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courtney amazing

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fast cars, danger, fire and knives.

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the procession of empty hearts

if i could go back and change one thing out of my life right at this momentit would be to have you last just a little longer.i only wanted the best for you.i gave you what i knew but it wasnt enough.i...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Oct 2009 14:29:00 GMT

is this it??

Oh, where you layYour head tonightI'll roll away aloneAnd close on down
Posted by on Mon, 05 Oct 2009 23:17:00 GMT

ode to the graveyard beyond my fence.

5 years of comfort gone with the passing of nonsense.memories of lost loves and lost friends and new friends leak out of my banks.when i wake up in the morningbefore i go to bedall extinquishedover th...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Sep 2009 11:29:00 GMT

time means nothing... say that youll stay.

im full of resentment.&anger.&bitterness.with a damaged lip.&damaged ego.&damaged heart.all included with grey hairs&bit fingernails&wrinkles.  the collapse.
Posted by on Wed, 09 Sep 2009 11:58:00 GMT

black sheep, white sheep, grey sheep, little sheep with the golden fleece.

one is gold.one is pure.one is neutral.one is shit.one is blame free.one is forgiven.one is climbing.one is shit.one is worry-lessone is hard working.one is so-so.one is shit.one has a future.one has ...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Aug 2009 19:43:00 GMT

i felt i was on fire..

..with the things i coulda told you, i just assumed that you eventually would ask.and i wouldnt have to bring up my so badly broken heartand all those months i just wanted to sleepbut spring it did co...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Aug 2009 13:15:00 GMT

the other night...

the other nightwhen i had drunk that southern whiskeyand i saw that shooting star spill out of the big dipper. i had wished for a vague pleasantrya sign of any sorts.something to give me a peaceand a ...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Jul 2009 19:14:00 GMT

its the trees of this day that i do battle with for the light.

HEY!!! do you ever think about me too??people are telling me that im stuck on repeat.i dont want to be.give me a freakin sign.even if its a bad one.please??also...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 18:05:00 GMT

if you talk this man may die, falling in love rocks.

i cannotcannotcannot stop dreaming about you. most of the time its nothing different.or extreme.or sexual.just hanging out with everybody.or sometimes your siblings [odd].or just us.sometimes we hold ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 11:58:00 GMT

and really when i comes down to it, pick a man thats down to fight.

"did you ever think that maybe its you??"why yes, ive thought it all along. yet no one would agree with it until you did. so thanks for that.yes i am pretty abrasive.totally uncertain.very clueless.wh...
Posted by on Tue, 26 May 2009 16:18:00 GMT