Queen of fucking everything

All about me huh...Well I was born and raised in good old East Wenatchee WA..For those of you who have no idea where that is...i guess the closest town you would recognise would be BUTT FUCK EGYPT!! It is in the middle of no where Washington. But i do love it...its a place that has always felt like home. I moved to Seattle for school... then a year later i moved to New York to work as a model, i rose to the top of New York social society and went to every fabulous party, every movie opening and met every "it" person you could imagine. I learned that the world of celebrity is not what it appears to be. Half the marrages are just PR stunts to promote movies and most of the people are completely different than the way they are portrayed in the tabloids. I had an incredible life that anyone would envy accept for me, although i had a blast it was not what i wanted out of life. I want more than to just be one of the beautiful people. Growing up i was a fat, akward person, it reflected in every aspect of my life. All i wanted was to be beautiful and popular and then i got it and realized its not all life is cracked up to be. I fell in love with a guy from Amsterdam (who looks like brad pitt) and was there for a little bit. Long story short I couldn't stay, even though i loved him it just was not enough. I wanted true love, you know the kind that makes your heart skip a beat and the world slows down for a little bit when they are around you. I guess it will find me when its ready... and I am ok with that. So i have moved back to that little town that i grew up in. I started college and will be transfering back to UW in the fall to major in International Business. I have time to unwind and figgure things out. I have always been 22 goin on 40 but now i get to be young again. I am taking every advantage of that.. .believe me. So after 3 1/2 years of being one of the glitterati..i now rejoin the real world.. with more confidence and a tougher skin that i really did need to be able to do anything that i want... and get everything out of life. I guess after my novel about my life i will just leave you with a final thought. "Don't ask for an easier life; ask to be a stronger person. Sometimes you just have to take the leap, and build your wings on the way down." PUT YOUR ABOUT ME SECTION HERE! Changes may take up to 2 mins to show on your profile