr. Seuss Books

you know how we do.

Heroes:

When i find ..em i..ll let you know.

My Blog

through with you...

i used to tell myselfthat he was the one to blame.but i never wanted to admit it,in fear of being looked down upon with shame.as time passed,i slowly fell again.this time he didn`t exist anymoreand wi...
Posted by ||Scilla||[[ya digg]] on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 09:54:00 PST

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Posted by ||Scilla||[[ya digg]] on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 03:25:00 PST

untitled

The night grows coldas I walk this path alone.Not a soul in sight,just a pile of ancient bones.Feels like the clock is rapidly ticking,but the hands never move.So little time left, still so much to pr...
Posted by ||Scilla||[[ya digg]] on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 06:17:00 PST

mmmkk

Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved, it would be much simplier, but much less magical. taken from fernie. ♥ scilla ...
Posted by ||Scilla||[[ya digg]] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST