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Vanessa

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About Me

myspace layouts :: Get this layout . ***** as most of you that know me personally are aware, my older brother Tim passed away this Saturday April 7th.
we were very close, and me, along with our entire family are devistated by our loss.
losing someone is always hard, but losing someone suddenly and so young in life makes it that much more hard to deal with.
to all of those who have wrote me with your condolences and kind words, thank you very much, it really means alot to me.
hopefully, someday this pain will lessen and i can remember more of the good times we spent together rather than dwelling on the pain of this.
my world is forever changed, and would not be who i am today if i didnt have Tim in my life.
he made me a better person, and loved me unconditionally.
*******
~i love you tim, and you'll always be with me. your baby sister, vanessa~
go to http://www.angelfire.com/country/barbeegal/tim.html to see the page aunt barbie made for tim
im 27 i hate describing myself, theres not much to tell.. i am me, so like it or leave it.

yahoo messenger nick is midnyghtcloud
email addy is [email protected]
if i dont know you, you shouldnt expect me to answer, never know though, i might. weirder things have happened....
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My Interests

if you knew me, then i guess you would know what my interests are...

I'd like to meet:

someone who is as lost as myself. i dont really like people all that much.

Music:

Please sign the petition for Aaron Roe.... it was a very messed up thing that was done to him by the Portsmouth Police Department, and someone needs to be punished for it..... http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/816717963

nin, perfect circle, tool, tori amos, counting crows, live, pj harvey, type o, sarah, sisters of mercy, matchbox 20... too many to name.. no rap.

Movies:

underworld 1 & 2.picky with movies, i get more into reading...

Television:

family guy, com central, discovery channel..im a diverse type of individual...

Books:

havent read anything recently, anne rice/rampling collection, harry potter, twilight is the most recent book that ive read 15 times...

Heroes:

what is a hero? when i meet one, i guess we will just see then...
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My Blog

its all shit

dont kid yourself life sucks fucking bad, nothing is ever good, everyone always leaves you in the end, in one form or another, you may as well as give up now, because it will never be fucking g...
Posted by Vanessa on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 02:38:00 PST

Memories....

  There are so many memories, both good and insane. Tim was the only true friend I had in this life. We had each others back since we were 13. Through it all, we could always count on one another...
Posted by Vanessa on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 05:52:00 PST

Midnyghtcloud

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Posted by Vanessa on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 05:55:00 PST

friday the 13th says it all..........

my first night back to work since this has all happened. it didnt help much, i stared off into space as much as i could, wishing i had something to keep my mind busy while i was in the daze. this hurt...
Posted by Vanessa on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 01:27:00 PST