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Cedar Marie (just like the tree)

I'm the type of girl that looks you dead in the eye........

About Me

I smile like a saint but act like a sinner. I live my life in a constant contest, trying to make sure each day is better than the last and so far I am winning. You would be hard pressed to find me in a bad mood for more than 5 minutes.I like a good wine buzz with handsome boys.Or a good martini buzz ;) But I hate fake vodka.I don't have any baggage, except what the us airlines allow.....I travel whenever possible.I heart art, and paint my own from time to time. Though, I prefer to write.I love madly, live passionately and laugh until it hurts.

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My Interests

Having fun.......drinking, listening to music, shopping, acting crazy with my friends, going out for coffee, driving anywhere, talking, bowling, playing pool, listening and just general hanging out with friends sorta stuff. I love to travel...I am the road trip queen.....I love to drink good wine. I am constantly falling in love with things around me. I love to be places that I think are beautiful. I like to camp and hike and raft and do outdoorsy stuff like that.....hmm what else.....

I'd like to meet:

An Elvis impersonator. Buddha. The man who sold the world. Anyone......even you.

Music:

give it to me hard, fast and loud......wait you were asking about music?!? same thing really....lol....i like just about everthing....tori amos & social distortion being two of my favorites...metallica, death on wednesday, papa roach, garth brooks. toby keith, the killers, TENACIOUS D, dashboard confessional, bad religon, billy idol, buddy holly, loius armstrong, JOHNNY CASH, Jimmy Eat World, Waylon Jennings, NIN, Tool, A perfect circle and the list goes on and on...........

Movies:

High Fidelity and anything else with john cusack, anything with jack black, anything with johnny depp, anything with adam sandler (except punch drunk love, what a let down) kill bill, lotr (all), spiderman (all), Harry potter (all), Death to smoochy, fight club, untamed heart, the buddy holly story, niagra, Rebel without a cause, and It's a wonderful life.

Television:

MYTHBUSTERS...and I was watching Scott Baio is 46 and pregnant, but the season ended :( I really don't watch much TV.......

Books:

I read alot, one of my favorite books is "A Fine and Private Place" by Peter S. Beagle, another one is "high fidelity" But off the top of my head I cant remember the author, I also like Marion Zimmer Bradley, Robert Frost, and Maya Angelou
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Cedar Marie...aka Cedes or Cheddar :)
Birthday: 09/28/82
Birthplace: Las Vegas Baby!!!!
Current Location: Fountain Valley
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: a mix of everything
The Shoes You Wore Today: vans
Your Weakness: geez....I dunno
Your Fears: doctors
Your Perfect Pizza: mushroom, olive and sausage
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: open my own business
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: shit, I was gonna get up earlier!
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Your Bedtime: whenever I feel like it
Your Most Missed Memory: being a kid
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi!
MacDonalds or Burger King: in-n-out
Single or Group Dates: Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: paradise ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: second hand style
Do you Swear: fuck no!
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yep
Do you want to get Married: yes...someday
Do you belive in yourself: I have to, you else is going to
Do you get Motion Sickness: never
Do you think you are Attractive: hell yes
Are you a Health Freak: sometimes, just when it comes to overprocessed food
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: I love them
Do you play an Instrument: guitar a little
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: lol......yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes ;)
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: oh hell no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: hmmm....yes from trader joe's
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: lol...nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: aww......nope :(
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: hell no....I have too much pride for that
Ever been Drunk: oh shit...of course
Ever been called a Tease: yes >:]
Ever been Beaten up: no....I give out the beatings around here
Ever Shoplifted: once......a princess hat from disaneyland when I was in high school
How do you want to Die: when I am really super old
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I am not sure yet
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: any
Favourite Hair Color: eh....no preference
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than my at the very least....
Weight: any
Best Clothing Style: nothing too trendy
Number of Drugs I have taken: 3
Number of CDs I own: too many to count
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: zip
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Heroes:

Anyone who does their own thing and blazes their own path. Oh....and Willa of course :)

My Blog

Thought there could be a cure.......

 Funny how its human to be scared. For the longest time I was petrified. Success, failure, heartbreak, love, needs, wants all kept me on my toes. I finally let go of those things. Progress must n...
Posted by Cedar Marie (just like the tree) on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 10:05:00 PST

My biological clock ticked&&

    Pretty loudly actually. I was in a Disney store about a week ago looking for a travelers coffee mug (a Tinkerbelle one to be exact). Whilst I was giving the store a quick look-over, I sp...
Posted by Cedar Marie (just like the tree) on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 04:35:00 PST

song by the killers that I love right now.........

Time it tells living in my home town, Wedding bells they begin easyLive it down, baby don't talk that much,Baby knows, but baby don't tease me.In the park we could go walking,Drown in the dark or we c...
Posted by Cedar Marie (just like the tree) on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 06:29:00 PST

i came to realize

1. I've come to realize that, my last ex:  was just a waste of time2. I've come to realize that, when I talk:  I often don't say everything on my mind3. ive come to realize that i love: ...
Posted by Cedar Marie (just like the tree) on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:44:00 PST

Love isn’t a feeling, it’s an ability.

   Love. The whole world buys and sells it.  We all seem to put prices and demands on it.  I always thought the it was enough to have it but,  I have come ...
Posted by Cedar Marie (just like the tree) on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 05:46:00 PST

give it up

 I want to rip out your insidesRebuild you from the inside outstronger, fresher, cleanTake away what you can do with out I want to clear your head,Shake a few memories outsweep some under the rug...
Posted by Cedar Marie (just like the tree) on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 11:07:00 PST

maybe youll get it

  Been betting on a dead man's handstacking the chips on the aces and eightslately its a loser betgot bigger sights than these neon lightsburning both ends of the night.Been betting all on a solo...
Posted by Cedar Marie (just like the tree) on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 07:22:00 PST

rip

I am prepared to spend my living days In pursuit of you.   Paths twist and turn Your footsteps are not catering to my decisions Thousands of miles in me  that do nothing but burn An infern...
Posted by Cedar Marie (just like the tree) on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 04:12:00 PST

running

Got caught chasing stardust, Blindly dancing through the avenue Catching the tail end of night Grasping it between my fingers.   Scrimmage as I will, Between the right and wrongs, I've got the ...
Posted by Cedar Marie (just like the tree) on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 03:12:00 PST

untitled

We are the restless ones, Young and full of fight Pumped up on politics and starbuck's Carrying the weight of the world On our already weighted shoulders We've been eating newspapers for b...
Posted by Cedar Marie (just like the tree) on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 04:11:00 PST