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I'm a want...not a need...

you don't need to understand!!

About Me

This is my myspace...there are many like this myspace...but this one is mine...I am nothing without my myspace...and my myspace is nothing without me...
The name is Tony...I currently work for a grocery store...and go to SWIC...I'm in the study of Audio Engineering...more defined as Music Technology...I am a member of the band Raze The Alarms Deanna, with my two best friends Adam and Rick. spend most my time when I am alone...playing music or painting 40k models...I am a geek I like my table top board games and my RPG's...I like being active...i like to go on runs or walks as a stress releivers and ride my folding bicycle...I have great friends...whom I'd take a bullet for...even if they were holding the gun...I like spending time with them...I have friends and my main group of pals...whats cool is my main group of friends...get along with each other and can get along with most of my other friends as well...on fridays if i dont work I go to Fantasy Shop in O'Fallon and be a geek...I'm pretty cool (at least thats what my mom and dad think lol jk...mom is usually grumpy at me...my friends tell me im cool lol}, I'm my brothers' keeper, as well as my sisters' guardian...in other words dont screw over my friends...cause my friends are tightly knit and we don't deal with crap from people...we all watch over each other...if you wanna know more message me...if you wanna get to know me...we gotta hangout sometime...so holla back if ya want...

Background from Yahoo search result

My Interests

Bass Guitar, music, stuff...just ask and we can try it sometime...

I'd like to meet:

People...and these guys!

Music:



Bass - Guitar - Drums - Burn through this world of lies...ALOT OF STUFF (NOT COUNTRY) I listen to a variety of stuff, even foreign stuff.

Movies:

a few...but you all that know me that i can't resist "The Departed"

Television:

controls ppl

Books:

are expensive in college

Heroes:

My brothers in my band Rick and Adam!! and Reita of The Gazette

My Blog

Past versus future...

just some song idea on my mind...Girl.. tell me why...why do you run away...in the first place...now girl...tell me who...who was it that broke you heart...yet you still run to...girl...i dont mean to...
Posted by I'm a want...not a need... on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 02:16:00 PST

incomplete song idea...2

from the mirror's eyes...your life is reflected...from the mirror's eyes...an image of your neglection...the glass can't lie...it sees you through...it sees the things you don't want it to...so change...
Posted by I'm a want...not a need... on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 02:13:00 PST

song idea...

flowers on your window,but you dont know they're from mecause I've walked...in the shadows...hidden from you my majesty...armour is now hollowI'm no longer a human beingcause i've left my queenbehind ...
Posted by I'm a want...not a need... on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 01:20:00 PST

just thoughts on some reoccuring dreams lately

To embrace this fate that i have made...to all the broken links and chains...to all those i left behind...to all those whom left me behind...the worlds dark and filled with hate...The heartless, nobod...
Posted by I'm a want...not a need... on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 08:32:00 PST

whats the point of Links and Cigerettes...

i haven't written here in awhile but...i need to rant...so yea whats with ppl paying with EBT cards at grocery stores...you know taxpayer money...because they can't afford to buy food...come in and ha...
Posted by I'm a want...not a need... on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 08:24:00 PST

I will succeed

this feeling of loneliness...leaves my chest empty...so why does it seem like my lungs are filling with water...drowned...in a sea of feelings...suffocating on having nothing...i dont need anyone like...
Posted by I'm a want...not a need... on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 11:30:00 PST

been awhile

havent used my own computer in awhile so...yea no new pics no AIM...kidna sucks...but yea..i've been uber busy lately with band stuff and being unemployed...so to all my friends sorry if i've neglecte...
Posted by I'm a want...not a need... on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 09:31:00 PST

NO SLEEP MEANS I FEEL LIKE SH*T

some how i dream for too long...yet i dont get enough sleep...omg...watching videos writing lyrics...getting writers block...omg...so tired yet...so awake...omg...u deserve better than him...he should...
Posted by I'm a want...not a need... on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 12:55:00 PST

the song on the page means to me...

wow i totaly forgot how many perspectives can be taken for this tune...if u dont know the song was written for the writers mother who disapproved the girl he was going to marry...but beyond that alot ...
Posted by I'm a want...not a need... on Thu, 24 May 2007 04:39:00 PST

surveys

it amazing how ur ur answers tot he same survey can change...right now im kinda afraid to do nething...since ppl keep calling me..im afraid of plummetting further into hell....
Posted by I'm a want...not a need... on Fri, 18 May 2007 04:16:00 PST