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About Me

long distance runner. acrobat of the heart. sometime gormand. heat seeking polymorphous membrane. animal. monster wrangler. chaos handler. varying tracts of grey pea soup and the torment of all these meandering tangled threads..a vague yearning for the land of the long white teat or the land of the far hard sky. distance. perspective. apartness. viscera. bloodied incubated closeness. open throated song.ModMySpace Profile Customizer

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

visionaries. humanitarians. cantankerous misanthropes for bonhomie. genii. organicity of being. quietude.

My Blog

your letters

todayi put your letters in a box marked 'M'bundled upthousands of them.sealed it allin a transparentpolythene bag,strapped it tightwith bright red electrical tape,the whole thingas heavyand cumbersome...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 15:47:00 GMT

the anatomy of hell

the origin of the world.the horror of the abyss..catherine briellat's film is well worth diving into.difficult and essential.picasso, minotaur
Posted by on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 05:03:00 GMT

field recording

it is blowing a gale here this morning. a small hurricane. telegraph wires over head like cooked spaghetti in a pot of boiling water. in an hour or so,i shall be out amongst it, carried along, by the ...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 08:09:00 GMT

nevada desert dust

this morning i woke up and masturbated.i had 2 orgasms.i am teaching myselfto develop my sexual ki.its working.to help me,i imagined yousucking on my clitfingers in my cuntand i thought of othersdoing...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 05:25:00 GMT

storm

rick drankand drankuntil thevolatile seaand the instabilityof the vesselthreatened to drownthem both.not good....the fog is impenetrable sometimesand this leaky boat!................as we walk,your ar...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 08:44:00 GMT

dark chocolate ganache

175g of caster sugar6 egg yolks565ml double cream1 vanilla pod285g 70% cocoa dark chocolate(valrhona or i used green and blacks organic)oven: 120c/259f gas: 1/2a greased 28 cm tinwhisk sugar & egg yol...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 15:28:00 GMT

martin parr

martin parr, united kingdom 1992(from 'signs of life', a collaboration with nick barker).....there seems no better way to articulate the low level anxiety i sawon some of the faces in the sales yester...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 07:12:00 GMT

solstice

todayihung my paintingsafter 3 monthsof excuses mulled wine listenedto bardo pondaloton new speakersmadefrankinsencemyrrh& patchoulihand creamnerolipetitgrainlime& rosemarybody washwrapped giftsreceiv...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 17:10:00 GMT

mezzanine decadence

i am not in love.this cold climatethe smooth limbedrobot headedinventionsyou keep housed.the invertebratebriefincandescence.we have the insipid disfunctionate convenienceof warmthbookendedbytaxand th...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 02:44:00 GMT

landfill

yes yes yes rotten. my precisemother emailed. spoke of god. concerned my unbelief means i am unhinged. but how can i when i don't cannot infactand there isno way out for us? i am not a nihilist i am f...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 04:08:00 GMT