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♥Jessica♥

Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect and I don't live to be, but before you

About Me

I love as much as I can. I'm a mother. A daughter. A sister. A lover. And a best friend.

My Interests

Photography.

Music.

I'd like to meet:

I would've really had like to have met my Grandpa Lloyd, or remembered him better. I heard he was an extremely kind and generous man. Plus, some of the crazy stories I heard, he also had a sense of humor and humility. I'm sure he'll be remembered for generations to come.I don't have specific requirements for people that I'd like to meet. Just about anyone will do. But with that being said, there are a few personality traits that I completely despise. Such as; lying, gossiping, insincerety, apathy, ignorance, arogance, and people who will do and say just about anything to "fit in". If you don't have respect for yourself, then I simply can't have respect for you.

Music:


Aaliyah, Al Green, A Perfect Circle, Ashanti, Billy Idol, Bone Thugs N Harmony, Bow Wow, Britney Spears, Bush, Cherish, Ciara, Corprate Suicide, Daughtry, Diddy, Fergie, Finger Eleven, Flyleaf, Foo Fighters, Fuel, Futureheads, Incubus, Live, Love Inc, Nelly, Nelly Furtado, Nirvana, Paperback Ninjas, Pink, Taproot, TLC, Tool, 2Pac, Jennifer Lopez, Justin Timberlake, Oasis, Omarion, Smashing Pumpkins, Stone Sour, Timbaland, Trina, Paula DeAnda, 311, The Cranberries, Nat King Cole, Lily Allen, Three Days Grace, Avril Lavigne, Tweet, Lil' Kim, Down aka Kilo, The Sundays, The Doors, The Twenty-Twos, VHS or Beta, Keyshia Cole.

Movies:

Alexander, American Werewolf in London, American Werewolf in Paris, Baby Boy, Better Than Chocolate, Bram Stokers Dracula, Can't hardly Wait, Dracula: Dead and Loving it, Deathproof, Dukes of Hazrad, Fear, Fluke, Fools Rush In, Forest Gump, Guess Who, Ghost, Gia, Go, Grind, Groove, Grrl Inturrupted, Hannibal, Hannibal Rising, Hostel, Hostel 2, If These Walls Could Talk 2, Juno, King Kong, Memoirs of a Geisha, Nightmare on Elm St (1-7), Original Kings of Comedy, Original Sin, Pet Sematary, Poltergeist, Red Dragon, Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion, Saw (1-4), Set It Off, Shrek (1-3), Silence of the Lambs, Underworld, Underworld Evolution, Witchboard, 10 Things I Hate About You, The Art of War, King Arthur, Terminator (1-3), The Color Purple, 28 Days Later, 28 Weeks Later

Television:



Books:

I actually just got "When Ghosts Speak" by Mary Anne Winkowski and I cannot put it down! It's quite a read. I'd definetly suggest it for anyone who's had any kind of questions pertaining to the after life, phoney psychics, spirits and the paranormal!

Heroes:

Leonard Peltier and John Trudeau. Pioneers of the Native American culture. My parents, for raising me the best way they knew how and teaching me to survive. My daughter, for teaching me everything I need to know to be a good mother. She's taught me a lot about patience and understanding. Michael, for overcoming everything he had to while growing up, he helps me realize that things could be a lot worse, and even if they are, your still alive and there's no reason to give up!

My Blog

My sexual style.

You scored as Violent, You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Soft63% Violent63% Exciting50% Wet31% Hot31% ...
Posted by eJessicae on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 04:05:00 PST

Im SO FUCKING... ARRGGGHHHH!!!!!!

Hahaha.Not really, I was just thinking of an eye-catching title.It seems like, I always have some way IMPORTANT, red-flaggin, sparks shootin out of my arse type of shit to write about.. then I get to ...
Posted by eJessicae on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 09:51:00 PST

Michael Kerkau

I love you Mike.You mean the world to me.You were my first for a lot of things.Love, kids, long term relationships..You sparked so many unknown feelings within me...and I thank you for it.I honestly b...
Posted by eJessicae on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 08:58:00 PST

Things in perspective..

If we could shrink the earth's population to a village of precisely 100 people, with all the existing human ratios remaining the same, it would look something like the following: There would...
Posted by eJessicae on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 07:34:00 PST

Think before you speak!

Have you ever spoken and wished that you couldimmediately take the words back...or that you could crawl into a hole?Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did....FIRST TESTIMONY:I walked into a...
Posted by eJessicae on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 02:14:00 PST

So true! For the LADIES!

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. ...
Posted by eJessicae on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 10:58:00 PST

My lipstick theory.

Everything's been so quiet these days.. Not that I'm complaining of course!I've let go of practically everything that's been doing my mental welfare harm.Yeah, that's a pretty strange way to put it, b...
Posted by eJessicae on Thu, 31 May 2007 04:02:00 PST

Meh.

Here's to all the soldiers, who have ever died in vain.. The insane locked up in themselves, the homeless down on main... To those who stand on empty shores, and spit against the wind... and those who...
Posted by eJessicae on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 02:24:00 PST

Meghann Williams - R.I.P

Meghann Rebeckah WilliamsSeptember 28th, 1978 - September 6th, 2006 Smile, by Nat King ColeSmile, tho' your heart is aching, Smile, even tho' it's breaking When there are clouds in the sky, You'll g...
Posted by eJessicae on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 12:48:00 PST

Drugs, drugs, and more DRUGS!

Ok.I'm not sure if a lot of people knew what I went through as a child, much less a teenager.But I guess if you're reading this you're probably wondering why I put "Drugs" as my subject.Thus, you're a...
Posted by eJessicae on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 08:11:00 PST