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About Me


I'M JUST ME, PLAIN AND SIMPLE...
 
THINGS I LIKE/LOVE/HATE/JUST ME: - Love tattoos - Love piercings - I HATE silent people who have nothing to say EVER - Reading is awesome (Need the right book though) - I am shy - The Biggest turn off is a LIAR - I HATE people who go whining because they realized what they had after they lost it (SO I HATE MYSELF QUITE A LOT...That's ME...I'm Sorry) - I miss random Rob middle of the night hangouts - I hate fake apologies - I can be pretty quiet sometimes but I can also be pretty annoyingishly rambly at other times - Random skateboardnothingness hehe - I HATE stupid skanks who say hi to my boyfriend who they don't know (or at least he says he doesn't know her) while I'm there...SKANK!!! - No idea - I HATE fake I love you's - Poke - I hate a lot of people (A LOT) :P - Need to learn to draw (stick people aren't doing it for me) - Music is awesome - I hate gangster thugs and things - Where are my socks? - Vacations are awesome - I like useless information - Dumdeedummdalum - Creating chaos is exciting - Playing good music REALLY loud - Studying is a disease :P (but I have no choice) - Organizing is good but I have no time for it - My new baby cousin is the greatest most cutest most amazing little girl ever.
I'm 100% GERMAN---And PROUD of it!!! Yeay to speaking German, reading German, understanding German, Das Sandmännchen, Christmas Eve, thinking baseball is boring, Schnitzel, Sprudel Wasser, to the German football (SOCCER) team, Fries with mayo, going on about earworms you have, bratwurst with ketchup & curry(that's the only time curry should be used), cringing to the English version of 99 Luftballons, to thinking the concept of small talk is puzzling, to laughing when other people get hurt, to reusing plastic bags, to considering 15 minutes earlier as being on time, to understanding the lyrics of Rammstein, to knowing Tokio Hotel (and agreeing their songs sound better in German), to complaining about people just sitting in their car with engines running, and to many more things that make me German.
V • I • R • G • O: = (A STUPID IDIOT...ONLY ME AT LEAST...)The Lover
Dominant in relationships. Sexy(NEVER). Someone loves them right now(WHO KNOWS...). Always wants the last word. Caring(APPARENTLY NOT ENOUGH). Smart(NOPE). Intellectual. Attractive (SCRATCH THAT). Loyal. Easy to talk to (THAT TOO). Hard to forget(DOUBT IT). Love at first sight(YEA...RIIIGHHHTT). Everything you ever wanted (MAYBE TO SOMEONE ELSE). Easy to please(DIFFICULT TO SOME PEOPLE). The one and only (NOT). Great kisser(BET SOMEONE OUT THERE'S STILL BETTER).
I hate people who TRY to be stupid (unless its for fun)...I also HHAATTEE " Writing bios., Stupid people. Stupid people who don't realize just how stupid they are. Squealing children. Parents who don't tell their squealing children to shut the hell up. Lemon flavoured cookies. Hangnails. Kissasses. Bullsh!@ters. LIARS. Needy people. Too much turmeric in my curry. When it rains when I'm camping. When my dog rolls in raccoon poop and then lies down on my sleeping bag...just kidding I don't have a dog."
 
Quotes:
"I have foot cramps in my neck!!!" -Rob
"Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep people away, but to see who cares enough to tear those walls down." -OTH
"I had 7 beers and I wear little boys clothes" -UncleChris(story behind thisLOL)
“I know people think I’m stupid, but I’m not dumb. I just let you and the other girls have your way because that’s how you need it to be. But, pretty soon we’re all gonna graduate and I can start over. It will be hard for the people who need this place to make themselves feel special, people who use high school to build themselves up and then find out that the real world doesn’t care so much about who you were in high school. People like you.” -OTH

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet someone I haven't already met :P ... They have to be absolutely awesomely brilliant though. Or just fantastic will work too... :P

To The People I HAVE Already Met:
  Johnny-Thanks for being the biggest most cockiest ignorant conceited stupidest fucking asshole there is...and totally showing me what I DON'T want/need in my life. Also if anyone is ever stupid enough ("I'm trying to make you do what makes me happy") to stay with you for the few (or many) days that I was with you...they're either totally brain damaged beyond belief or they're just as ignorant as you. I don't regret it because your just another person who dropped into my life and has helped me become a better person and bring me that much closer to finding what I want. Stick to whoring yourself. DOUCHE!!!

Dave-Thanks for being one of the bestest friends I have ever had in my entire life, making my frowns turn to smiles, and making me feel like maybe I'm worth something. You mean more to me than you'll ever know, we had crappy times and we definitely had good times. Since the day we became friends in grade ten, I'll never forget you for as long as I live. It sucks that life brought us so far apart.

Brandon-Thanks for wasting so much of my life and making me believe I really meant the world to you. Also, thanks for proving me right from the beginning about your childishness, I should have stuck to my instincts from then. I would have been much better off staying with the Russian. You clearly have A LOT of growing up to do so just enjoy life for now and don't lie to people just to rush into something you're not ready for. Marrying you would have been the biggest mistake of my life. So this will be a thank you to K. as well...for letting me know just how ready you were to spend your life with me. Pathetic.

Daniel-There was a lot I had to say about you. Mostly all good things of course. But I guess in the end I realized the bad things as well and realized I was trying to shove them aside. There were things I should have paid more attention to from the beginning but didn't. Maybe it was a bad thing but at the same time I'm not going to regret it. We had our time...I don't know what it really was...but it's done. I've learned a lot from it and has now also helped to make me a better person. Thank you is what I'm going to say. I don't really have anything bad. ...TO ALL:...Making a life ruining someone else's isn't going to make yours any better. It might be 10 years from now (maybe 40 or even just 1 year)...but you'll realize what you did some sort of way...and you'll sit there like an idiot..."what did I do to deserve this?"...And then imagine how much better life could have been if you would have been on the other end...where now that person sits happy, complete, and full of life. Some people give up before even taking a second thought, others give up when they realize they need to try too, and others...they'll never know what it feels like to be loved completely.

My Blog

Live Forever

If I were to live forever I'm sure I'd eventually go insane. To live without you is like living with death. It's like that one person you love more than anything in the entire world just snatched from...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 06:27:00 GMT

I'M SORRY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

I'm not sure what's going on between us. I'm not sure if it's over because you always said if I leave like that (on the phone thing) then leave for good. I'm also not sure what you're thinking but I'm...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 10:34:00 GMT