So I'm Megan.
::There Is Somebody Who's Living My Life And I Know Nothing About Her::__________________________________________
Some facts about me
♥/ I am rationally irrational.
♥/ I do everything bakwards while everyone else moves foraward.
♥/ I cry for fictional characters.
♥/ I know all the words to too many songs.
♥/ I follow my own religion: Meganism.
♥/ I enjoy a glass of wine with dinner.
♥/ Apparently I have game and don't even know it, that's how good I apparently am.
♥/ I like older men.
♥/ I don't hang out with kids from my school often.
♥/ I feel sexy on Mondays and on Mondays only.
♥/ I make friends with people at bars.
♥/ I hate taking medicine.
♥/ My best friends are 3 guys and 1 girl.
♥/ I listen to Ukranian instrumental music when I drive.
♥/ I ♥ Guitar Hero.
♥/ I ballroom dance (Or at least I try to).
♥ The French were nice to me.
♥/ I know I'm short...Don't remind me.
♥/ I wear dresses to school.
♥/ I've gone clubbing in Florence.
♥/ I want to be an airline pilot and travel the world.
♥/ I love everyone I meet.
♥/ I meet people on Myspace, so what?
♥/ I won't steal your boyfriend, even if you are convinced I will.
♥/ I am a victim of RLS
♥/ I sleep better when someone is next to me.
♥/ A previous joy of mine moved away...as usual.
♥/ I don't choose looks over personality.
♥/ I am ALWAYS there for my friends, regardless of the time.
♥/ I CAN tell when you lie to me.
♥/ I know how to handle my car.
♥/ I listen to Spanish pop music even though I don't understand it.
♥/ I love riding the metro.
♥/ I dance around my house in my underwear.
♥/ I am flexible.
♥/ I put pepper on almost everything.
♥/ I eat soup for breakfast.
♥/ I am not a skinny twig...Deal with it.
♥/ And in the words of Tina Turner: "What you get, is what you see."
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I am what I want to be.
I do what I want to do.
I am NOTHING like you.
And I will NEVER be like you.
I LOVE who I am...most of the time,
When I'm not too busy being SELF-CONSCIOUS , that is.
I am NOT pretty, beautiful or hot.
Nor, will I ever be those things.
I AM an enigma.
And you will NEVER solve me.
But if YOU really want to know about me...
Talk to me YOURSELF .Just DON'T get too attached .
It's BAD for your health.
__________________________________And if I tell you I LOVE you.
I DO mean it it.
Just maybe NOT in the context you hope.
___________________________________________And life is what we make it.
That is the law that was decreed upon the birth of this world
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But I want a new law.
Death is what we make it.
Each step we take leads us to the same ending, but it is the steps that make our lives extrodinary or dull, easy or hard, worthy or unworthy, beautiful or ugly.
Those steps should affect how we die
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Our beginnings and our endings may be predetermined, but it is the middle, the cream filling if you will, that is the journey to the beginning; our overall lesson.
And when we think our plan has gone astray, we don't need to rewind time, all we need is to retrace our steps and find our mistake
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We have the power to fix what goes wrong.
The problem is that we choose to let ourselves hurt.
We allow ourselves to be abused, forced, betrayed, used, and discarded.
We are our own problems.
We constantly blame others for our mistakes.
And in that lies the lesson life is meant to teach.
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I want the law to change.
I want the way I live to affect the way I die.
I want to die like I live my life, with no regrets, with grace, with love, with dreams, with heart, and with a sound mind, so that my after life will be a garden of paint.
I want an after life I can create and erase when I please.
I want to sleep on the clouds and dance away the night.
I'm not talking Heaven; I'm not talking Hell.
I'm describing the world I see in my dreams.
Colour dripping from the sunsets and colour releasing at the first light of dawn.
I want my death and my after life to reflect what I see, the things that everyone else seems to over look.
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Life prepares us for the after life, by teaching us a single lesson.
We each experience different hardships and joys during life, but in the end the lesson is similar.
It is how we apply it to our after life that is different.
Because none of us will ever be the same...
