Cut it Out (poem) |
Cut out my heart before it's to late.Before it turns black.Before I can't fake, To smile and be happy, while this life escapes me.Wrap your noose around my neck, and set my spirit free.Your grip tight...
Posted by Jared on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 03:35:00 PST |
[in]sanity (poem) |
Sweat beading down my forehead,
A torential rainstorm rages in my mind.
I can't tell if i'm alive or dead, but i'm too awake.
For now, i'll leave this world behind.
My sp...
Posted by Jared on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 06:41:00 PST |
Express yourself (poem) |
Sometimes people see it weird that I never smile,
But isn't it better than living in denial?
To hide your feelings is to die.
Your heart will beat but inside you cry.
Decaying your being till nothing...
Posted by Jared on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:55:00 PST |
Goodnight (poem) |
I say to myself, will I dream?
Was the pain worth it?
To be in this new place.
Darkness&everywhere.
Suffocating me and gripping my heart till it stops beating,
It's almost too much to handle.
My deci...
Posted by Jared on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:16:00 PST |
Is this the end? (poem) |
Is this the end?
The night I pull the trigger?
The night the world stops&
But another goes on.
The guilt and shame I feel.
Sometimes it doesn't seem real?
I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare.
If...
Posted by Jared on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:15:00 PST |
Another day (poem) |
A new day to cry,
A new day to die.
Feel so alone-
Wish I was home.
To stay in my bed,
And wish to be dead?
CUT OUT THESE THOUGHTS FROM MY HEAD!
Cause it's not the blade that kills me,
Or the poison ...
Posted by Jared on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:14:00 PST |
Hiding (poem) |
It's that same look she gave me,
That horrible night so long ago.
Cutting into my heart faster than my wrist.
Why do you look at me like that?
This darkness overtakes my brain.,
It's driving me insan...
Posted by Jared on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:13:00 PST |
If I died (poem) |
If I die,
Would you shed a tear,
Or would you stand off to the side?
Would you close your eyes,
To try and mask the fear-
Would you pray for me?
Even if no one no one would hear you;
Or even see?
Wou...
Posted by Jared on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:08:00 PST |
Ozzfest |
On the day that was Saturday, me and my friend Jesse went to OZZFEST 2006! It was so freaking amazing! At first I thought I wasn't going to be able to go, but then I was at my friend's party and Jesse...
Posted by Jared on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 10:56:00 PST |
Mr. Millers Wedding! |
So, on the 1st I went to my teacher and family friend Eric Miller's wedding. It was pretty sweet, even though i missed out on going to an Angels and Airwaves concert (holding no grudges...). During th...
Posted by Jared on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 05:08:00 PST |
