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Hi, my name is Jessica Y. Houston. I currently live in Tallahassee, Florida but I am thinking of a place to relocate to! I am currently taking classes for Child Care and I am about to start taking Cosmetology classes so that I can open up my own business! I have dreams that I am in the process of pursueing and I dont plan to stop until I get there! I have been in love a time or two and in both times I let my guards down and put my all into them. I am still in love with my last lover, but I dont plan to ever stop! I am crazy about her and I will still do anything for her! That is also part of the reason why I am not going to even get into another relationship! Plus I am tired of being hurt, I am tired of loving for nothing, I am tired of allowing persons to know my all only for them to abuse me! But I can't blame her cause for two minutes of my life, I wanted to be without her! But hey, no need to go about it! She is fine, and so am I! I am learning to deal with life one day at a time and to focus on my life!!!!!! I want her in it, but she has to get to the point where she is on the same page again, but for her, I am patient cause in LOVE, there is time and patients!!!!! But one thing I can say is that she has freed up my time and mind to focus on school full-time and has allowed me time to see that the things I used to want in life are still there and that I should never turn my back on them!!!!!!! I AM HEADED IN A NEW DIRECTION AND I AM LOVING THE MOVE AND CHANGES THAT ARE FALLING INTO PLACE AND TAKING ROOT!!!!!!!!!! I STILL LOVE YOU SMILES AND U KNOW IT!!!!!! AN I PRAY THE BEST FOR YOU IN LIFE!!!!!! AN I AM STILL GOING TO BE HERE FOR YOU AND HOLDING IT DOWN FOR YA'LL CAUSE...................... U ALREADY KNOW!!!!!! :DSIGNED: A TRUE WOMAN IN LOVE a.k.a. Mz.Bitch
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MY PARENTS DERSERVE ALL THE HONOR, GLORY, AND PRAISE AFTER I GIVE GOD HIS!!!!!!! I LOVE THESE PEOPLE......... I TURNED MY BACK ON THEM TOO MANY TIME AND TURNED AGAINST MY MOMMA SO MUCH!!!!!! BUT I WAS YOUNG AND DUMB AND I DIDNT KNOW THE RIGHT ROAD AND PATH TO FOLLOW!!!!!!! MY MOTHER IS MY LIGHT UNTO MY PATH SENT FROM GOD, SHE IS ALWAYS THERE WHEN SHIT GETS ROUGH, DURING THE BEST OF TIMES, WHEN I AM SAD, AND EVEN WHEN I AM MAD WETHER IT BE AT HER OS SOMEONE ELSE!!!!! IF I HAD OF LISTEN TO HER IN A LOT OF SITUATIONS IN MY LIFE, MY LIFE WOULD BE IN A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PLACE.... (dont get me worng, I love my life and where it is now, but momma had better things for my life in such shorter amounts of time) AS FOR MY FATHER, THAT MAN IS THE GREATEST, WE HAD OUR SHARE OF SHIT TO HAPPEN IN OUR LIVES, BUT I THANK GOD FOR ALL OF IT CAUSE IT HAS MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY!!!!! WHEN I COULDNT TURN TO MOMMA MOST TIMES, I KNEW THAT I COULD COME TO TIME!!!!!! I LET MY FATHER DOWN A FEW TIMES IN LIFE LIKE WHEN HE WAS INFORMED BY MY MOMMA THAT I WAS NO LONGER A VIRGIN, WHEN I GOT PREGNANT, WHEN I GOT INTO A LOT OF TROUBLE AT SCHOOL DURING MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS.......... BUT THE ONE TIME THAT I EXSPECTED MY FATHER TO TURN ME A LOOSE AND NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN WAS WHEN I TOLD HIM THAT I WAS GAY!!!!! BUT HE DIDNT CHANGE AT ALL, HE TOOK IT IN AND STILL EXCEPTS ME FOR WHO I AM!!!!!!!! HE LOVES ME LIKE A PARENT SHOULD........ WHEN MY MOTHER WALKED AWAY ON MY SOMETIMES BECAUSE SHE COULDNT STAND THE LIFE I WAS AND STILL AM LIVING TODAY, HE WAS THERE AND STILL IS!!!!!!!! WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND WAS BEING SEXUALLY ABUSED OUT IN THE STREETS, I COULD GO TO HIM AND CRY ALL DAY AND NIGHT LONG AND HE WOULD ASK "JESSICA WHAT'S WRONG?" BUT AT THE TIME IN MY LIFE, I WAS TOO AFRAID TO TELL HIM WHAT WAS GOING ON SO I LIED....... THEN WHEN I TOLD MY MOMMA AND SHE SHARED WITH HIM, HE WAS HURT AND DISAPPOINTED THAT I FELT LIKE I COULDNT TELL HIM WHEN IT WAS GOING ON, BUT FOR A WHILE, HE HAD THIS "I CANT AND DONT BELEIVE IT BECAUSE SHE WOULD TELL ME ANYTHING AND WOULD HAVE TOLD ME BEFORE HER MOTHER" THOUGHT, UNTIL ONE DAY I BROKE DOWN AFTER CHURCH DRIVING HOME AND ALMOST LOST OUR LIVES HE BEGAN TO SEE THAT I WAS TELLING THE TRUTH AND HE WAS HURT, AND IF HE CRIED, HE DIDNT SHOW IT IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!! I GUESS ALL I CAN SAY IS, I LOVE MY MOTHER A LOT, BUT I LOVE MY FATHER MUCH MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD(but not more than God)!!!!
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MySpace Layouts*~***~*IF MY ONLY EYES COULD TELL UR HEART MY STORY AND UR SOUL COULD UNDERSTAND, WE WOULD LAST FOREVER TIL THE VERY END....... BUT THEN AGAIN, IN LIFE THINGS DON'T ALWAYS WORK OUT THAT WAY, BUT I AM WILLING TO GIVE YOU A TRY AND HOPE THAT U WILL STAY, UNTIL WE DIE....... WE BEGAN AS STRANGERS, GREW TO BE FRIENDS, THEN BECAME CLOSER, NOW WE ARE MORE LIKE LOVERS WITH FRIENDS.......... I PRAY WE ARE NOT NEAR THE END CAUSE MY HEART CAN'T TAKE BEING BROKEN AGAIN!!!!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, SO NO NEED TO SAY YO........ BUT IF ANY OTHER BITCH ASK ME, MY ANSWER IS NO!!!!!!! AN AS FOR NIGGAS THE ANSWER IS HELL NO SO U CAN HIT THE DOO!!!!! YA DIG???????? HOLLA!!!!!!!!*~***~*
MySpace Layouts*~*~*~* MY EYES INTRODUCE YOU TO MY HEART AND MY HEART ALLOWED YOU TO MEET MY SOUL........ MY SOUL ALLOWED YOU TO MEET WHO I AM AND WHO I AM ALLOWED YOU TO MEET MY LOVE....... MY LOVE INTRODUCE YOU TO MY LIFE WHILE YET YOUR EYES WERE STILL LOCKED WITH MINE........ NOW THE THING IS IN THE PROCESS OF YOU MEETING AND GETTING TO KNOW ME, YOUR EYES NEVER MOVED FROM MINE THEREFORE OUR HEARTS NEVER MET, OUR SOULS NEVER UNITED, THEREFORE YOU NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHO I AM THEREFORE YOU COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU NOR COULD YOU EXCEPT IT FOR WHAT IT TRUELY AND REALLY WAS. NOW YOU STILL STAND IN MY LIFE WONDERING HOW COULD YOU NOT EVER LOOK PAST MY EYE!!!!!!*~*~*~*
MySpace LayoutsAN TO EVERYONE ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY TUNE, I HAVE ANOTHER POSSIBLE ADDITION TO MY MADE UP FAMILY!!!!!!! DUECES (MALEPA), ILL SEE U AROUND HUN!!!!!!!!! AN TO ALL, THANKS AND I LOVE SOME AND LUV OTHERS!!!!!!!SIGNED: A FOOL ONCE IN LOVE bka Mz.Bitch

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HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT U.............

I get this Idea from muh lil sis TASHEUNA. The basic concept is you post a comment to this blog with your name,and I reply back under your comment and tell you how i truly feel bout u... THERES NO LIM...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 11:59:00 GMT

*~****~*COULD U BE THE ONE??????? NATOSHA???????*~***~*

Dayumn............ I think I am at it again!!!!!! WOW!!!!!!!! When I felt like my life was over and done, u came into my life so strong and have been here every since!!!!!!! OMG......... When u could ...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 06:20:00 GMT

*~**~*MY......... I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TITLE THIS ONE, BUT HERE U GO*~**~*

I have been sitting around my house thinking over the last few days of my life and how things have changed so fast and so drastically!!!!!!! I never thought that I could love the way I did Smiles........
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 13:46:00 GMT

*~**~*ANOTHER COMPLETED CHAPTER*~**~*

Another chapter has been completed in my life......... Momma tried to tell me, Jessica this is not even you, but I thought it was......... I felt like I had turned my back on God for Shira, but t...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 06:09:00 GMT

*~***~* S.A.W.*~***~* bka SMILES!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!! Where do I start....... April 8th, 2008 I began talking to you when you called me at 10:28am that morning........ An from the jump, I knew there was something wrong!!!!!! But I told myself...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 06:01:00 GMT

*~***~**~***~* Dear Momma!!!! *~***~**~***~*

    Dear Momma, I know that we have not had the best relationship there is in this world..... I know that I have hurt to so many times, knowing and unknowingly....... I know that I have...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 11:33:00 GMT

*~***~* No Day, Month, Year, or Lifetime Can Compare To The Joy I Have Now!!!! *~***~*

Hey Myspace friends and My personal friends. This is your girl  Jessica Yvonne Houston str8 from the 8-Fifthy b.k.a. Tallahassee, Florida...... An I have to admit that I have seen and had so...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 08:00:00 GMT

*~***~*JUST A FEW OF MY FAVORITE QOUTES THAT I CAME UP WITH!!!*~***~*

"True Love is Beautiful, so when it finds you, hold on to it so that one day you can be beautiful as well."          -Jessica Houston   "If love were l...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 11:49:00 GMT

*~***~* R All Men The Same????? *~***~* No They Arent! Cause He Loves Me For Me & Promised...

                              R All Men The Same????? No They Are ...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 17:58:00 GMT

*!**!*The Tables Are Turning!!!!!*!**!*

Just to let everyone know straight up, I was pregnant, and I did lose them yesterday.... Now I am going to keep it too real in this blog, I knew that my relationship with their father was on it's cour...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 11:34:00 GMT