Death,suicide,love...i know im a fool..LIFE IS YOUR POOL OF LUST, AS U SWIM THROUGH, YOUR SKIN GIVES WAY AND PRUNS LIKE UR BRAIN AFTER A JOINT,THOUGHTS WITHERING MELTING LIKE YOUR HEART, AND THEN WHEN U THINK ITS ALMOST OVER THE POISEN DRAINS UP UR THROAT LIKE A RIVER OF WASTE....THEN U SLOWLY DIE OUT LIKE TRADITIONS PAST ONLY TO BE FORSKAKEN, AND THEN RAPED BACK INTO SCOCIATY.....
All I want is love, nothing else matters as long as u love me I`ll kill myself trying to make u happy, and all I want is love I mean im still somewhat human I need things to keep me happy ^_^ its rare that ill do something that I know will upset someone purposely... i know some people hate me cuase im not like normal,stable,SaNe people corse some people like me for the same reason`s. The usual thing i here is "ur a freak" which i havent had anyone say to my face...lucky them. I got and always will have the love of my friends, and i think without them id probably be dead by now...im domenet if i must be but im usualy passive.p.s. I dont do what i do for attention i do it cause it shows who Iam no the inside.....I LOVE YOU KIM 33333333 ILL LOVE YOU FOREVER I PROMISE!!!!
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MARILYN MANSON (this song is the story i can relate to, my life has been shit and all i have left are the scars mother earth has given and still the pain remains....still a slave im yet....) "Man That You Fear"the ants are in the sugar the muscles atrophied we're on the other side, the screen is us and we're t.v. spread me open, sticking to my pointy ribs are all your infants in abortion cribs I was born into this everything turns to shit the boy that you loved is the man that you fear pray until your number, asleep from all your pain, your apple has been rotting tomorrow's turned up dead i have it all and i have no choice but to i'll make everyone pay and you will see you can kill yourself now because you're dead in my mind the boy that you loved is the monster you fear peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark, you've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear pray your life was just a dream the cut that never heals pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream (I am so tangled in my sins that I cannot escape) pinch the head off, collapse me like a weed someone had to go this far I was born into this everything turns to shit the boy that you loved is the man that you fear peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark, you've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear pray your life was just a dream the cut that never heals pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream the world in my hands, there's no one left to hear you scream there's no one left for you