::Emzieee<3Rian::

The Names Emily, Or Emzie when i fancy a change(:
TAKE ME OR LEAVE ME, AM ME, YOU'LL BE MISSING OUT ;)))
Right Now Am Looking Forward To Summer, Its Gonna Be the MAX! Altho am gonna Miss my girls back home while am away :(♥
This year am determind to make it better than the last, am determind to get fitter and sort things out i've been trying to leave or forget.
I need to get a job and start to make something of myself, thats one thing that proving so differcult.
I hate feeling like am wasting myself by being lazy, because i think am lucky to have the chances i've had.
Luckly i have parents who give me as much freedom as i can, which lets me do and make my own mistakes :)
I Love my Mum so much, she copes so well for what shes been though, even though we have our rough patches.
I strongly belive that you make misakes to learn from them :)
I'd like to think am a fairly chatty and open person when i trust you and think your not gonna judge me, being judged means so much to me:/.
I wish people would take time to listen to my jibba jabba
I NEED TO SERIOUSLY CUT MY SWARING DOWN!! TEHE.
Atm am studying a National Depolma in Photography at Burton College,Its one thing am certain i wanna push myself at and complete.
I dont wanna be in Burton forever, i wanna see the world.
If you see me round college give me a smile and say hey i love meeting new people :)
Am possiblley one of the most self conious people you'll ever met, but i do wish i wasn't tbh.
It does hold me back in soo many ways, the way i act and how people think i am.
I can sitt there so quiet,just bursting to come out!
If i was more confident i know i would be a none stop chatter, lets just say i dont like drawing too much attention to myself so people will judge me.
If i could click my fingers, yeh i'd proberly change so much shit about myself, like been alittle more toned or thinner, have clearer skin... have Nicer hair.. but i guess i can't, i was ment to be like this, i spose am not bad looking i guess, but am still not happy with myself.
But as Shallow as it seems i have people who love me for who i am and am soo happy... i have a family, friends and a bf who care and love me and tbh i guess am pretty much happy about that,they think am perfect.
But yeh i'd love to be more happy about myself.
I've always had a passion for the beach from a young age, making sand castles with my daddy on holidays :)
My dream would be to live in a house build't buy the sea, made of something like Grand designs.
Luckly i have a gorgeous boyfriend who lives by the sea, so i think its settled:P am moving there!
In the last year i have have a series of piercings and i admit, i got bored and took them out... and tbh i don't regret it... i just think you should seriously think before you get piercings or change your body, Yeh am stuck with holes in my face but there me,and i don't really regret it tbh..
But yeh its a mark i can tell my kids about when am older a phase i went though.
The Mates mean the most to me even tho i can only call a few of them genuine tbh... i have come to realise over time... its not about how many friends you have, its how you are towards the ones you have. I have come to realise you can't get on with everyone.Popularity is dreadfully over rated.
Luckly for me i have had a best mate since i can remember, someone to grow up with.. and go though lifes changes with...
And i know whatever happens we're always gonna be mates whatever shit life throws at us we will come though just as strong,weather we live together or mile and miles apart she will always be someone i will keep close to my heart(:.
There are somethings that a have strong opions about, like Emos and there culture... i have no pitty for people like that.. tbh there attention seekers,
If your stressed get a conciler sort it out... don;t let it effect your life and fucking brag about it!!!

~Contacting Emzie~
Emily.. this comment is overdue...