i miss |
i miss...butterfliesholding handsknowing lookssecret smileskissessnugglessinging harmonieslaughswaking up next to someonestaring at them thinking...how could I be so lucky?sweet textsgoodnight phone c...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Nov 2008 23:01:00 GMT |
*sigh* rant rant rant. |
i think I'm messed up. seriously. I think there something wrong in my head that pushes guys away. i never seem to be enough. something is always lacking. or maybe its nothing i do. maybe its just my m...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 21:58:00 GMT |
some kind of poem thing |
what do i have to do?to open your eyes to whats in front of you?cry? laugh? scream? bite? sing?will you see if i go away?will you realize if i was gone?id do anything to make you seethat im right for ...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Nov 2008 09:24:00 GMT |
shitty shit. |
why does everything shitty happen to me in the fall?
The fall is my favorite season. I feel the change in weather and the change in me every time i walk out the door. But for some reason, the trend ha...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 08:32:00 GMT |
Passion |
I watched Legally Blonde the musical tonight, and there were points in it that i just cried. Not because of the music or the storyline, but because it hurts so bad that thats not where I am. I am not ...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 22:36:00 GMT |
just in case... |
so my mom told me something today...my unle Claude died on monday. He'd been fighting pancreatic cancer for a long time, and he just went to sleep and didn't wake up. We knew it wouldnt be long, but w...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 23:00:00 GMT |
Conundrum |
I'm caught between wanting to be completely fine with who I am, and wanting to drastically change.I dont know which way to go. or what to do. I hold everything in everday. i dont bitch about things be...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 22:57:00 GMT |
the Miss factor |
ya know usually im fine. i can go all day without thinking of him. and then !!!BAM!!! im on the verge of tears. something will spark a memory and i just go back to when things were ok. When we would s...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 23:10:00 GMT |
cant sleep. |
its 6am and i cant sleep. I talked to Jed last night. After 4 months youd think you know a person. Apparently he hates everything i love. He hates "the way i live." he thinks i dont respect myself or ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 03:25:00 GMT |
....not again... |
it happened again. i cant believe it happened again. i never thought i could be so happy..and now its gone. i didnt even see it coming. i feel like ive been hit by a mac truck. (and look like it too) ...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 04:11:00 GMT |
