Acceptance |
It's after 5 on a Sunday. Time I should be spending at work but I overslept. I'm sitting by the fireplace alone. It feels like he's always busy now. Maybe i've lost my touch. This isn't what I wanted.... Posted by on Sun, 20 Dec 2009 15:35:00 GMT |
Everything's perfect now |
It surprizes me how much the little things mean to you, the wrong ones. But you wouldn't understand because you're too stubburn to let me in. I just want to forget today and disappear and it isn't ev... Posted by on Fri, 04 Dec 2009 06:30:00 GMT |
Boxers and a t-shirt |
I'm sitting at the Computer, I can't believe it's November already. I'm not ready. And I'm not even sure what it is that i'm not ready for. Listening to music that could perfectly describe this situat... Posted by on Wed, 04 Nov 2009 07:53:00 GMT |
I hate this |
He's still asleep and i'm sitting on the couch. I thought that he would wake up when I got here. It's an hour later then I had said in the first place. I tried to lay next to him but it hurt too bad ... Posted by on Wed, 28 Oct 2009 10:32:00 GMT |
people |
It 's 10:30 & I'm exhausted. This didn't especially classify as a good night. I was supposed to go with Mom this morning but she didn't call then she said it was my fault because I wasn't up when she ... Posted by on Thu, 22 Oct 2009 20:51:00 GMT |
Missing you |
It's after four & you haven't called. Regret is pulling at me pretty hard for wanting to see you so much. Maybe I should just let it go. I feel like I've finally crawled out of my little glass box and... Posted by on Sat, 17 Oct 2009 14:49:00 GMT |
Crying. |
I got home at 5 yesterday after work. I had to stay late because I had last miute tables. Josh and I were supposed to go out to eat. But my Dad was yelling when I got here and his stupid girlfriend wa... Posted by on Wed, 14 Oct 2009 07:03:00 GMT |
Days drifting together |
It's freezing outside already and I haven't even had a chance to enjoy the pretty fall weather. Or long walks. I was looking forward to them all summer. And a companion. I still haven't accomplished t... Posted by on Mon, 12 Oct 2009 17:54:00 GMT |
Kinda bummed... |
It's Saturday October 10th. We were supposed to go to Ricks Halloween party tonight but Dad changed his mind. Everything's been different since mom left. The house is always a mess and he never want... Posted by on Sat, 10 Oct 2009 17:46:00 GMT |
It's been awhile. |
It's been a long time since i've posted anything, or edited anything. I never check my page anymore. Just too busy I guess. Or i've lost interest. I'm not break from work, venting? I'm so tired of foo... Posted by on Sat, 22 Aug 2009 13:01:00 GMT |