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About Me

This is so difficult. How well can we really know ourselves. I bet its not enough to sum ourselves up in a few sentences. What i do know is i do have a handfull of amazing friends who care, you guys keep me going. I got a brother who is my best friend. I have lived life to excess, with the pedal all the way to the floor. And as such, life has passed way to fast, iam to young to feal this old, and i have my fare share of regrets and sorrow. I have seen the worst in my fellow man, given my best hoping maybe there is reason to all the hurt. and after all of it, being to the vary bottom facing my most severe demons, and being so high that i feel i am soring above it all, i find myself so lost, hoping that someone can help me find my way out of this choas. Alas, maybe this choas is the essence of what life is. Maybe we really are all fucked. I dunno.

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My Blog

adieu

This i do knowwithout love there is woeand the pain we must carry along.so just sing me a songwhat or hearts always longIts the meter and time we adoreso we'll dance or sick dancesuch a pestulant ball...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 02:25:00 GMT

Farewell

So much pain, hopes lost along the way. I can recall all the tears, every drop so indiscribabley painful. I have twisted into this black mass of hate and anger. Turn from me, i cant bare you to see th...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 00:03:00 GMT

Brains

it occured to me tonight that as a kid i never had anything cute or exciting on my walls. Like stars or cars. I never had any nifty light switch covers. Shit, i am twenty five and have never ridden a ...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jan 2009 23:59:00 GMT

Freedom

People, it seems, have become so complacent. Slowly selling there freedom away one fat ass dollar at a time. People are scared to stand up for them selves and fight for there freedom. what they dont r...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 13:33:00 GMT

our last kiss

we shared our last kiss under a crisp december sky.how the starlight reflected beautifully in your eyesyou told me you loved me as you turned to gothe taste of your lips, never again shall i know.ill ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 21:52:00 GMT

cold

As hurt, turns to pain, than to anger and resintment, a change happens. This tempest of emotions spins out of control and hastely turns in to such a caucophony of feelings, a sensory overload.  U...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 08:34:00 GMT

if it wasnt for pain

I have had some amazing highs in my life. But it seems like they are shortly followed by such soul crushing lows. when things are good i am so terrified that its all going to fall apart, and it always...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Nov 2008 09:10:00 GMT

carrion of the heart

Black angel of my heart murder now the beating vestage of life swoop down from clouds like carrion crows for the waste of love leave nothing, cast not a weary eye. for what once beat now is devoured h...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 01:20:00 GMT

the color of love is black

you ripped out my heart, yet not before you touched it so gently i wouldn't have fallen so far, if you hadn't picked me up so high loss drenched in the heartache of regret and vengence in the absence ...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 00:24:00 GMT

things i can not change

I'd hold you forever I promised you than The moon on your face with love and a grin Now with sorrow we part the saddest of woe Misdeed and misfortune or hearts hasten to sow Your love over whelmed me ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 00:45:00 GMT