KELLEY BUG

To me everything happens for a reason, and I tend to over analyze too many things. I like to think that I bring sunshine to other's lives, but some people are just mean AND miserable and their mission statement is to comisserate in their "WOE IS ME ATTITUDE". Presently in the 20's life crisis I am constantly bombarding myself with the "what if's" and words such as "passion", and "career". I still have so much to say to those close to me that have died. But it usually happens that way, you take people for granted and then feel jaded and robbed. But I do miss them. I have the Frank Sinatra mentality on friendship; protective. If you are my friend, then you are my friend forever, no moral judements involved...And I do not apologize for that. I am not innocent as the first day of spring, I have my dark secrets I will take to the grave. Karma is a motherfucker, and sometimes you bring that upon yourself. Life is hard to live as only you live once, when you are also told to live one day at a time. Advice can be so black and white when life is completely lived within the gray. I like to have fun and party, read and write. Spend good times with my friends and family. And most of all dream big.