Czarina

i'm quite fine... i'm human... and i will definitely make every sucking moment into kaleidoscopic memories... i'm a good friend (atleast, my friends tell me that i am...)I know its entirely mushy but I do believe in fate: in a predetermined pattern that all of us must fall into. But I am still a strong believer of conviction: of choosing what you can become. I believe fate and conviction are two opposing forces that paint our lives in a better hue.I am a hopeless romantic... i know it may be humiliating to share this with the world but i really am one.=) I am a sucker for romantic flicks; those movies that leave you dumbfounded and bring you this flicker of hope that there's this one person for eveybody. But in my case, i know its not gonna happen. Not in my dreams...=( I am a person who digs loneliness... I mean a am such a lonely person and i am happy to be one because that's the only time that i can write well enough..sounds like a requirement, aint it?=) I do daydreaming, I daydream a lot, actually, and I know doing it keeps me sane. I have my own share of fantasies (be it sensual or not) but I wont tell it this soon because my reputation is at stake here...hehe...I see myself ten years from now as a successful and overrated spinster.Hehe.. Because right now my life revolves around fulfilling my dream to become a famous writer. Someday, somehow, I know I will get there. I hope so. I mean, i have no left resort in life than to write because i am a total airhead (in every sense of the word!!). But how can I be a writer if I cant even tell who I am? So I guess thats it. enough information to know me better. Hey there again, im Cza.