MY PARENTS DERSERVE ALL THE HONOR, GLORY, AND PRAISE AFTER I GIVE GOD HIS!!!!!!! I LOVE THESE PEOPLE......... I TURNED MY BACK ON THEM TOO MANY TIME AND TURNED AGAINST MY MOMMA SO MUCH!!!!!! BUT I WAS YOUNG AND DUMB AND I DIDNT KNOW THE RIGHT ROAD AND PATH TO FOLLOW!!!!!!! MY MOTHER IS MY LIGHT UNTO MY PATH SENT FROM GOD, SHE IS ALWAYS THERE WHEN SHIT GETS ROUGH, DURING THE BEST OF TIMES, WHEN I AM SAD, AND EVEN WHEN I AM MAD WETHER IT BE AT HER OS SOMEONE ELSE!!!!! IF I HAD OF LISTEN TO HER IN A LOT OF SITUATIONS IN MY LIFE, MY LIFE WOULD BE IN A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PLACE.... (dont get me worng, I love my life and where it is now, but momma had better things for my life in such shorter amounts of time) AS FOR MY FATHER, THAT MAN IS THE GREATEST, WE HAD OUR SHARE OF SHIT TO HAPPEN IN OUR LIVES, BUT I THANK GOD FOR ALL OF IT CAUSE IT HAS MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY!!!!! WHEN I COULDNT TURN TO MOMMA MOST TIMES, I KNEW THAT I COULD COME TO TIME!!!!!! I LET MY FATHER DOWN A FEW TIMES IN LIFE LIKE WHEN HE WAS INFORMED BY MY MOMMA THAT I WAS NO LONGER A VIRGIN, WHEN I GOT PREGNANT, WHEN I GOT INTO A LOT OF TROUBLE AT SCHOOL DURING MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS.......... BUT THE ONE TIME THAT I EXSPECTED MY FATHER TO TURN ME A LOOSE AND NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN WAS WHEN I TOLD HIM THAT I WAS GAY!!!!! BUT HE DIDNT CHANGE AT ALL, HE TOOK IT IN AND STILL EXCEPTS ME FOR WHO I AM!!!!!!!! HE LOVES ME LIKE A PARENT SHOULD........ WHEN MY MOTHER WALKED AWAY ON MY SOMETIMES BECAUSE SHE COULDNT STAND THE LIFE I WAS AND STILL AM LIVING TODAY, HE WAS THERE AND STILL IS!!!!!!!! WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND WAS BEING SEXUALLY ABUSED OUT IN THE STREETS, I COULD GO TO HIM AND CRY ALL DAY AND NIGHT LONG AND HE WOULD ASK "JESSICA WHAT'S WRONG?" BUT AT THE TIME IN MY LIFE, I WAS TOO AFRAID TO TELL HIM WHAT WAS GOING ON SO I LIED....... THEN WHEN I TOLD MY MOMMA AND SHE SHARED WITH HIM, HE WAS HURT AND DISAPPOINTED THAT I FELT LIKE I COULDNT TELL HIM WHEN IT WAS GOING ON, BUT FOR A WHILE, HE HAD THIS "I CANT AND DONT BELEIVE IT BECAUSE SHE WOULD TELL ME ANYTHING AND WOULD HAVE TOLD ME BEFORE HER MOTHER" THOUGHT, UNTIL ONE DAY I BROKE DOWN AFTER CHURCH DRIVING HOME AND ALMOST LOST OUR LIVES HE BEGAN TO SEE THAT I WAS TELLING THE TRUTH AND HE WAS HURT, AND IF HE CRIED, HE DIDNT SHOW IT IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!! I GUESS ALL I CAN SAY IS, I LOVE MY MOTHER A LOT, BUT I LOVE MY FATHER MUCH MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD(but not more than God)!!!!
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MySpace Layouts*~***~*IF MY ONLY EYES COULD TELL UR HEART MY STORY AND UR SOUL COULD UNDERSTAND, WE WOULD LAST FOREVER TIL THE VERY END....... BUT THEN AGAIN, IN LIFE THINGS DON'T ALWAYS WORK OUT THAT WAY, BUT I AM WILLING TO GIVE YOU A TRY AND HOPE THAT U WILL STAY, UNTIL WE DIE....... WE BEGAN AS STRANGERS, GREW TO BE FRIENDS, THEN BECAME CLOSER, NOW WE ARE MORE LIKE LOVERS WITH FRIENDS.......... I PRAY WE ARE NOT NEAR THE END CAUSE MY HEART CAN'T TAKE BEING BROKEN AGAIN!!!!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, SO NO NEED TO SAY YO........ BUT IF ANY OTHER BITCH ASK ME, MY ANSWER IS NO!!!!!!! AN AS FOR NIGGAS THE ANSWER IS HELL NO SO U CAN HIT THE DOO!!!!! YA DIG???????? HOLLA!!!!!!!!*~***~*
MySpace Layouts*~*~*~* MY EYES INTRODUCE YOU TO MY HEART AND MY HEART ALLOWED YOU TO MEET MY SOUL........ MY SOUL ALLOWED YOU TO MEET WHO I AM AND WHO I AM ALLOWED YOU TO MEET MY LOVE....... MY LOVE INTRODUCE YOU TO MY LIFE WHILE YET YOUR EYES WERE STILL LOCKED WITH MINE........ NOW THE THING IS IN THE PROCESS OF YOU MEETING AND GETTING TO KNOW ME, YOUR EYES NEVER MOVED FROM MINE THEREFORE OUR HEARTS NEVER MET, OUR SOULS NEVER UNITED, THEREFORE YOU NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHO I AM THEREFORE YOU COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU NOR COULD YOU EXCEPT IT FOR WHAT IT TRUELY AND REALLY WAS. NOW YOU STILL STAND IN MY LIFE WONDERING HOW COULD YOU NOT EVER LOOK PAST MY EYE!!!!!!*~*~*~*
MySpace LayoutsAN TO EVERYONE ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY TUNE, I HAVE ANOTHER POSSIBLE ADDITION TO MY MADE UP FAMILY!!!!!!! DUECES (MALEPA), ILL SEE U AROUND HUN!!!!!!!!! AN TO ALL, THANKS AND I LOVE SOME AND LUV OTHERS!!!!!!!SIGNED: A FOOL ONCE IN LOVE bka Mz.Bitch