when i think about the times we were together, it makes me smile. being woken up just so we can go watch some TV together or cooking you meat for breakfast even though i hate meat. i remember when you were a baby...you never cried when i held you. you fit in my arms so perfectly. now look at you, you're so tall, so mature. i thank you for all the things you've taught me even tho you are just a baby. you gave me a reason to live, a reason to fight thru all the pain, a reason to smile again. i have never loved someone so much that my heart starts to beat slower with every thought of you. you are always in my prayers baby. i miss you and love you so much it's unbearable. i hope one day we can go to the park again and have some ice cream.but until then... i'll just wait for you. i love you jordan.