*Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM*

About Me

My name is Kirstin, I am 21, and I love life.....I live off of my adreniline and will be bored with no sense of adventure in my life....I love to doodle, and swing, I never dwell on something for too long, fuck it I am over it......you might think that you know me, that you are picking up on what I am really putting down, but really you are probably out in left field and assuming something else.....some tend to do that...never assume the worst from people until they prove the worst, because assuming shit makes an ass out of U and Me...........I find most people intriguing and always want to know more.... I want to feel passion, I want to feel pain. I want to weep at the sound of your name. Come make me laugh, come make me cry... just make me feel alive.

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My Interests

chillaxing, listening to music, hanging out with my friends, watching movies, meeting new people....the basics

I'd like to meet:

Kevin Smith, Mos Def, my future....

Music:

Panic! at the disco, Weezer, GreenDay, The Beatles, The Doors Portishead, Ween, Atmosphere, Garth Brooks, Frank Sinatra, Shakira, From Autum to Ashes, Fall Out Boy, CCR, Gorillaz, Dashboard Confessional, Seia, Dave Matthews Band, James Blunt, Josh Martinaz, Black Eyed Peas, Damion Rice

Movies:

SLC PUNK, TRAPPED IN THE CLOSET,(the r kelly hip opera) BLACK BEAUTY, MALL RATS, DOGMA, CHASING AMY, ANYTHING KEVIN SMITH, CLOSER, MEET JOE BLACK, SOME KIND OF WONDERFUL, THE BREAKFAST CLUB, CRASH, SOUL FOOD, THE GOONIES, WILD HEARTS CANT BE BROKEN, THE HORSE WHISPERER, WILLY WONKA AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY, CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY, BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN, RENT, SIDWAYS, THERE ARE MANY MORE...

Television:

My Super Sweet 16, Real World, Family Guy, and maybe some more Family Guy! I don't watch tv all that often I gu ess

My Blog

battles within ourselves

So everyday I fight this battle within myself....and if you know me at all you would know that I am a lover and not a fighter, and you might think that I am a strong person, admirable and what not, bu...
Posted by *Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM* on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 02:25:00 PST

mood swing

Do you ever have one of those days where you wake up and for some reason you just can't find it in you to be the happy chipper self you usually are.......I had one of those days today, not that I was ...
Posted by *Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM* on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 02:15:00 PST

to clear up the confusion

there is one thing I came to realize this weekend, where I thought I was ready for just random play......and good times, I am not, I am read to be someones everything, someone who will treat me like I...
Posted by *Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM* on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 02:07:00 PST

listen kids

drinking is very bad for you.......I got a fake ID though.....naw, but I have come to realize I need a babysitter when I am drunk......to keep me from being fucking stupid......I used to know my limit...
Posted by *Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM* on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 10:49:00 PST

simple.....so much that it is complex?

the simplicity of me is actually just that, simple, if you have a question, then ask it, chances are, you read to deep into something and are way out in left field with what I am thinking, so dont bea...
Posted by *Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM* on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 01:28:00 PST

alright, it is fine now.....

I am over you, (him), and I miss you enough to know that you can not fall out of my life, you are my best something, more then a friend, on a level like a sister, and I made sure I got over it fast, s...
Posted by *Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM* on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 04:46:00 PST

my love for you is fading away

I saw you the other day, and the feelings that I have had for you for the past 6 years were not as strong, you didnt make my stomach tingle, or make my heart flutter, you were just there, and so was I...
Posted by *Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM* on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 10:38:00 PST

I say what I mean

So when I say I am going to move on, I really means I am, and when I say that you are still my everything it really means that you are, but you being my everything does not mean that everything pertai...
Posted by *Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM* on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 12:39:00 PST

I love you....

but I can no longer have you physically in my life......you will notice that you will not be removed from my number one, you will always be my number one, you always have been, but you were right, and...
Posted by *Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM* on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 10:04:00 PST

I want it so bad......

So i want it so bad.......even though I know the evil it pocesses, I still want it and I feel completely selfish for it.......because even though there is an evilness to it all, the feeling can be eup...
Posted by *Everything I'm NOT made me everything I AM* on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 06:30:00 PST