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I like to watch TV in my underwear at 2 in the morning. Chocolate is awesome. I want some shoes with skates in them, they sell them at walmart. I have a lot of friends, my schedule is really quite busy. I'm an artist. I still need to carve pumpkins for Halloween. Josh and I are supposed to this afternoon. I'm tired... and bored. I didn't sleep much last night, I rarely do. John Lennon is my idol, give peace a chance! I work at Bonanza Steakhouse, I have for over a year now. I hate the job but I love the people I work with. I'm moving to Arizona in 2009. I'm really going to miss everyone but I won't be gone for long. People send a lot of text messages. I hate it when I get them when i'm talking on the phone, or when I go to the grocery store and i'm talking on my bluetooth headset and people stare at me, like they think i'm talking to myself? So what if I am???I hate it when i'm cashing someone at work and they won't get off there phone, I get off mine when I get to the register. I hate shopping alone. I love video games. I also love Josh. And my bestfriend Alex. I would do anything for either of them. I hate it when my friends ditch me for drugs or guys treat me like an object. I like to think i'm more fun then drugs and i'm definately not an object. I have a heartbeat, I am alive. I have blue hair, I am bi-sexual... the term people use sounds so funny. I think it doesn't matter what gender someone is. It's there personality you fall in love with. I hate it when guys call other guys fags or queers with the intent of hurting them. I think it's wrong, people should be able to be themselves without being judged. Everyone should be accepted as an individual. I'm against animal testing. I think the drinking age should be 18. I don't use hairspray. My parents got divorced this year, i'm temporarly staying with my father. Beyond that we'll see. My Dad's girlfriend Lisa gets on my nerves. Sometimes I just want to be alone and she's right there, hovering!!!I listen to a lot of different music, I think Don McLean is a lyrical mastermind. He is incredable. I would love to meet him. I don't think you fall out of love with someone, I think you give your heart to someone else. I'm going to class. Have a fantastic day and thanks for reading!! MyGen Profile Generator

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I'd like to meet:

Someone I can have a conversation with.Really I think i've already met him... he's perfect, well almost.

My Blog

Acceptance

It's after 5 on a Sunday. Time I should be spending at work but I overslept. I'm sitting by the fireplace alone. It feels like he's always busy now. Maybe i've lost my touch. This isn't what I wanted....
Posted by on Sun, 20 Dec 2009 15:35:00 GMT

Everything's perfect now

 It surprizes me how much the little things mean to you, the wrong ones. But you wouldn't understand because you're too stubburn to let me in. I just want to forget today and disappear and it isn't ev...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Dec 2009 06:30:00 GMT

Boxers and a t-shirt

I'm sitting at the Computer, I can't believe it's November already. I'm not ready. And I'm not even sure what it is that i'm not ready for. Listening to music that could perfectly describe this situat...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Nov 2009 07:53:00 GMT

I hate this

He's still asleep and i'm sitting on the couch. I thought that he would wake up when I got here. It's an hour later then I had said in the first place. I tried to lay next to him but it hurt too bad ...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Oct 2009 10:32:00 GMT

people

It 's 10:30 & I'm exhausted. This didn't especially classify as a good night. I was supposed to go with Mom this morning but she didn't call then she said it was my fault because I wasn't up when she ...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Oct 2009 20:51:00 GMT

Missing you

It's after four & you haven't called. Regret is pulling at me pretty hard for wanting to see you so much. Maybe I should just let it go. I feel like I've finally crawled out of my little glass box and...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Oct 2009 14:49:00 GMT

Crying.

I got home at 5 yesterday after work. I had to stay late because I had last miute tables. Josh and I were supposed to go out to eat. But my Dad was yelling when I got here and his stupid girlfriend wa...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Oct 2009 07:03:00 GMT

Days drifting together

It's freezing outside already and I haven't even had a chance to enjoy the pretty fall weather. Or long walks. I was looking forward to them all summer. And a companion. I still haven't accomplished t...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Oct 2009 17:54:00 GMT

Kinda bummed...

It's Saturday October 10th. We were supposed to go to Ricks Halloween party tonight but Dad changed his mind. Everything's been different since mom left. The house is always a mess and he never want...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Oct 2009 17:46:00 GMT

It's been awhile.

It's been a long time since i've posted anything, or edited anything. I never check my page anymore. Just too busy I guess. Or i've lost interest. I'm not break from work, venting? I'm so tired of foo...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Aug 2009 13:01:00 GMT