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+LadyVIolence+

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About Me


I love:
-Transsexuals
-Infantilism
-STINGY! From LazyTown. I love LazyTown too!
-Goths
-My cat
-Evanescence [Don't fucking judge me on this] They came, they played, and I loved them for the 2nd time LIVE! I was about 5th row moshpit, but I could see EVERYTHING! -Myself
-My friends
-Coffins, hearses - I love them with a passion. [Pics below]
-Horror
-Violence [Against humans]
-Animals
I love art and I love to draw. I'm 100% musically challenged and prefer to listen to it.
I am into Infantilism and Transsexuals.
I have a cat called Astro. He's a darling I love him sooo much! Also a baby girl kitten named Calico. She's adventurous and brave and beautiful.
My GF, Serena, is perfect for me. I love her to death.
I have an industrial piercing, right ear. Left eyebrow and left cartilage.
My favourite animes are: Battle Angel Alita, Blood: the last Vampire, Evangelion, Card Captors and Hellsing.
I met Amy Lee and Ben Moody from Evanescence and they signed my Fallen albumn. Amy wrote "To Tamsin love Amy lee" and Ben just scribbled his name.
I really don't care what people think of me, I don't care if they insult me etc. I'm comfortable in my own skin and know that not everyone is, but I love me and I love the way I look etc. I just have a lot of self-confidence and high self-esteem.
I'm slightly Narcissistic, when I think of myself it makes me all tingly and happy inside.
My Gaia/Infantilist-related drawings:
I drew her based on my original Gaiaonline account. www.gaiaonline.com
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I met Amy Lee and Ben from Evanescence on Sunday, 20th of July 2003.
They came to a place here in Australia called Mount Druitt in the shopping centre to do an official signing. I was there waiting in line for around 4 hours, and got a really good spot as the 25th or so person in line. By 2pm there were around 500 people crammed into the centre stage area.
The guards told me "No physical contact." So I was not allowed to ask for a hug. Whilst I was in front of the table facing her and Ben, I told her "I would ask for a hug but i'm not allowed." And she apologised, saying it was because of the time and there's too many people to see. Upon handing me back my signed "To Tamsin [my name] Love Amy Lee I fell deeper in love that day. ^_^
My proof of this event is above the writing.
GOTHS:
Okay guys, i'm going to try and educate those of you willing to listen on the Gothic Subculture.
This link to an article at Wikipedia.com really explains what it's about and its origin fairly well, also the 2nd link explains the more contemporary aspect.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Goth
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gothic_subculture
What i'd like to add, is those who think "The only way to be a Goth is to listen to Goth music," are in fact incorrect.
To be a Goth you simply need to love the subculture, know what it's about, be proud and unafraid to show off the style in public, and just feel like you truly fit there. Typically, a person who belongs to the subculture will enjoy Goth music if they hear it, but not always, and it's not a requirement that you absolutely must love Goth music to be associated with the subculture.
Thank you for your time, I hope you learnt something. For the record, yes I am a big Evanescence fan. They are my favourite band.
No, I do not think "I'm a Goth because I love Evanescence." I think, "I am a Goth who loves Evanescence."
My taste in music is not a crime.
I know for a fact that Evanescence is not a Goth band, and that Amy Lee does not know what a Goth is. As she stated in an interview, when asked, "Do you consider yourself Gothic?" She replied, "No, I was never one of those kids slashing my wrists in the corner."
Highschool!
Well, I have mixed feelings about school now.
You see, I graduated yesterday [Friday, 29th September] and there are 3 major things that I love with a great passion.
Woodwork. Year 12 major woodwork project? I made a coffin:
Pretty good, eh?
Better yet, "senior prom."
More fondly known in my home land of Australia as the year 12 formal.
Well, I went in a hearse:
[Pics of the entrance on the night coming soon]
Dressed like a guy:

My Interests

I had a bunch of crap written here that I got tired of. Uhm basically, I love my girlfriend, Serena, more than life itself. I love Transsexuals and myself and my cats Astro and Calico all sorts of stuff.
I have a fetish and that's Infantilism. It's where adults and teens dress up and act like babies for varied reasons..

Here are some educational links, for fun or if you want to know more about Infantilism:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Infantilism
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paraphilia

Various things that I like are:
Cats
Blood
Getting stitches
Sitting in hospital with a bloodied limb =)
All animals
Women
Trannies
Serena
Music
Goths [I consider myself to be one]
Bubbles
Colours
Rainbows
Art
Chewing gum
Freedom
Feminists
Violence against humans, when it is deserved
Justice
Balance of life-death, dark-light, happiness and sadness etc
Yin and Yang XD
Italian food [pizza, pasta, garlic, gellato everything!!]
Sushi!!
Chinese food
Chocolate
Sweet things
Romance
Flowers
Flirting
Butterflies in my tummy
Butterflies in general =D
Kissing!!! :D
Movies
My family
My parents' house
This computer
Being babied
The tv
Sucking my thumb
My bedroom
Sleeping
Australia
England
Ireland
Infantilism
My bright green teddy bear Frankie
Debating anything from religion to the horrid stereotype that "Women are naturally weaker than men" i'm sorry but upper body strength is not the only type there is.
Chyna [Joanie Laurer, former wrestler and body builder]
Confidence
High self esteem
Pride
Love
Standing up for yourself
Standing up for the underdog, for those with the passion but not the confidence to take on the world
Protecting kids from bullies at school
Scaring bullies =)
My friends
My best friend's mind
Photos
Getting into people's minds
Seducing them with my vocabulary and articulation
Talking about myself
Dreaming
PVC
BDSM
Chains
Spikes
Thorns
Griffons, Mermaids, Dragons and Centaurs
Demons and Sith Lords [except i'm not a Starwars fan XD]
Cloaks
Contact lenses
Bright blue hair
Black lipstick [though I rarely if ever wear makeup]

Various things I don't like/hate are:
Christianity
Muslim religion
Spicey food
Rotting flesh [phobia]
Smoking
Alcohol
Most lebanese people i've met [call me a racist if you want, I don't give a shit]
The Christian bible
Emo retards!! I can't fucking stand emo anything.
When a faerietale is called fact
Cruelty to animals
Buddhism
People calling me stupid for my stance against religion
Haters of Homosexuality [only if they feel it their job to bash gays out of fear]
Haters of Transsexuals [Especially those who feel it justified to bash them out of fear or misunderstanding]
People who feel in their heart that I am weak
Paedophiles
Rapists
Murderers of innocence.
PETA!!

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet Amy Lee a second time around.
And I can't wait until my GF moves in with me!

Music:

Evanescence is my most favourite band. Then comes Nightwish, then Within Temptation. Lacuna Coil is in there somewhere. (Opera Metal etc)
I like AQUA and T.A.T.U!!! I used to be obsessed with the Corrs. I still love them though.
I also like a little bit of j-rock. Malice Mizer etc. Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir and Children of Bodom are awesome. I like some songs by Clan of Xymox and Theatre of Tragedy. I also love the genre of classical mixed with 'heavy metal'. I really like opera as well. I love the female voices especially.
I like some Metallica, Offspring, CKY [as introduced by my best friend], GWAR [as introduced by my GF] Michael Jackson, Live, The Living End...the list goes on. I also like a lot of theme songs from movies and TV.
I like a lot of various pop songs, easy listening, stuff I can dance to and have fun with around my friends. I don't hate every hip hop etc song in the world either.

Domo Origato, Mr Roboto! My greatest wish is to have a robotic voice.

Movies:

Johnny Depp movies.
That includes:
Pirates Of The Carribean
Secret Window
From Hell
Sleepy Hollow
Edward Scissor Hands
and others that I can't think of where he's the main character.
He is my FAVOURITE actor.
Disney movies. The Lion King is my most favourite movie.
I love violent horror films.
I love the movies:
May
13 Ghosts, (The Jackyl is so hot)
The Ring (Samara is adorable)
The Exorcist (I'm not sure which version I saw but I fell in love with Regan)
Hellraiser (Pinhead is adorable)
Non horror movies that I like include:
The Fifth Element
A.I. (Jude Law is SEXY)
Shrek I and II
Underworld
Van Hellsing
Constantine
Kinky Boots
Preaching to the Perverted
Apart from movies, I LOVE going to see live shows. I've seen pretty much every disney movie on Ice.
I've seen on stage:
Beauty And The Beast
The Lion King
Cinderella
Pirates Of Penzance
Oliver Twist
Annie
We Will Rock You (Queen tribute)
Shout
All That Jazz
The Wizard Of Oz and more when I remember them.

Television:

Tru Calling and Charmed. Body Work, RPA (Medical Procedure shows). Anatomy For Beginners. Live human disections. [The humans are dead, of course].Penn & Teller: Bullshit. Those guys are awesome. South Park, The Simpsons.
Nature documentaries (Narrated by David Attinbourough) The Simpsons, Malcolm In The Middle, The Office, My Name is Earl, Ugly Betty, My Wife And Kids, The Osbournes...etc. I love Dr. Phil. I always agree with what he says to people.

Books:

I'm currently reading:
Women Who Run With the Wolves
The Satanic Bible

Heroes:

My GF Serena is my hero, and my best friend Amber. Both women save me.I love you Serena. Love you too, Amber!To hell with men.

My Blog

See me morph into Alicia Silverstone!

www.myheritage.com...
Posted by +LadyVIolence+ on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 12:45:00 PST

Working class man!!

Ok so I got a job.Made my first $254 dollars. Now I'm going to spend it on upgrading my PC. New Graphics and Video card, 1 or 2 GB's of extra space and hopefully around 300 mb of RAM.Also I have some ...
Posted by +LadyVIolence+ on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 10:39:00 PST

Wow I am so proud!

I fixed up the interior of my blog! Post some comments, what you all think?
Posted by +LadyVIolence+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Learn To Be Lonely

~Unknown Singer~ Child of the wilderness Born into emptiness Learn to be lonely Learn to find your way in darkness Who will be there for you Comfort and care for you Learn to be lonely ...
Posted by +LadyVIolence+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I'm in love!!!

My mother bought the sountrack to The Phantom of The Opera a few days ago and I have fallen in love with that 'new' movie all over again! The songs are so damn gorgeous!!!! The song Masquerade especi...
Posted by +LadyVIolence+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Argh for fuck sake!!!

hangs head This isn't fair. My computer is being a fuckhead and i'm tired and pissed off and a hundred negetive emotions at once >_< and fuck it. 
Posted by +LadyVIolence+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

gggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Oh my god....FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK YYYYYYYOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!! Fucking myspace is BULLSHIT MOTHER FUCKING ARSEHOLE FUCK OFF ERRORS! sigh {Headache} Piece of shit...FUCK O...
Posted by +LadyVIolence+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I had a dream!! ^_^

Okay well, it started off with me comming out of school and I was walking through a crowded hallway. It was the end of school and I was trying to rush to catch my bus because I could tell it was going...
Posted by +LadyVIolence+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME YAAAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TAMSIN...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! blows out candles I'm 16 today YAY...
Posted by +LadyVIolence+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Damnit...

If only I could make my profile this cool..with all the customized colours etc. sigh
Posted by +LadyVIolence+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST