Strange and New | 
Ever since I started taking better care of myself physically people have been treating me differently.  Men actually pay attention to me now---not just the nasty, desperate, old perverts--but young at... Posted by  on Tue, 21 Jul 2009 23:20:00 GMT | 
Do I or Don't I? | 
It's hard to know what I really want sometimes.  I think (maybe?) it would be nice to be with someone, and there are a lot of times when it seems that my spells of lonliness stem from the lack of some... Posted by  on Tue, 26 May 2009 17:20:00 GMT | 
Burning a Bridge | 
It's I guess sad, or maybe a bit weird when you realize that certain actions you've repeated almost your entire life stem from one very simple thing.  And I suppose I'll take a chance here and be some... Posted by  on Fri, 08 May 2009 14:12:00 GMT | 
Happy Stuffff | 
Maybe I never seem happy, because my blogs can be so negative....nahh. I just prefer writing through bad moods and feelings, and experiencing and wrapping myself up in the good times. The good things ... Posted by  on Thu, 09 Apr 2009 18:32:00 GMT | 
Upset | 
I wrote something and erased it. I'm glad I did. It was very angry. I'm angry because I am hurt.  Why does it matter so much what people think?  Raise me up then let me down.  Call me a friend and the... Posted by  on Thu, 02 Apr 2009 19:12:00 GMT | 
I miss...... | 
*All my kitties--all my pets for that matter.*Being short (well, shorter than I am now) and being small and thus being able to zip up trees and do handstands and summersalts (how is it exactly that yo... Posted by  on Thu, 15 Jan 2009 20:18:00 GMT | 
What Indeed.... | 
Your legs are weak, so I will carry you there. When you tell me you are ready I will set you down and we can both lay amongst them--we are a guest you see; for however long. Set the glass amongst the ... Posted by  on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 22:58:00 GMT | 
much happy :) | 
I don't feel bored anymore! Life is good. School has started up once again and it was exactly what I needed. No longer am I feeling anxious and restless throughout the day. I feel like everything is a... Posted by  on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 02:04:00 GMT | 
Bored | 
I am so bored. I have things to do but that's not the point. I'm so excited about the quarter starting this monday. I want books, reading, studies!!!!!!!!! I want my brain to explode from the knowledg... Posted by  on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 00:25:00 GMT | 
Shove me away | 
Those invisible limbs with the strength to penetrate my skin, my skeleton, the force and weight of my body. I hate you...I despise you....if you were flesh I would expend the last bit of my ... Posted by  on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 18:49:00 GMT |