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PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions

Don't get it twisted... im just living my life.....

About Me



you think you know? but you have no idea...my whole being is something very difficult to swallow... there are so many different sides to me that its all just hard to understand.. im querky.. hyper... a geek... athletic...im a sweetheart.. music junkie... hiphop follower...chef..single mother .. artist...car freak...a b*tch..i am a camera hoe jsut love takin pictures..but there are soft sides to me...i love being in the serenity of the beach.. just love the hugs and kisses my son gives me..passionate about the culinary arts..passionate about everything that surrounds my life..alot of people tell me that im a bitch the first time around but when u peel of my layers im a sweetheart. im not a brat im not a socialite.. but i do love the lime light like every other person.

my life rotates around my work..son..family..friends..and of course myself...

My Interests

SoCcEr... BeAcH... BeAcH SoCcEr... ChiLLiN...pLaYiN' pOoL...BaBy BlUe... SeTtIn' Up MaH BaBy (cAr) ... DrAg RaCiN'...MuSiC.... HiP-HoP....LifE... FloWiN'... SpORtS.... FoOtBaLl.... My TeAm " TiTaNS "...... My BaBy BoI... fLaG fOoTbAlL....fLaG fOoTbAlL FrIeNdS......MuSiC...CoOkInG....BoOks... HiP hOp CuLtUrE..........

I'd like to meet:

my thoughts and inner emotion...DAZED AND CONFUSED i awoke today... dazed and confused flusterred with emotions.. and over powered with sorrow..my body felt heavy... my soul felt weakevery breathe i tried to utter sounded bleek..i light my cigarette and inhale the smoke... as i exhale my spirit starts to float..dazed and confused am i.. what do i really feel...am i just dreaming or is all of this real....-pnai angel-

Music:

.. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- Joe Buddens - Pump It Up -- .. Video provided by KEKAI BOYhiphop, rNb, soul

Television:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Info
Name: ricca
Birthday: august 28
Birthplace:
Current Location: p.i.
Eye Color: hazel brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed: right handed
Your Heritage: filipino/spanish
The Shoes You Wore Today: sneaker... (sneaker pimp)
Your Weakness: my son....
Your Fears: uh!?!?!?!.....
Your Perfect Pizza: chesse and more cheese!? :)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: graduate!!!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: wtf!!
Thoughts First Waking Up: i gotta pee
Your Best Physical Feature: hmmmm......... my ass?!
Your Bedtime: wats a bedtime!?
Your Most Missed Memory: hmmmmm.. let me get bak to you on that
Pepsi or Coke: does rum coke count!?
MacDonalds or Burger King: ewwww fast food....
Single or Group Dates: cant i do both!?
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocoalte
Cappuccino or Coffee: aslong as it has caffine
Do you Smoke: hmmmm.. sohuld i say yes?!
Do you Swear: all the f*cking time
Do you Sing: yuh? like who dosnt
Do you Shower Daily: of course!
Have you Been in Love: yuh......
Do you want to go to College: i am in college!!!
Do you want to get Married: yuh i do actually
Do you belive in yourself: course i DO!!
Do you get Motion Sickness: can sum1 pass me a barf bag
Do you think you are Attractive: attractive? yuh.. more like adorable hehehehe
Are you a Health Freak: im so so
Do you get along with your Parents: yuh i do actaully... dont u?
Do you like Thunderstorms: yuh i love em
Do you play an Instrument: dows my ipod count!?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: like hmmm.. like yuh!!
In the past month have you Smoked: hmmmmm should i say yes?!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: hell noh!!!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yuh.. with my bestfriend :)
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yuh to buy vodka hehehe
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yup.. mmmmm sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage: does the djs booth count in a club!?!?
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope....
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: hmmmmm i sohuld have
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no i dont do that
Ever been Drunk: yes!!
Ever been called a Tease: yes!
Ever been Beaten up: sad to say yes,.. in the football field playing football
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: dont aks me that
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a great chef
What country would you most like to Visit: spain
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown
Favourite Hair Color: mixed colors....
Short or Long Hair: short or no hair hehehe
Height: 6 up....
Weight: hmmmmmmmm not to skinny or not too fat!!!!
Best Clothing Style: fun... athletic.... casual.. sporty....funky...
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1
Number of CDs I own: tons!!!
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing.. i never regret anything
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My Blog

offf day

*sigh*alots been going on lately.... alot of good and some bad...well im gonna be leaving for canada soon :)i gots me a new man :)sons starting school :)lifes been good :)on the other hand...am leavin...
Posted by PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 09:50:00 PST

mind is blank

as i lay in bed with my eyes wide open i see my life pass or am i jsut dreaming. is this really my life or my fate? all these feelings i feel while im wide awake........is what i feel real? or is thi...
Posted by PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 07:19:00 PST

...im not

.....why is it that when you feel happiness and find that one meaning why life is good. people will always try to crush it and break you in millions of tiny pieces....as i try to grasp for the last br...
Posted by PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 08:29:00 PST

normal and abnormal

normanlity and abnormality...... who gets to choose who is what... its just like sane and insane.... who gets to tell whom from another.... in my case i jsut grasp and inhale every intoxication ...
Posted by PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 10:37:00 PST

west ice....

....as i sit in my pourch and watch the day go byi sit and light my west ice..asi puff and exhale the rythm gets rythmic..as i inhale and exhale... its a movement a rythm...i inhale my insanity and ex...
Posted by PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 07:07:00 PST

utter shock

..... when i opened my myspace account i had a few messageswhile i was reading them one of my messagesutterly shocked me.... it was a message saying that one of my friends died....actually he shot him...
Posted by PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 06:38:00 PST

life....

why is it so easy to say that i will live life..but in the actuality of it all its not.there are so many agendas going aroundthat makes us so busy to realize that what we want is not truly there yet.w...
Posted by PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 08:54:00 PST

heartbroken..

why do i allow myself to get so involved..why do i let my heart go in so deep..why do i care so much...but in the end it all goes wrong..i broke my heart one to many times....am i gonna break it again...
Posted by PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 05:02:00 PST

you think you know

you think you know? but you have no idea....do you really think you know me? you know and fully grasps the ins and outs of me?my quirks? my momento? my flow?my thoughts and my inner yearnings?....... ...
Posted by PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 07:13:00 PST

pnai angels original words

.... as i lay my head down to sleep, i pray to god my soul to keep, tkae me swifty so i wont wake, take my soul so my heart wont ache.....as i remember yesterday i start weeping a life i am seeking no...
Posted by PnAiAnGeL = mixed emotions on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 07:51:00 PST