Bethany Aint So Lovely Anymore™ [F.M.G.D.]

About Me

HEY! the name is Bethany.

"The brightest light i can see is the one you give to me when you smile"
im not a little girl so do treat me like one and dont think that i cant take care of myself. ive been doing it for 17 years nothings going to change because u came in and out of my life.
IM NOT LIKE ANYOTHER PERSON YOU WILL MEET EVER SO DONT COMPARE ME TO ANYONE ELSE
ive made my mistakes with my family and my firends and my love life. theres nothing i can do about it tho. its in the past. i will admit i can be a bad person sometime. i have my faults. but i try to learn from them and i admit my mistakes.
you will never know the side of me your going to get
im normally the same but depending on my day i can change in an instant
im a blonde naturally but i can act stupider then i really am
sit down and have a real conversation with me and i will prove to you in two minutes that i am not stupid at all
i make funny noises so just leave it!!!
im a very random person. if you cant tell by now
ive switched so many schools it doesnt even matter
i get hyper at times but at others i get really calm and dont really talk...
i like to blast my music so i cant think of anything else .. which probably bugs all the people that live near me...im in to every type of music for the most part
i sing to the stupidest songs.but i have fun doing it
i have younger siblings that i miss with every part of me
i found out that when i get really nervous i talk like theres no tomorrow and i wont shut up... which a few of my freinds have said that i must be nervous all the time then..
i can act a little stupid at times but i am the way i am im not going to change the way i act for a person
my friends are my life and my family and they mean everything to me
im not that open of a person it usually takes a while for me to tell people things
im not in a relationship... and id rather not have one in my opinion guys are assholes but hey girls are bitches so its just fun
i would usually try anything once...
i drink...
i smoke....
JUDGE ME ALL YOU WANT cause i bet you anything im jugding myself and you at the same time
im a pretty easy person to get along with but if u dont like me then u dont it really doesnt matter to me because chances r if u dont like me i dont like u..
i dont really no wat else to say about myself.. my family is from england... like any girl i hate the way i look... i have 3 brothers and 2 sisters... and then and ex step-brothers who i still consider my brother... umm yea.. anything else u want to no just ask
..umm... well yea if u want to learn about me my sn is england4ever1990 (really stupid made it when i was like 10) i love talking to new people so if u get bored dont hesitate to im me
well bye luv ya
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My Interests

Movies:

9/20/2007

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Heroes:

REBECCA NICOLE.
this girl i swear.
she's there for me for everything.
six years of a friendship and we still tell eachother everything
we've been through our shit.
have had our other best friends and said things that we shouldnt have said
but we still sum how come back to eachother
when we fight we talk again like nothing ever happened and nuthing ever changed.
we have been there for everything in our lives.
we were fucking attached at the hip.
so much so my mom started calling me becca
through everything we've been through i hold her so close to my heart
i no id die with out her in my life
i am more protective over her more then anything
and i care about her more then anyhting
the one person that can make me laugh thorugh out anyhting that goes on..
i love her with all my heart
she is my heart....fuck those guys..we have eachother.... 4 ever and ever
my becca nicole
TRAVIS
this boy
he is my rock and the thing that keeps me stable when no one else can
he is my straight gay best friend
who has no penis to me
he is my best friend my rock and my love
i would do anything for him any day
if i had the money i would go see him everyday
we have our random conversations about anyhting and i love it
hes the one that keeps me sane
he is the only person that has not stabbed me in the back
i love him with all my heart
i will never forget him
hes the one that keeps me from being toooo much of a bitch
he cheers me up when i am down
and when ever i needed to get out of my house and just talk he would come pick me up at anytime
he drives up here as much as he can to come see me
and i love him for that
he is my straight gay best friend
and always will be
i love u travis with all of my heart from now till forever
JAMIE
this girl i swear.
i love her with all my heart
i honestly havent known her that long but it seems like forever
i dont no what i would do with out her
especially on our random girl days when we just drive around
shes my wild crazy beautiful outspoken doesnt give a fuck beautiful schmee
and i wouldnt trade her for anything
we can just sit or drive around all day and still have fun
she makes me laugh
and when im upset she makes me feel alright
i will keep her in my life and a part of my heart forever
DREW
this kid
i know ive said a lot in the past that a lot of guy friends are like my brother
but he really is
i can say that knowing that we will be friends for a long time
i care about him as much as i do any of my other friends
he is one of my closest friends
and one of the few guys i feel i can talk to when ever i need to
even tho him and jamie can seem to be one person to other people
i see them as 2 completely different ones
and as some part of the worlds plan ended up being thrown into my life
i love this boy like a brother and i am so happy that i am able to see how happy he makes one of my best friends

My Blog

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sick of all the drama.so please if u have it dont bring it to mecause i dont care anymore im bored a tired of it alli have to much drama going on in my own head i dont need urs as well there is ...
Posted by Bethany Aint So Lovely Anymore™ [F.M.G.D.] on Wed, 14 May 2008 09:30:00 PST

to torrance

fuck my life.i allready typed his up. but i pressed the worng button and it didnt save so i have to do it again.ugh!!! okay well everyone knows that i left and i didnt really get to say bye to an...
Posted by Bethany Aint So Lovely Anymore™ [F.M.G.D.] on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 04:07:00 PST