courtney! profile picture

courtney!

Im untouchable, dig?

About Me

courtney.
i'm obnoxious, vile, and blunt.
but, i'm also a nice girl; i promise.

If it's a problem, I suggest you let it go

My Interests

nosebleeds,damaging my hair, legs tangled together, cold rooms, the left side of the bed, practical jokes, scary movies, affection, body modification, slushies, photobooth pictures, long naps, autumn, ping pong, long showers, booze, movie theaters, perfume, furniture, holding hands, beauty marks, lust not love, love when i feel it, piercings, tattoos, playlists, the color red, fitting together, friends, roadtrips, people with heart, cupcakes, kissing, teeth

I'd like to meet:


unless you're reeeeeally fucking down to hang out and can hold a conversation, i probably don't want to meet you.

long live the sound of desperation

Music:

casey jones
modern life is war
knucklepuck
kelly clarkson
comeback kid
curl up and die

Movies:

garden state. mean girls. never been kissed.

Television:

vh1, please.

Books:

maps.

Heroes:

you will never feel love the way that i love her.
my little engine that always will.

My Blog

here's to writing with your heart;

My teeth are sinking ships and my throat is making the waves. Let's raise a shot glass to the true meaning of commodity, knowing that tonight is no more mine than it isn't yours, and down another know...
Posted by ze! courtney on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 05:33:00 PST

you'll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time..

We're talking about flat-out unadulterated nothing better than this grabbing clawing feeling wishing loving thinking existence. We're talking about loving self and friend and foe and place and time an...
Posted by ze! courtney on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 04:44:00 PST

-

opportunity is worthless without capability. i am no longer capable. don't pity me. i do enough of that already.
Posted by ze! courtney on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 05:59:00 PST

10.24.06

We're caught rearranging fate like we've been begging the question since we were born. But you know it as well as I do, and wish it into every breath that we take. Stepping. Breathing. The same rhythm...
Posted by ze! courtney on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 05:45:00 PST

10.20.06

Often times I feel mildly substandard to a very select few people who are brilliant, multi-talented, and have an inherent capacity for growth and development. Other times, those same people generate ...
Posted by ze! courtney on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 06:02:00 PST

10.15.06

Rural towns leave me with too much time to think, give me a big city and some big buildings so I can lose myself in the grey concrete and red brick.
Posted by ze! courtney on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 03:53:00 PST

i am pleased to know that you're still an asshole, and that you still think i'm a total bitch

you're just a tragedy that i have to let lie in the past, and realize that it's in my best interest to leave you to your beer and dead ends. misery isn't a path i look forward to walking down, and tha...
Posted by ze! courtney on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 01:49:00 PST

i will surprise you sometime, i'll come around when you're down.

it isn't the same, and you can't force it to be. (although i might wish that of someone other than you). conversations are cold and in typical fashion of proving that everything is fine. i suppose yo...
Posted by ze! courtney on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 04:37:00 PST

lady;

!careless! all that's left of you is memories.
Posted by ze! courtney on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 06:36:00 PST

(

a deep sigh in unison mine a release, yours a preparation
Posted by ze! courtney on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 07:47:00 PST