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Lakarian

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About Me

I'm 33 years old, married, live in Denver,Mormon.My Son Liam Thakurdeen was born on December 5 by cesarian section.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'm pretty non-judgemental and much more social online than I am in RL so I usually don't turn down friend requests.Ladies please read my profile and absorb that I am married and have a kid on the way before you send me any more sleazy(Though admittedly sometimes flattering) propositions. At the moment I'm interested in reconnecting with people I knew from my Missionary service (Tennesee Nashville Mission 1999-2001) The Laramie Wyoming Latter day Saint institute of religon (1997-1999 and 2001-2003) and high school

My Blog

Pretty Colors

Never mind.................been snorting household chemicals again.
Posted by on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 10:05:00 GMT

Not in an optimistic mood.

Into the Void-NIN   Talking to myself all the way to the station Pictures in my head of the final destination all lined up (all the ones that aren't allowed to stay) Tried to save myself but myse...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 12:08:00 GMT

The power of no.

In Fools Paradise yesterday I found a thread discussing why nice guys finish last with women, I of course made a long post with my two cents and was ignored because the little wieners did'nt want to i...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:11:00 GMT

The Devil in all of us

Are people really so different at the core. We apply labels, we seperate into seperate camps and label those who don't agree with us good or evil. We judge their actions alot more harshly than we woul...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 11:54:00 GMT

It's never too late

I've been thinking over my life lately and seeing how in the past 32 years things I thought I'd never get over have smoothed themselves out over time. I had big dreams when I was younger but not the c...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 12:11:00 GMT

Wrongs darker than death or night.

It's interesting, the left seems to be all for ending war and feeding the poor, noble goals to be sure. But I was thinking last night when comes to killing that they support, suddenly there's all sort...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 12:47:00 GMT

What is real 2

Well I know what is'nt real anyway, thinking cynical putdowns of others somehow elevates your own position. I put down others cynically all the time but don't necessarily believe it makes me superior,...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 12:09:00 GMT

Maybe I'm not out for the count yet

I feel strangely..........well let's say OK considering everything that's wrong in my life. To be cliche, I guess there always is a silver lining somewhere.
Posted by on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 12:08:00 GMT

Top ten rules of being an Airport wheelchair agent

1. There are stupid people, they're everywhere, some of them don't even know they're stupid. They are often passengers, but they can be other wheelchair agents, gate agents, flight attendants, even pi...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 09:57:00 GMT

I've tried to save myself......................

It seems my whole entire life is nothing but buying time. Buying time until what? I wish I knew myself. I remember 11 years ago wondering if I was even going to make it until 25 much less 30 and here ...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 09:36:00 GMT