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About Me

Updating due to requests
Give me some time, busy with other stuff.
Im with my Little bro next to capastrano beach. That's what my R1 looked like after a car crash(front,side damage) and the stunt crash(top of gas tank, top of tail damage, how else) twisted~ barroled whatever, kicks ass.
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ABOUT ME(RICHIE) by Abbe
WHO I AM:
In a nutshell, I am a hateful bastard. I have a wooden heart that only a few females on this planet can turn. But I don't really trust females, anyway. They're deceiving and obtuse creatures. This could be directly rooted to my own domineering mother.
Actually, it's hard for me to trust anyone, because I over-analyze and over-think everything. It is the curse of the intellectual. Another curse of the intellectual is; self-consciousness. I am very painfully aware of my height and of its inadequacy. I try to make for it by building a lot of muscle and tone. I also ride motorcycles. This wall of metal and muscle is one big facade, though. I am really fragile and weak on the inside. I've been hurt and abandoned by everyone I know in some way or another, so you cannot really blame me. I don't really know how to deal with my past, so I am slowly self-destructing. The lines between hate and desire are slowly blurring. And the role of victim is really easy to play.
Contrary to what some people might lead you to believe, I'm not a total fucking monster. I've got my good qualities, too. Everyone does. I am surprisingly affectionate and loyal towards those that I care for. I may hate with a fiery passion, but I also love with total abandon. I am a non-conformist in every aspect. My taste in food, music, and films is very particular. My sense of style is both bold and unique. My sense of humor, however macabre or offensive it may be, is still healthy and generally harmless. (Exception; when I play BEAR KNUCKLE BOXING) And no matter what I tell you or how many times I hurt you, Danny...I love you, too, little booger. I'll try to take into much more careful consideration the fact that you're still growing and need guidance.
WHO I WAS:
It's a bit of an armchair cliche, but I became who I am when my father left. I've been walking around with a big hole inside myself since. His departure was equally the most significant and heart-breaking thing that ever happened to me. But now my "break up" is competing with that. My life is just one big bowl of cherries.
WHAT INTERESTS ME:
Salvation.
THE PERFECT GIRL FOR ME:
She is patient, understanding, and caring. She's wholesome (no body art or piercings or weird kinks) and ambitious (many goals and aspirations but fierce determination)...but a tiger in bed. She's just as equally psychotic and obsessed with me as I am with her. She motivates me. She inspires me to be a better person. And she's hot beyond belief.
And that's the way the cookie crumbles.
_____By Abbe______

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Updating due to requests
Give me some time, busy with other stuff.

Oh God...
Where are you now?
And what you gonna do
About the mess I've made
If there was ever a soul to save
It must be me
It must be me

Dear god...
Oh how can I survive?
Will I make this drop this dive?
When it all comes to this
I'm looking down at the abyss
Where you don't exist
You don't exist

but if you hear me
If you can see me...
I know I can't be that strong
'Cause everything I ever did went wrong
Everything I ever did went wrong

Oh god
Now where do I come in?
Gone and broken everything
So I hope you'll understand
if someone needed a helping hand
It must be now
It must be now

    and all that could have been

BREEZE STILL CARRIES THE SOUND
MAYBE I'LL DISAPPEAR
TRACKS WILL FADE IN THE SNOW
YOU WON'T FIND ME HERE

ICE IS STARTING TO FORM
ENDING WHAT HAD BEGUN
I AM LOCKED IN MY HEAD
WITH WHAT I'VE DONE
I KNOW YOU TRIED TO RESCUE ME
DIDN'T LET ANYONE GET IN
LEFT WITH A TRACE OF ALL THAT WAS
AND ALL THAT COULD HAVE BEEN

PLEASE
TAKE THIS
AND RUN FAR AWAY
FAR AWAY FROM ME
I AM
TAINTED
THE TWO OF US
WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE
ALL THESE
PIECES
AND PROMISES AND LEFT BEHINDS
IF ONLY I COULD SEE
IN MY
NOTHING
YOU MEANT EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING TO ME
GONE FADING EVERYTHING
AND ALL THAT COULD HAVE BEEN

PLEASE
TAKE THIS AND RUN FAR AWAY
FAR AS YOU CAN SEE
I AM TAINTED
AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE OF MIND
WERE NEVER MEANT FOR ME
ALL THESE
PIECES
AND PROMISES AND LEFT BEHINDS
IF ONLY I COULD SEE
IN MY
NOTHING
YOU MEANT EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING TO ME

I love you...
My Little Girl

My Blog

A long long time ago.

From: Nut of Satan Date: Feb 14, 2005 04:41 PM The last 16 hours have been some of the most surreal of my life. (1:00 a.m.) **** made me emotionally uninhibited, but unfortunately, it also made...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 14:46:00 GMT

I can't belive

that i still miss you.
Posted by on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 07:30:00 GMT

My Fing B D A Y ah ha ha ah ha ha

Let's see what did i do for my B-day. Well i can tell you that it was a Fing great day, or that it was a F'ed up day like just about everyother day. Story one. Well like most of my B-days, i di...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Jan 2005 01:42:00 GMT

Dreams.

What do dreams mean. i sometimes think about it. First i thought that dreams are there to help out on how you feel. Such as hateing a person. say that person pissed you off and you didn't know why. a...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Dec 2004 01:15:00 GMT

black and blue and broken bones you left me here all alone

Well saturday sucked... I was heading to work on the freeway... and on one of turns up came a acclivity, i went up. Then slam... on my left sholder... i went sliding, shoulder and "Helmet" first for...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Dec 2004 12:59:00 GMT