I edited my profile at HerMyspaceLayouts.com .I am a Giant Contradiction
Weird.normal.quiet.loud.busy.lazy.emotional.numb.smart.dumb.
cool.dork....I want to be a photographer , I want to make a movie, I want to see the world , worse now than ever before. My biggest downfall is being a cronic procrastinator. thus not accomplishing any of they above. I am scared the world will end before I get to live up to any of my own expectations, and I will be serving asshole customers another helping of slop untill I am too far gone to swim to the top again. I love my friends more than anything in the world. they make me feel love, they make me feel excitement, they keep me alive. I am a dreamer. I dream all night and I dream all day. this tends to make me feel dissapointment alot more than I should. reality is my kryptonite . I love to feel music. Live muisc makes my skin shiver and my heart feel full. Film has the same effect. My favorite place in the world is at The Bytown Theater in Ottawa. I want to own that place, and never ever leave. I would sleep on the floor and be buried in the floor boards when I died... I feel oddly safe in the theater,every time I am there I feel at ease...which is something I dont feel very often. I go to the movies by myself. its my escape.
