Coley (Hymen Grinder) Thrash

About Me

There is an idea of a Coley Thrash; some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me. Only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours, and maybe you can even sense our life styles are probably comparable, I simply am not there. I have all the characteristics of a human being; flesh, blood, skin, hair, but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me, and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflowed into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip. There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it, I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape. But even after admitting this, there is no catharsis. My punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself. No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.

My Interests

Metal

Music

Gear

Gore

True love

I'd like to meet:

Someone who doesn't text message when we're hanging out.Women with self-respect.People who attend shows for the music and not for it to serve as a social gathering, a breeding ground, a place to fight, or an excuse to be tough.People who don't ask to get on the guest list because they understand how important it is to support the cause.People who understand that their piercings and tattoos do not make who they are. Those who have other shit to offer to a conversation aside from how big they're getting their lobes or what their next tattoo is going to be.People who aren't afraid to use the term "Metalcore".Women who don't use Halloween as an excuse to look like a slut.People who don't hate on kids for being Edge or hate on kids for participating in substance abuse.And sugar mamas!!!

Music:

Devourment
The Haunted
Prayer For Cleansing
Prostitute Disfigurement
Gorgasm
Old Man's Child
Deadwater Drowning
Between the Buried and Me
Naglfar
Lamb of God
Iniquity
Michael Buble
Jewel
Nickel Creek
Death
Graveworm
Cannibal Corpse
Marduk
The Crown
Immolation
Coma Eternal
God Dethroned
Goreinhaled
Ulver
My Dying Bride
Hour of Penance
Obituary
Ion Dissonance
Aversion to Life
Torsofuck
Hate Eternal
Arch Enemy
Severe Torture
Inveracity
Quo Vadis
Bloodbath
Arsis
Internal Suffering
Exmortem
Dragonforce
1349
Trauma
Bloodboil
Beheaded
Summoning
Vile
Vital Remains
Origin
Condemned
Disgorge (US)
Infernal Revulsion
Severed Savior
Visceral Bleeding
Vomitory
The Faceless
Necrophagist
Dying Fetus
Suffocation
Dominion
AEON
Vader
Windir
Nehemiah
Modern Life is War
Elvenking
Amon Amarth
Disconformity
Icepick
Reign Supreme
Barricade
Black My Heart
Hoods
Dragonland
It Prevails
A Hope For Home
Army of the Pharoahs
Celph Titled
Atmosphere
Brotha Lynch Hung

Movies:

Rosemary's Baby

Natural Born Killers

Mulholland Dr.

American Psycho

Perfume: The Story of a Murderer

Television:

Metalocalypse, Pimp my Ride, Boy Meets World Family Guy, Baby Blues, Roseanne, The Brak Show, Case Closed, Quantum Leap, Lupin the 3rd, Trigun, Hellsing, M.A.S.H., Samurai Champloo

Books:

Choosing Death: The Improbable History of Death Metal and Grindcore, Butchering the Human Carcass for Human Consumption, The Whipping Boy, The Satanic Bible

Heroes:

My Blog

Most valuable piece of a wisdom I have attained in my late teenage years:

I am very stubborn by nature. I have played the role of a doormat once in my life and ever since then I have vowed to never play it again. I would never again bite my tongue or keep my feelings inside...
Posted by Coley (Hymen Grinder) Thrash on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 10:05:00 PST

R.I.P. Wayne Knupp \m/ \m/

This afternoon at 2:15pm, Wayne Knupp (original vocalist of Devourment, Ruthless Beatings, and co-founder of DeathMetal.US), passed away . Wayne was an incredible active force in the Death Metal scene...
Posted by Coley (Hymen Grinder) Thrash on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 07:08:00 PST