Smo [Tabula Rasa] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Tabula rasa means 'blank slate'. The idea surrounding it is that we are born as that and our experiences create us.
I am pretty well grounded and at the moment I have everything I want/need, well chuck a few grand my way and I wouldn't say no :] But I really do know who I am now. I got lost for a little while under all the rubble but I am back and ready for action :] Nothing will ever keep me down again :]
I believe happiness comes from within and I love my life.
I am here to live my life the best way I know how. I do not want to be involved in peoples' lives who do not actually give a shit. I have friends who do genuinely care for one another and I like it that way :] If I am a bitch to you, you've probably done something to piss me off :] Alternatively, I am pretty shy and people read it as arrogance; go for it :] I actually believe that happiness comes from within, no body is going to do it for you :] And if you can't be comfortable in your own skin, you're going to become dependant on other people and what happens when they leave? :] I do not do drugs besides alcohol, I basically advertise Speasy and Stella; I should get paid :] I enjoy the finer things in life such as pot washing, salty nuts, spit and sweat and toe nails hahahahahaha :] I love old movies, especially Casablanca :] I love foriegn films :] :] :] I like to read on the bus :] I love to hula hoop :] :] :] Don't bother adding me on Myspace if you already I know I hate you, what is the point? :] I am pretty much a transvetite :] I don't make much effort with the way I look because I am lazy and I hate 'grooming' :] But if I could wake up and look like Dita Von Teese with her style and her confidence I would be amazingly happy :] I am determind to get my muscle back this summer, it has been gone too long :]
STAY OUT OF MY LIFE.
I have seen the spoils of war and I have seen what people can turn into.
"They'll eat cornflakes from your skull."
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Read my comments
Or read my blog.
Fuck. Bollocks. Twat muncher.
If you really think you know me better than I know myself, you can suck on my oversized balls, and then tell me how I feel.
I'd vomit all over your disgusting scene if I was taller.

My Interests

........ adopt your own virtual pet! ......

I'm a registered organ donor.
www.uktransplant.org.uk/ukt/default.jsp

I want to give blood, but I can't yet, even though I'm 17.
www.blood.co.uk/

I want to be a marrow donor, but I'm still not old enough.
www.blood.co.uk/pages/marrow_info.html

43 things

I'd like to meet:

Charlie Chaplin.
David Bowie.
The Rat Pack.
Johnny Lewis.

I've always wanted to meet one of those people
that you sit down next to
and they tell you their life story
in about five minutes.
:)

I don't know these lads
but the video makes me piss.

They're my dancing idols.

If I could live on the set of Bugsy Malone,
I would

I'm in love with a man, so famous,
his toes can barely breath

Music:

.. "...if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit your friends."
- Miss. Penny Lane - ALMOST FAMOUS

Movies:

.. Dumbo.
Million Dollar Baby.
Edward Scissor Hands.
Gremlins.(1+2)
Ice Age.
The Secretary.
Donnie Darko.
Sahara.
Attack On Presinct 13.
The Breakfast Club.
Hostage.
Running Scared.
A Scanner Darkly.
Troy.
Romeo + Juliet.
Basil The Great Mouse Detective.
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
Almost Famous.
Thumbsucker.
Casablanca.
Rocky.
Goodfellas.
Mannequin.
District 13.

Books:

.. The Raging Quiet.
The Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde.
To Kill A Mockingbird.
Tuesdays With Morrie.
Invisible Monsters.

Heroes:

No not all my friends are me heroes, stop being fucking stupid.

There are some people in this world that you will meet and they will change you forever.

The song Wonderwall reminds me of my heroes.

Biker Mice From Mars,
and the Last Chance Garage
:) :) :)

Heroes are best in real life...
Until they leave you bloody and beaten, metaphorically

My Blog

:] Stuff [:

You probably won't have a clue what this is about, but that's alright, you don't need to. :] Burning holes deep into wood to find a reasoning for what you've done and you begin to realise that ...
Posted by Smo [Tabula Rasa] on Wed, 21 May 2008 05:39:00 PST

Ooof what a trip

This is a blood rush, flooding your brain, pounding your head. 'Oh shit' power trip. The good times flow and your heart ups the ante. Are you ready for this? 'Oh shit' power trip. The kids said it...
Posted by Smo [Tabula Rasa] on Mon, 05 May 2008 10:55:00 PST

Everything in summary.

Life has been completely insane these past few weeks. I've had a snap shot of what I can imagine the rest of my life to look like socially and I love it. Different people almost every night, talking t...
Posted by Smo [Tabula Rasa] on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 06:08:00 PST

Broken Free

I will never allow myself to be trapped again, by anyone or anything. I lost myself once, among all the rubble and the crap, but everything's different now. There's nothing standing in my way anymore....
Posted by Smo [Tabula Rasa] on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:24:00 PST

:] :] :]

I love those people that make you want to better yourself. They make you want to be brave and strong. They teach you not to pity yourself or to feel bad about yourself for not looking the way you want...
Posted by Smo [Tabula Rasa] on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 06:52:00 PST

The amusing sort.

Isn’t it funny how the liars make the best stories?Even when you know every word they say is slurred utter mess, it’s hard to ever prove them wrong even when you know you’re right, w...
Posted by Smo [Tabula Rasa] on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 06:24:00 PST

Life - 2007.

I decided being the end of the year it would be pretty fitting to have this quiz in a blog, and not just a bulletin which will be deleted by Myspace pretty damn soon. So, then next year if I still hav...
Posted by Smo [Tabula Rasa] on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 01:02:00 PST

Living

Here we are on just another blog, on just another profile, on just another website.Your fingers are rough to the touch and your scent has altered.You swallow the music in the room and it tastes sour -...
Posted by Smo [Tabula Rasa] on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 04:57:00 PST

Everything is trivial.

Everything is trivial.This contridictory competetition just a little too simple to gain somethingQuite like self worth which we desire to wake up to each day.There's a thumping in your pulseAnd your i...
Posted by Smo [Tabula Rasa] on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 04:16:00 PST

I am

There are round metal balls pressed to my neck, radio control, and I'm tuned into every aspect of myself. I know all about the lines on my face and the scars around my nose, which I created myself. My...
Posted by Smo [Tabula Rasa] on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 05:13:00 PST