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stare at me now on your way down...

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

♥ lovers ♥

feast your eyes, I'm the only one
control me, console me
cause that's just how it should be done
oh all your history's like fire from a busted gun
I show some love and respect
upon a better life of regret
baby, can't you see that the gazing eye won't lie
don't give up your lover tonight, now.
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

more people in general. if you're that interested, drop me a line. :) i'm harmless for the most part... i promise.
people who inspire me...
musically, politically, or otherwise. like this guy here...

My Blog

damn it feels good to be a gangsta. ;D

so yes yes yes... HELL WEEK is over, and it was a triumphant display of epic proportions....ok, maybe not but this week went by a WHOLE lot smoother than i had anticipated.exams are all done as of 15 ...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 08:35:00 GMT

i can heal the blind/i can cure the sick/i can say the right things...

so as i type this i'm on my new lappy. Her name is Cecilia (Ceci for short.) and she's just about the sexiest thing I've ever seen. ;)had a lot of shit going on recently, but that's all by the wayside...
Posted by on Sun, 10 May 2009 22:47:00 GMT

playlist while i finish my work this week... (and rest before hell week...)

songs - bandairbag, climbing up the walls, let down  - radioheadapathy is a cold body, the realist, parks and what you meant to me, for a bandaged iris - poison the wella better place - army of anyone...
Posted by on Mon, 04 May 2009 09:22:00 GMT

i'll die before they break me....

a heart can only break so much before it has to bleed i want to split myself open and bleed it out for you until the sharp pain washes away to dull throbs to nothing i know t...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 17:42:00 GMT

truth comes out under the influence....

Neverlost - Smashing PumpkinsAll hands on deck Setting sail to get wrecked off course You make what you want of me I will keep you anyway Let's fill these hours and kill desire Le...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 16:23:00 GMT

summer plans. :D

1. hitting up every festival/music venue in the city that i can...2. two classes @ harold washington3. pitchfork4. lollapalooza with my family and friends... (we're all going. yay!!)5. turning 25 year...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 09:52:00 GMT

songs i've had in my head all day...

even tho refused are fucking dead.... they are the only punk band i will ever love....refused - protest song 68' To sing you must first open your mouth,you must have a pair of lungs,and a...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 15:23:00 GMT

i need to go to sleep after this...

I thought I felt your shape but I was wrongReally all I felt was falsely strongI held on tight and closed my eyesIt was dumb I had no sense of your sizeIt was dumb to hold so tightBut la...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 00:36:00 GMT

daddy's little girl....

is what i am so since today's daddy's birthday, i'm making dinner. :)i've been getting various ego boosts lately and they make me feel awesome... super fucking awesome...three more weeks and school's ...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Apr 2009 12:50:00 GMT

I am the best you'll ever have... ;)

I'm the best you'll ever haveYou're the best I'll never havePain...Gone.Rain...Stop.Sun...Shine.You're...Mine.Here kitty kitty kittyMOMMY MOMMY MOMMY MOMMY MOMMYListen:listen through the...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 19:27:00 GMT