Angela So Focused

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| View Show | Create Your OwnHello Everyone, welcome to my world only peace and harmony here please I have no time for Bullshit. Lets get the basics out of the way I am a strong independent Latina and yes a dedicated mommy to a beautiful little boy who is the ultimate joy in my life who is my life. I work fulltime and the rest of my time goes to my little guy so no I dont have a very active social life but I am working on it. I am currently working on fulfilling some dreams to allow me to be a better me and to also show my son anything is possible. For the first time in a long time I am putting those dreams and goals up front and not on the side lines with my arms crossed or immersed in the ongoings of others. I am holding my own realizing there aint shit I cant do as long as I put my head to it and as long as I put me first. I am a homebody for the most part I enjoy the simplicity of life just lounging at home having a glass of wine or spending time with my family, my sister and Mother are my rocks their truths are harsh but more often then not real and noone but family will ever keep it that real so I love them for that for always having my back and my son is truly my best friend I know more as each day goes by why I was blessed with my little boy. I do enjoy going out speacially when the summer time rolls around but unfortunetly I dont get to get out much but when I do I make sure to enjoy myself to the fullest they are far and few in between but with the many changes I am making they wont be so few. I am an Aries which means I am passionate individual about everything in my life I go from one extreme to the next I havent yet found that middle ground and I wont lie I havent been seeking it out either I am content with who I am and dont feel that is something I need to change its what makes me who I am the fact that I can acknowledge it is enough for me right now. Take it or leave it. The past is the past how many times have I said that, well it is but through our experiences we learn and its usually the most fucked up ones that show and teach us the most so yea I dip into the past to remind me of what I dont want, to steer me away from the things and feelings that may have caused me harm. It is how I have grown as an individual why I continue to grow. We learn there for we grow, we move on and take with us those lessons learned and with Gods grace become stronger and more empowered in all of our endeavors. The past is the past but through that same past is how we move forward. Through the grace of God I have gained new strength, new faith and just when I think there is no more to be gained my heavenly father shows me different. I am not the same person I may have been just a few years back but I am becoming a better person to me and that is what is most important because it is what allows me to be me the real me to others. I strive to see a new outlook on life I have and continue to allow myself to learn through him the things that I may not understand or see clearly. I am so grateful to God because in the life long faith my grandmother instilled in me I forgive graciously and take with me that knowledge. I have found peace within myself and lost it through the things in life that have come my way the good the bad and the ugly and right now I am searching for that peace for me for what is going to make me truly happy for what is going to light up my heart and remind me of some of the things that I have forgotten. Life can not be controlled and that I have learned the hard way you just have to go with the flow your own flow all things come at there own pace never force what you can not control. I have a determination within me now that will not faulter and all I have to do is let it guide me. PLEASE TAKE NOTE I AM NOT I REPEAT NOT LOOKING TO HOOK UP MY HEART BELONGS TO SOMEONE. My focus right now is my son 100% and myself because nothing comes before us, he keeps me focused the unconditional love, the pure innocent love he shines upon my life is my joy sometimes working and being a mom with no social life can be a bit overwhelming but I go to bed at night thankful for my little angel because he gives meaning to my life purpose he gives me more reason to fight for a better tomorrow Tavian is this little fireball of love that comes at you at an insanely rapid pace and once it hits you your gone and so caught up in the beauty of it you cant look away, my little boy is my joy I learn what true beauty is when ever I hear him say "mama your my best friend I love you so so much". I look into my childâ€™s eyes I fall in love and am reminded that no matter what I am going through I have him my little rock and no matter what I do in life I will have already complished my greatest legacy in bringing my son into this world.Friends are great but currently not looking to get into any relationships. So if ya actually read my page youâ€™ll know this. I REPEAT NOT TRYING TO HOOK UP WITH ANYONE. I work hard and for a long time I tried to be all things to those I love and I have finally learned to hold back just a little, enough to know Iâ€™ve tried. I love hard so I fight hard. Life is a learning experience you never know what tomorrow may bring so get through today as best as you can because tomorrow is never promised so live in today. To all the single mommies hold your heads and always remember the switch in ya hips isnâ€™t your only gift. So all you single independent mamas smile hold ya heads show the world you can do it all and still look good as hell doing it. My advice to the world Keep your spirit alive and never count or depend on anyone else to uplift you because only you can truly make you happy and you are the only person who will love you for you. Family is the root of all things and making sure they are happy above and before anything else if it were not so what purpose would all the riches in the world have without family and there love I am truly blessed for a truly amazing family and 3 of the greatest friends a girl could ask for and a God given blessing of a sister. I donâ€™t use the word friends loosely I did for quite some time but real friends are family those who wouldnâ€™t ever put your name in their mouth to express negativity.I am learning that no matter what I wont ever be perfect and that there is no sense in trying to be someone I am not I have to be pleased with me before and above anyone else and I am happy with me and the beautiful person I know I am what I hold inside who I am inside defines who I am not what you see when you look at me. I can finally breathe easy in knowing im doing the best I can. Happiness is shining its light on me calling me home and I find that its within me. I am finding within myself once lost answers about myself and what I truly want out of life for myself I am gaining this newfound confidence that seems to eb a blessing reminding me my worth is priceless. I believe you should never judge a book by its cover, so when you look at mine never assume cause you will be wrong EVERY single time. Feel free to hit me up I am very friendly and outgoing all those who really know me know that so holla atcha gurl muahz besitos. Now a message from our sponsors lol seriously though to all those HATERZ creepin out there swinging by to check on me and mines I"M FUKIN GREAT YA HEARD DONT THINK YA KNOW CAUSE YA GOT NO IDEA. Stay Blessed ya
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