lil' [not so] red [anymore]

About Me

THINGS I ♥
my husband
my aminohls
my family
being an EMT
knowing a little bit 'bout a lot of things
short hair
SONIC
candles
spring
Sparks
Guitar Hero
snuggling
Disney classics
money
looking outside and seeing BLUE and GREEN not BROWN
THINGS I'M NOT SO IN ♥ WITH
bad drivers
bad smells
humidity
paying bills
haters
ppl who have no respect for my marriage
ppl with sticks up their asses
mosquitos
getting called into work at 3am for nothing
3 1/2 hours later:
"I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life ... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday." [American Beauty]
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My Interests

These are a few of my favorite things...

white daisies
babies
sleeping
the smell of dryer sheets
dry erase markers
hockey
football
eyes
teeth
hands
sleeping
the way a computer works
how the brain functions
writing
photography
poetry
my sisters
music
dogwood trees
the way fresh cut grass smells
driving
sleeping
sex
cough medicine
light bulbs
playing air guitar
running through the sprinklers in my work uniform
playing dress up
fire (I'm such a pyro)
food
squirrels
faeries
bunnies
sleeping
parties
tattoos
piercings
and red lipstick....any questions?

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Some of my photography:

I'd like to meet:

GOD

Music:

a lil bit of everything....i have quite an eclectic taste in music....i prefer alternative rock over everything.....but i'm a musician so i enjoy music simply for its "musicality"....

To name a few:

Deftones
Flyleaf
Nine Inch Nails
Tool
A Perfect Circle
Disturbed
Interpol
Rise Against
Peaches
Presidents of the United States of America
Rob Zombie
Guns 'N Roses
Aerosmith
The Cars
The Corrs
U2
David Gray
Garbage
Sia
The Goo Goo Dolls
Third Eye Blind
Hinder
Rachel Yamagata
System of a Down
Weezer
Blink 182
Sum 41
Meatloaf
Christina Aguilera
Natalie Imbruglia
Tracy Bonham
Angels and Airwaves
She Wants Revenge
OASIS
Kasabian
Boxcar Racer
Paramore
Servant
Theory of a Deadman
Death Cab for Cutie
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Marilyn Manson
The Shins
Coldplay
The Cranberries
The Cardigans
Radiohead
Rage Against the Machine
Linkin Park

etc., etc., etc....

Movies:

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Schindler's List

Boondock Saints

Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels

Men of Honor

The Lord of the Rings Trilogy

Saved

American Beauty

Finding Neverland

10 Things I Hate About You

American History X

U-571

The Little Mermaid

Beauty and the Beast

V for Vendetta

Fight Club

Mr. and Mrs. Smith

Saving Private Ryan

Hamburger Hill

Full Metal Jacket

Edward Scissorhands

The Nightmare Before Christmas

Big Fish

etc.,etc., etc....

Television:

Sesame Street re-runs

Three Things
Three things that scare me:
1: arachnids
2: heights
3: zombies
Three people who make me laugh:
1: Jason
2: Rachel
3: this guy named James who works in outside garden at work
Three Things I love:
1: Jason
2: fluffy things
3: days off
Three Things I hate:
1: outsourcing
2: being late
3: stooopid girls
Three things I don't understand:
1: Jason
2: advanced trigonometry
3: other girls
Three things on my desk:
1: printer
2: arm brace
3: glycerin soap
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: breathing
2: blinking
3: typing
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: learn to snowboard
2: visit every continent at least once
3: have babies with Jason
Three things I can do:
1: save lives
2: be a pain in the arse
3: prevent forest fires?
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: pessimistic
2: sarcastic
3: unenthusiastic
Three things I can't do:
1: burp on command
2: taco tongue
3: headstands
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Books:

The kind with words in them....jk...

anything e e cummings
anything Edgar Alan Poe
Number the Stars
Slaughterhouse Five
A Wrinkle In Time
A Wind in the Door
A Swiftly Tilting Planet
The Lovely Bones
The Great Gatsby
I Am Spock (Leonard Nimoy's autobiography)
The Lord of the Rings trilogy
The Hobbit
Dante's Inferno
The DaVinci Code
A Midsummer Night's Dream
The Crucible
The Bible

...and this list is very sad...but those are my absolute favorites...I need to read more...

Heroes:

your mom

My Blog

you might be if....

I haven't even been doing this very long and I have already experienced most of these and find just about every one of them funny.... You might be in EMS if... You find humor in other peop...
Posted by lil' [not so] red [anymore] on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 09:59:00 PST

making friends with the fire ants and earthworms

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately....And lately I have started to think about all the things I've tried to do and have done.I never would have thought when I was getting ready to graduate hig...
Posted by lil' [not so] red [anymore] on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 07:25:00 PST

grafitti on my brain

if you decide to develop an eating disorder would one call the an eating disorder disorder? i looked at myself in the mirror and am entirely unhappy, and no matter how much i don't eat or how much i r...
Posted by lil' [not so] red [anymore] on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 08:47:00 PST

its the most [[stressful]] time of the year.....

i thought it was time for a new blog....i mean nothing more interesting than the puppies growing and Jason and i perpetually not having ver many groceries has happened but i felt like writing so you w...
Posted by lil' [not so] red [anymore] on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 06:47:00 PST

where the sidewalk ends...and you fall off into marriage

i have decided that i am going to be a secret agent woman....and have an alias and keep secrets and wear nice collered shirts to work and carry a gun that i will probably never use.....moving oni don'...
Posted by lil' [not so] red [anymore] on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 10:56:00 PST

Whiskey Dream

WHISKEY DREAMThe end of a childish fantasyThat love is something more than a whiskeyDream hungover from the night before,A dirty secret shoved in a drawer.A naive notionThat love can contain the ocean...
Posted by lil' [not so] red [anymore] on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 08:24:00 PST

splish splash

today Jason and I climbed the treacherous route up the mountain that is the trail (and NOT so trail at times) to the Forest Falls waterfall...i thought i was going to die...like literally....it was ni...
Posted by lil' [not so] red [anymore] on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 10:33:00 PST

ode to all who understand the meaning of nonconformism....this disestablishmentarianist...

The act has been polished to a beautiful sheen. The act of being cordial and "appropriate" amongst a family who, at the depths of their true selves, are no more than selfish, fake, ...
Posted by lil' [not so] red [anymore] on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 09:32:00 PST

david. the end.

i hate being this person. i hate being the person that causes the pain. i would almost rather steal the pain away and feel it for the rest of eternity than to let him ache in such a way. but i had to ...
Posted by lil' [not so] red [anymore] on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 06:44:00 PST

i'd punch every bee in fuckin' face

so pretty much, Jason learned last night not to smack cigarettes out of my mouth. we were all a little drunk, and i get feisty when i'm drunk....and....i punched him in the nose....and made him bleed....
Posted by lil' [not so] red [anymore] on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 11:40:00 PST