Ev

I'd like to meet:

the real me

Music:

Kottonmouth Kings, Rammstein, Disturbed, Nirvana, Korn, Metallica, Guns N' Roses, Slipknot, Sublime, Linkin Park, Social Distortin, PENNYWISE, Bad Religion
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Movies:

Grudge, Event Horizon, 9th Gate, Braveheart, Sniper, Romeo & Juliet, American History X, Requim for a Dream, Blow, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Scar Face, Half Baked, and many more ill watch anything once.......

Television:

Dont watch too much tv

Books:

the summons
Glass of Tears

So there I was
just sitting at the bar
with my head hanging low
remembering the good times we had.
I would have crawled into a bottle of whisky
but decided instead to fill my glass with tears.
I came there to sit with the drunks
perhaps to meet someone more miserable than myself.
Though I heard sob stories
and tragedies of all kinds
they only made me miss you all the more

What is a guy supposed to do
when the woman he loves breaks his heart?
How's he supposed to react when his trust
his love
his life
has been broken?

He listens to tales of ancient heartbreak
while drinking deep from a glass of tears
He puts a quarter in the jukebox
and plays the saddest song he can find
Because as a wise man once said,
"The only solace for a broken heart
is bitter company
and the only solace for bitter company
is a pint of bitter beer."

And though I dare not tip a glass for you
nor buy a round in your name
I'll always see your face smiling back
at the bottom of my glass of tears

Every night when I hold you
the world just seems so right
To this day I can’t believe
that the woman in my arms is mine.
It’s like a cross between two dreams
to watch rising sun dance across your face.
Just knowing that you’re there to wipe the tears
stops them before they seep out.
What twist of fate was it
that brought our two souls together?
Did the Gods just mercifully smile upon us?
or did nature make some mistake?
Is this all true? or just another fantasy?
Could this heart beating so close to mine
truly be in love with me?
Or is it just another illusion
one of nature’s cruelest tricks.
If so then all of this joy, all of this heaven
would be just another passing dream.
But if I am dreaming, then let me sleep
Let me spend five more minutes
just five more minutes like this
Because once I wake
If I wake
I know I’ll never love again
because a love like this
can’t be repeated
and a dream like this
you don’t return to.

If I stand here silent
at any time of day
I can hear the hounds calling
calling me away
You see just beyond my realm
there's an endless sea of black
it's filled with drowning souls
but to them I turn my back
Their cries truly pierce my ears
and beat within my heart
Because I know their pain to well
and we're not that far apart
But I leave them there to cry
screaming from the pain
I know that many are dying
dying all in vain
But I can't go back to help them
because they'll pull me in
Instead I just freeze my heart
and ignore the screaming men
By the time they start drowning
I simply do not care
My escape was permanent
from that sea of black despair
So now it's onward that I walk
into the endless night
I leave the screams behind me
because it's not my fight
Maybe I'm cold and evil
but my fight still roars within
and if I turn back now
I know I'll drown again
So please forgive me
you poor souls in that hell
I simply can not help you
I'm just an empty shell...

Heroes:

my elders and all those who have shared there wisdom with me