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His Christmas Morning®

I'm so sick of all these people, but I'm scared to be alone.

About Me


I used to be lovestruck
Now I'm just fucked up
Pull up my sleeve and see the pattern of my cuts!
The names MadiStar
I have recently come to terms with my EMOness.
I have the best friend in the world.
I quote movies, songs, and comedians like its my job.
I am OBSESSED with The Nightmare Before Xmas.
I hate open mouth breathers, being breathed on, and mouth noises in general. EW!
I'm pretty punk rock.
Did I mention I'm awesome?
Don't wake me up in the morning..or I'll hurt you..
I love road trips with iTrip, & Samantha!
My Faveorite color is Pink .
I am a text message MASTER!
I hate girls. Alot.
I self medicate with music. (and xananx)
I love the smell after the rain in the summer time.
Sometimes I don't let people know how much I appreciate them when I should.
I am an awesome band photographer. Look see..
I am also obsessed with stars.
My little sister is cooler than you will ever be.
I'm addicted to Vitamin Water and Shells n Cheese..
"So drive yourself insane tonight, it's not that far away and I just filled up your tank earlier today.."
I like to abbreviate things, BA, BAMF, WTF, LOL, Dbag...ya know..
fuckyousamantha.com
I've been through alot of fucked up shit.
One of my nicknames is Waffles...
I ♥ Sam.
I am part of Jetta Crew! REPRESENT!!!
I love cheesy rap, and cheesy love songs.
"It's about to be a...GIRLFIGHT"
I'm a hopeless romantic.
I get bored pretty easily.
I love going to shows, and playing them.
I used sing in a punk rock band.
I ♥ KARAOKE!
I am a heartless bitch.
"I choose my company by the beating of their hearts, not the swelling of their heads.."
Did I mention how awesome I am??
I hate fake ass people with nothing to say to your face.
I'm pretty straight up about everything if you just ask.
I'm friends with alot of gay people and drag queens, DEAL!
"I'm dying to explain my heart to you now...I fell for you.."
I love to have fun and act like an idiot.
HIDE AND SEEK IN MEIJER!
I ♥ the 80's!
Music is a HUGE part of my life.
Everyone pretty much hates me, and thats ok.
"What if I wanted to break? Laugh it all off in your face..what would you do??"
I believe in fate.
I'm addicted to this Myspace crap..it's retarded.
I'm a sucker for those blue eyes.
I'm not afraid to punch a dude in the face when deserved.
I LOVE getting tattoos...(it's my version of cutting..ZING!)
I'm...kind of a big deal.
I'm VERY superstitious.
"I've got nothing here except lonliness, holes in walls and bloody fists...I'll be just fine without you."
I'm the one who sells your kids the t-shirts you didn't want them to buy
Aim-HateTheLiving hit me up if your not lame.

My Interests

umm pretty much anything that doesnt suck.. music, movies, people who aren't lame, sugar, salt, eyes, lips, hands, collecting old cameras, photographers, Samantha Jo, Karaoke with Wade, Drag queens and drag shows, obnoxious twinks, bein the better friend in this fucked relationship, loving the four most important people to me..

I'd like to meet:

Mindless, gutless, puppets who needs you??

Music:

I used to sing in a band called The Resurgence, add us. EMO, Pop Punk, Punk Rock, 80's, 90's, Some Metal, Hip Hop, Rap, R&B..
Support your locals if you can.. we all need it!

Movies:

tim burton, john waters, quinten terrantino, anything with johnny depp especially...

Television:

CSI: Vegas, Miami..Adult Swim..

Heroes:

BENDER! I love stealin, I love takin things..

My Blog

To a friend...alexisonfire

I think that it's time to get outMy patients are fading fastthe mind bruises just a little bit easierin dark times and shadow's castWhat are you suffering for?Your pride or some kind of personal war?A...
Posted by MadiStar© on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:40:00 PST

at the bar...

So im at the fuckin bar, blogging..   how fuckin cool am i?     anyways..im going to let everyone know at once so i dont have to explain shit like a million times.. so if you come up an...
Posted by MadiStar© on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 09:34:00 PST

Oops?!?! are you fucking serious?!?

So... jason doesnt remember saturday. so I enlightened him of how much of a jackass he was. all he could really say was oops... are you serious? I just dont know what to do. I cant really talk to hi...
Posted by MadiStar© on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 08:13:00 PST

How ever much I'm falling apart..

Im so done with everything as of right now. I feel like in the past week everything around me has fallen apart. My relationships, my friends relationships, just everything. Im back to square one of ...
Posted by MadiStar© on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 02:38:00 PST

all at once..

There are certain people you just keep coming back toShe is right in front of youYou begin to wonder could you find a better oneCompared to her now she's in questionAnd all at once the crowd begins to...
Posted by MadiStar© on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 07:40:00 PST

THIS SATURDAY THIS SATURDAY!!!!

This saturday is the Mr. Bronz pageant at jacobs (Bronz)..Its a drag KING show where Jen will be competeing.. me, wade and dave are gonna be her backup dancers. Its gonna be soooo hot.Be there around...
Posted by MadiStar© on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 06:17:00 PST

letter to a shitty friend

this is what i wrote to david in response to his shitty blog.(myspace.com/ailinelandme blog titled fuck apologies.)"you dont have to reply, just read this.1. I do not regret my decision at all in this...
Posted by MadiStar© on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 05:32:00 PST

medeling is for homos huh?

Im sorry but i cant take anymore of this lying bullshit. I cant believe how you think youre "friends" with someone and then they go and do this shit.. this time im going to use fucking names because...
Posted by MadiStar© on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 11:58:00 PST

Shit is gonna hit the fan..

Soooo i just found out the best news ever... he and she are "something" now and it the most amazing thing ever. And when the other HE finds out, its gonna be WWIII.. I'm not gonna be the one to tell ...
Posted by MadiStar© on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 08:36:00 PST

Let me redeem myself..

So my last blog was a little harsh, but I was just a bit angry. When people say that I haven't changed, or any bullshit like that I get pissed. I know I've changed. I didnt do a damn thing that I u...
Posted by MadiStar© on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 12:08:00 PST