im not myself...or maybe i am |
okay, im at a point in my life where i am feeling very trapped. at this moment my heart feels like its going 400 beats a minute or not at all. my throat feels constricted, my eyes arent seeing like ... Posted by on Fri, 19 Dec 2008 20:17:00 GMT |
feel like i should put SOMETHING up... |
so since i havent put anything new up for a long time just felt like something somewhere would be a good idea...so its this and here..... Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 15:04:00 GMT |
just updatin... |
h'okay, so, heres teh shtuff. im doin okay. im lookin to go back to college in fall at best or spring at least. gonna pursue art and try contacting a few ppl in the film industry rel... Posted by on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 06:00:00 GMT |
"empty" |
i know its a normal feeling...but that doesnt make it nothing. psh...whos gonna care, honestly. forget it. Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 07:35:00 GMT |
stuff, nothin fancy |
April 17, 2008 So I've decided I have major problems. If I don't get certain things as I expected them I get very upset, like a small child. I don't physically throw a fi... Posted by on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 19:34:00 GMT |
what im dealing with |
i feel sick. im stuck here and im losing it. im thinking about it all the time. i dont want to eat, im having trouble sleeping, i want to run outside and keep going. i want to pack e... Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 20:59:00 GMT |
i really hope it doesnt come to this... |
at this moment i have the severe urge to bash my head against the fireplace. not to the point of death, theres been too much already this week. just to the point of severe injury. i ... Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 05:45:00 GMT |
im feeling twitchy in my hands! |
hello folks. my hands are twitchy and its driving me crazy. so im typing in an attempt to calm them down. i really dont like this. its bugging me like mad! my palms are all "noooooo im not sitting sti... Posted by on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 20:03:00 GMT |
updated manual of me |
hello again to all. ive decided to update my little post about me. some things have changed and so i have as well. for one alex broke up with me and it happened forever ago so if you didnt... Posted by on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 08:01:00 GMT |
me |
Hello. This is just a little "training manual" about me, just to tell you what I'm like. First off, I am weird. I admit it. Nor am I a girly girl. I l... Posted by on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 16:38:00 GMT |